He seems like a stand-up dude, thus far, and the story from his perspective is that he wanted Ellen, yes, but he checked in with her multiple times to make sure that she was happy with the marriage too, and she's never shown him any hesitation or doubt. WE know that she's being forced into this by her asshole brother, but she's never let any of her frustration or displeasure or distress be visible to Malcolm. All he knows is what shes shown him, and she's shown him that she's very happy with the arrangement and is looking forward to the wedding.
So when this all inevitably blows up and he finds out she DOESN'T want to marry him, its going to come totally out of left field. And I do feel bad for him about that actually. Obviously we're team Ellen&Brian all the way, but Malcolm is actually quite a decent guy, and he's got a hell of a heartbreak in store.
I think that, had Ellen and Brian never met, Malcolm would actually have been a fantastic husband for Ellen. He adores her, he listens to her counsel, he admires her brains and waxes lyrical about them to anyone who'll listen. Were Brian not in the picture, i think Ellen would have ended up having a surprisingly happy marriage with Malcolm -- especially since his dickhead father is dead.
Of course, with both his father and his uncle being giant assholes, IS Malcolm actually a good guy? We cant know for sure right now. But he seems, at this moment, against all odds, that whatever dickhead gene his father/uncle got, may have skipped him entirely.
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I'm really, really hoping the show makes Henry talk about his war service at some point, so until then, there's this, maybe? And there was surely some intervention between the way Malcolm's face looked after Dougal was done punching him and the way he looked the next time we saw him.
Henry didnât want to know what Isaac Grant was going to think of all this.
There were some things that did not change, from century to century - the commanding officer said that your uniform was out of order and you said âYes, sirâ and ran to the quartermaster to change it out for a new one, and then he said that your sidearm needed polishing and you polished it, and finally he gave you orders to move out to make a survey of the country, and by god, you moved. And if you had finished the tasks set to you and were also, by the tender mercy of some unkind devil, bringing his son and heir back to him having taken a heavy beating, well - Henry knew what some fathers in his own time would have done with the man whoâd allowed it, and the son whoâd been beaten besides, and he didnât like to think about that.
Good manners and common sense could only carry him so far, in this century or any other - as in war, there were some contingencies that simply could not be planned for. Heâd been told on the carriage ride to Leoch about Red Jacob Mackenzie and his two feuding sons, and in due course had met them and found them as described - Colum, the elder, limping and shrewd, and Dougal the younger suspicious and bitter. The daughters were worth only a passing comment from Isaac, there being three, and two already married, and Henry had noticed how Malcolmâs eyes lit up at the mention of the eldest - Ellen, with the flame-red hair.
Would he be so keen on her now that her brother had given him a beating? It was because of Ellen MacKenzie that they were in this mess in the first place. Lost, her brother Dougal said, and assumed to be with Malcolm, as if the son of a great house would stoop to stealing a lady the way some men would steal kine. But then, Henry supposed they still read Ovid here, and Ellen MacKenzie would make a likely looking Sabine if or when the day came.
âWeâll stop at Sandy Beatonâs first,â Archie had pronounced as they neared home, Malcolm wincing in his saddle, and no one offered a counterpoint. Henry spent a moment staring at the red and white striped pole outside the place where they were stopping wondering why Malcolm would need a haircut before remembering, from some distant schoolroom, that in this time a man could be both barber and surgeon both.
