Dec 26, 2023
luv mascara so much but hate the trail she leaves
#i looked sooooo cute the other day and the mascara i used like. i love her we love her. but my eyes still look dark under girl it’s been#3 days 😭😭😭#tbf i’ve beeb sleeping kinda funky but still!!!!! she should be kinder about it i think#friend sent me a message saying she wantedto ask abt something and then didnt say what she needed to ask for like two hours and still hasnt#so im jittery and gonna end up oversharing on here but its better than being jittery and holding overthoughts and nowhere to put them prob#also ive been violently flipflopping between feeling sooo pretty sooo beautiful sooo everyone is so beautiful and like. abyssal dread.#brain wheres the christmas cheer …#cooked dinner for everyone today and i couldnt do every part bc i felt sick n it wasnt perfect n im gonna be dwelling on it til i pass out#in any case jitters. jittery. not going away#i feel like maybe a warm bath could help but also my hairs so long now that itd end up staying wet for long n then it might turn into#shivery jitters and then thats just insurmountable yk. so. but#in any case. i wish i could clean my room properly feel like id be less jittery n also i miss my cousins n nieces n family LMFADHDJDJD#mano.mindtalk#neg
