Could you try and find some labels that fit this specific description? (It's fine if not, I just need ideas)
I sorta want it to be animal related but I'm not sure how
I don't want it to be related to feminine things in any way unless it's fantasy cause I don't like being related to feminine shit most of the time
So like more masculine/gender neutral
Cervusgender: A gender encompassing neutral animal energy.
Buckgender: A gender encompassing masculine animal energy.
Now we need to know what would be called the neumasc version of those faunagenders; there doesn’t seem to be a term for experiencing femininity specifically in fanciful conditions, unless we combine: condigender, fantagender, and -fem(inine)(i-)(me). Altegender and emigender(solverigender) are applicable. Let me see if I can define that right:
Condifantafem(inine)/femicondifantagender/condifantafemme: A gender that is only felt under fantasy-related circumstances.
Altefantafem(me)/femialtefantefantagender/altefantafeminine: Someone who’s gender feels like it is feminine, but as though it’s related to fantasy in a parallel dimension, on a different plane, in a mirror universe, or just in an alternate existence, that is related to fantasy; it is a xenogender that feels feminine as though it’s in a parallel dimension, on a different plane, in a mirror universe, or just in an alternate existence, related to fantasy.
Emifeminine/femiemigender/emifemme/emifem(gender) or solverifem(gender)/solverifemme/solverifeminine/femisolverigender: to have a gender that is very loosely feminine; having a loose or weak connection to femininity or its certain qualities, but not actually being feminine.
You can always use condifem, altefem, or fantafem if you want to be more objective.