Both Archie and Henry had to duck on their way into the shop, the ceiling low and dark-timbered, and Henryâs eyes adjusted for a moment to the scene beyond, bright by some standards, the dim sunlight outside coming in from a pair of mullioned windows that must have been ruinously expensive. Sandy Beaton, it seemed, did well by his trade. The man himself was in the front room, an older gentleman of fifty or so with a spare frame, an apron buttoned over his waistcoat, and his hair starting to pale to white in its queue. A man of several businesses, it seemed - around him looked to be all the makings of an apothecaryâs shop. Heâd been instructing a young woman over what looked to be a tray of pills, which she was carefully counting into a jar. A quick assessment of the same straw-colored hair led Henry to believe this was his daughter. âArchie Bug,â he said, watching carefully as the three men came inside. âIf youâre looking for the alehouse you ken very well itâs down the lane.â
âYoung masterâs had a spot of bother,â Archie pronounced, producing Malcolm from behind him, looking very much the worse for wear. His eyebrow had finally scabbed over and his lip was puffy, and the beginnings of a bruise were starting to purple the orbit of his eye. âWant you to take a look before we go home.â
âAnd howâs the other fellow look, Master Malcolm?â Sandy asked, as polite as can be, stepping away from the task in front of him to send a passing glance over his injuries. (The daughter, too, looked to be doing her own inspection from further off - a family trade, obviously.)
âNone the worse,â Malcolm reported miserably, wincing again as Beatonâs hand inspected the cut near his eye.
âHe took a few blows to the ribs,â Archie added, watching. âWant to know if thereâs summat broken.â
âNow, you canât be telling your father that,â Sandy said with a mirthless chuckle. âStep through and weâll see what can be done, and weâll leave -â he looked at Henry and realized he was missing a name. âI donât think I know you.â
âHenry Grant,â Henry offered, stepping forward and trying not to knock his head on a beam. âIâm the new bladier.â
Mr. Beaton nodded, his suspicion at hearing Henryâs voice plainly evident in his face. It was the same expression everyone else had been making for the last several weeks - a sassenach. âWeâll leave Mr. Grant here while we try to work on a better story.â And perhaps Mr. Grant can work on his story, too.
The three of them stepped through to the room beyond, Archie ungraciously closing the door behind them, and Henry found himself alone in the front room. The others were waiting outside, joking among themselves - and that was another thing that hadnât changed, wasnât it? An officer never drank with his men. He was the bladier, a position of rank, and supposed to be above such things. Not that they would have joked with him, anyway - all the laughter dried up when he was within earshot.Â
But Beatonâs daughter, it seemed, had no such reservations. She laid aside her pill bottle, carefully stoppered it, and wiped her hands on her apron. âWill you take something to drink, while the young master is with my father? He didnât seem too close to death, so Iâm sure they wonât be long.â
âThatâd be lovely, thank you,â Henry said carefully, mindful that unmarried daughters could be their own brand of trouble. âBut I donât want to put you out.â
âTis no trouble,â she assured him, putting the bottle of fresh pills on the shelf and setting the rolling tray aside for another project. âWeâve plenty of small beer, or wine, though the brandy is in with my father. The laird keeps us well supplied, for the physic.â
âA small glass, then,â Henry said, trying to be easy to please. âOf whateverâs to hand.â
She nodded, and went through a second door for cup and bottle, and Henry found a place to stand out of her way, his back towards another shelf of jars, one eye towards the windows at the front and another towards the door where Beaton and the others had gone. His own hand was a touch sore, but that would pass - the MacKenzies had hard jaws. What would they tell Isaac about the whole sorry thing? It would almost be better if they had taken Ellen, although he was sure Isaac would have clouted his son for that, too. Grant considered himself a man of breeding, still a Scotsman but a step above the petty feuds and cattle raids of his neighbors, and stealing a girl was not part of the reputation he wanted to cultivate.
âYou were a soldier once, Mr. Grant.â Miss Beaton was back with a tray and a glass of the small beer sheâd mentioned.
He looked up, quietly surprised, and studied her for a moment. âThat âŚwasnât actually a question, was it?â
âNo,â she said, fairly confident in her assessment. âYou stand the way my father does sometimes, facing the door, watching. He was in Ireland, with the Stuarts,â she added, stepping back to look at him a moment. âBut youâre not old enough for King Williamâs wars - unless perhaps you went as a drummer, or to carry the colors.â
âNo,â Henry said, surprised that he should be so obvious. âI was inâŚin Flanders, for a time.â Had there been a war there recently? He thought there had been - the early 1700s had all sorts of wars and surely one of them was near enough.
âWhat buisness did an Englishman have there? Were you like a gallowglass?â He stumbled through the line from Shakespeare - with kerns and gallowglasses well supplyâd - realizing he didnât know what that meant. A mercenary, maybe? She, meanwhile, realized she was being hasty and retrenched a little. âIâm sorry - my ma says my questions will be the death of me.â
âNo, itâs - itâs fine. My name was Beech- was Beauchamp, before I came into the Grantsâ service.â He lingered longer over the French syllables, bow-cham, with the end of the word curled under, so she might hear the language. âI had âŚfamily in France.â
âSeems a long way to go for a war that wasnât yours.â
Sheâs right - in that century or this one. One could speak very highly of the rights of small nations, and the relief of Belgium, and an Englishmanâs word being his bond, but what buisness was it of the English, really, if an Austrian archduke was shot while on tour? Wasnât that what had started all that? It seemed hard to remember now. Everything that had come after had drowned that detail out. He supposed whatever war had been in Flanders more recent to this had been over religion, or the rights of a king - more straightforward, somehow. It wasnât as though heâd gone to war for the dead archduke, or the simple sake of a treaty. âI wanted a bit of adventure, I suppose. And I thought I could make a difference, being an officer. OneâŚhears it spoken well of, to go to war - that it will make you a man.â
She nodded. âMy father says that boys dream of war and men should dream of peace - but thatâs not always the way of it.â
Henry chuckled and sipped his beer. âYour fatherâs right. Itâs a boyâs dream, and a foolish one. And it âŚunmakes men just as often as it makes them.â Screaming husband, screaming child - how does Julia put up with me? âI watched too many men die forâŚpittances of ground, and nothing to send home to their mothers. No, I wonât speak well of it,â he said strongly. âIâve nothing to show for it but⌠bad dreams and a wounded arm. And a way of watching doorways,â he added with a rueful smile in her direction.Â
âDo you need something for it?â She asked suddenly. âThe dreams? I can make the tonic that my mother makes for my da. He has them sometimes, too, and black devils on him after. Or a salve for the wound in your arm, if that ails you. Thereâs plenty that get an ache in old wounds when the cold comes in.â
âNot today, Mistress Beaton. But I thank you for the offer, all the same.â
She smiled, and he was reminded suddenly of Julia - perhaps it was the herbs, or her general helpfulness. Physically they couldnât have been more different, one dark and one fair, and yet he couldnât help but think that theyâd be friends, perhaps - gossiping over their tea and talking about whatever theyâd just read. She knows something of bad dreams and black devils, too - perhaps sheâd have something to teach you. It was nearly a month now, and he was still no closer to finding her than when heâd first arrived. A month! He knew that everyone thought him a bit of a fool for still looking - sure, and doesnât a wife run away to join the gypsies sometimes? Perhaps you werenât very much of a husband.Â
 Miss Beaton glanced back at the closed door, her hands tight on the counter. âDo you think heâs very much hurt?â she asked, her tone light.
âNo,â Henry assured her, drawing himself back to the present. âIt was only a few blows - heâll be fine, I think.â She nodded to that, hardly looking at him, and he noticed, for the first time, that what heâd assumed to be attention was, in fact, a distraction for herself. Oh, so thatâs how it is. Well. Suddenly her keen attention when theyâd first come in made a bit more sense. âIf youâll allow me an observation of my own, mistress,â he said, as kindly as he could, âit seems you do a fine job of watching doors, too.â And I doubt very much itâs for Archie Bug.
âI donât know what you mean,â she said with a nervous laugh, grabbing for a rag and beginning to wipe down the counter and tools sheâd been using earlier. Thatâs something that doesnât change, either. How many times had he seen that same face and same expression in a friendâs house, watching a sister trying to bluff her way out of admitting a crush? Â
âDoes he know that you like him?â he asked, trying not to smile. âMalcolm?â
Another nervous laugh said more than it hid. âThe young masterâs far too fine for the likes of me.â
What an excellent way to avoid the question. âThat wasnât what I asked, Mistress Beaton,â he said smoothly, still trying not to smile. âAnd I donât think anyone would be too fine for you,â he added, as gallant as he could. It had been a long time since heâd tried to give pretty compliments to girls at parties - he hadnât been good at it then, and he doubted time had improved him.
Another nervous laugh. âMaybe thatâs so in England, Master Grant, or in France, but here in Scotland a woman must marry to please her family, not herself, and a man moreso. Especially one like Malcolm Grant,â she added, almost more for herself than for him. âIâd think a fineborn man like yourself would know that.â
âYour father is a surgeon, and a member of a respected family.â And the first man that Archie Bug trusts with the son of his laird - thatâs something on its own, I think.Â
âNot respected enough to let Isaac Grant think of letting his son marry me!â She made the idea sound truly preposterous, a dream for silly girls. âIâd be lucky to get one of his tacksmen. And anyway, heâs had his eyes on Ellen MacKenzie since they were bairns. As anyone should,â she added, like she had to remind herself of it.
Shouldâs a fine word. âIâve seen the lady,â Henry allowed, âand sheâs very fine, but thereâs beauty of one kind and beauty of another.â Thatâs what Julia would say, I think, to a friend who needed to hear it.
But what she said to that he did not hear, for in a moment the door was open again and Sandy Beaton was back in the front room, Malcolm and Archie behind him. The younger Grantâs face was clean now, and there might have been a bandage under his shirt the way he was standing. âWhoâs talking of beauty?âÂ
âMr. Grant was telling me about Ellen MacKenzie,â Miss Beaton said, without missing a beat, gathering up her tray. âApparently she was at the Gathering.â
âAnd away from it, too,â Archie added sourly, looking askance at Henry.
âNow, Archie,â Malcolm said, a note of caution in his voice, and Bug swallowed back down anything else he was planning to say to disparage the lady. Miss Beaton herself stood up a little straighter, but Malcolmâs eyes scarcely took note. âWe should be going. My father will expect his report.â
âI thank you for your hospitality, Master Beaton,â Henry said, addressing the surgeon himself and setting his glass down. âAnd your swift attention. Miss Beaton.â He held out the glass, still half-full, and bowed, and she smiled a little and curtseyed back, taking it from him. âMy thanks.â
Beaton nodded, his eyes following Henry with some slight suspicion of his own. âCall again if thereâs anything amiss, but itâs naught that a bit of rest wonât solve.âÂ
And a kiss from a pretty girl, maybe, Henry thought to himself, watching as Malcolm nodded bravely and headed back outside to the horses and the rest of his men. But this wasnât the time or the place for that, and as it stood, Miss Beaton was hardly the pretty girl Malcolm would want for that service, and Ellen MacKenzie hardly willing to give it. If her own brothers canât find her, who knows where else sheâs gone? I think youâll be watching doorways, too, if you marry that woman, Malcolm Grant, but I know your father well enough not to say it aloud. And that war isnât mine, either.
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Miss Beaton, she of this week's exasperated hand-wringing, still doesn't seem to have a first name. It might be Phebe, or else Annabel. I'm still undecided.
My apologies on my slim-to-none knowledge of early 18th century European wars.
I have no idea whether it's appropriate for Isaac Grant to have his own member of the Beatons on his lands, but it seemed to fit. I also have very little idea about the geography - people seem to be coming and going from Leoch like it's close, so that's what I went with here!
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Many years ago I was watching Chico greats Vomit Launch play - they did an amazing version of The Bats' "Block of Wood". On that night, after each song, I kept yelling "Bats! Bats! Bats!". Larry Crane, the bassist, looked at me and finally said, "Alright, calm down." And they launched into "Block of Wood."
The Bats (3/4 Christchurch, 1/4 Dunedin...all New Zealand) mean a lot to me. When I got the email announcing their new album, "Corner Coming Up", I was sitting in the waiting room at my doctor's office, so I did not scream, "Bats! Bats! Bats!" out loud, but, in my heart I did.
"Lucky Day" and "Loline" are the two initial singles that will serve to tease/entice us until the rest of the album comes out in mid October on Flying Nun.
I rarely try to do any comparisons with The Bats. But I will say this - it's hard to imagine bands like Teenage Fanclub existing without The Bats. And I know the effect The Bats had on the Chico music scene in the 1980s - Vomit Launch and Barbara Manning covered songs and praised the band endlessly. Finally, I was listening to Stackridge the other day, and looked them up on AllMusic. The writer, Elessar Tetramariner, mentioned that Stackridge helped pave the way for, among others, The Bats.
Modern AU. Set in 2018. Where Claire and Jamie are arranged to be married.
CH: 1 - 2 - 3Â - 4
AO3
A/N: In celebration of my 25th birthday, I am finally updating this fic! Hope you like it and so excited to share the coming chapters ahead! _____________________________
Monday rolled out and she hadnât heard from either Jamie and Frank over the weekend.
Frank did warn her that communications will be hard as being in remote areas during his excavation project in Egypt and she really didnât expect much from Jamie since they agreed to keep discussions off about their arrangement during weekends. It shouldâve soothed her mind but she jumped between feeling calm and restless as the weekend passed by.
As a woman of science, Claire relied on logic in dealing with issues in her life and more than not, logic helps her arrive in a viable and proper decision. However, being in a relationship is more than quantifiable facts and figures. It involves â should involve â a matter of heart and emotion that she will have to take into consideration.
On one end, the choice should was clear â Frank. Although they have only been going out barely a month, at least, to her - them, they were official. He was older with a stable career, more mature â sometimes too much â but she can get on with it. But more importantly, he likes her enough to actually pursue her even at the risk of his job.
But then last week, she went home for dinner only for her family to announce that they were arranging a marriage for her to her childhood friend who she hasnât seen in the past half year. She was definitely angry and confused at the beginning, however, she couldnât deny that continuously spending time with Jamie the past three days have been entirely pleasant, even if it was in the most common and domestic situations. It surprised her to feel that what she looked forward to the most was the time of day theyâve scheduled just for themselves at the cafe. She couldnât lie to herself and not say that Jamie was somehow in her emotional mix now regardless of how that came to be.
It was unchartered territory to her and she was definitely unsure what the outcome will be and that heightened her anxiety a different level.
Claire shook her head and refocused her mind on her classes instead as she drove on her way to school. The day went by fairly normal. Not hearing from either men didnât trigger anything and she was thankful for that, saving her energy now that she was on the way to the cafĂŠ to meet up with Jamie.
As she walked to the parking lot, she heard voices from behind one of the larger vehicles that kept the group of men hidden from plain view. Despite that, she heard one voice that was entirely too familiar. One would think that living in Scotland for most her life that everyoneâs accent would be the same but Jamieâs voice registers uniquely to her.
She paused, waiting to hear what was going on. She peeked at the situation but didnât intervene.
âLet him go, Grant.â Jamie said warningly.
âWhat will ye do then, Fraser?â
âYe coward, picking up on someone ye know canna fight ye fairly.â Jamie dwelled for a moment before declaring. âIâll fight ye.â
âJamie, no!â a person unfamiliar to Claire pleaded back. âLet them do as they wish to me.â
âNo, no, no.â Malcolm Grant said. âTisâ an offer I canna pass. Finally having a chance to give the famous Jamie Fraser a piece of this.â Malcolm held up his fist but Claire saw Jamie unbothered.
Malcolm shoved Jamieâs friend to the side and when Claire saw his difficulty getting up, it became clear to her what Jamie meant by fighting fairly. Ian wore a prosthetic on his right leg.
Her thoughts abruptly stopped once she heard the sound of a punch landing on the face. Malcolm and Jamie didnât waste time getting at it with Jamie getting the upper hand because of his size and strength. He landed two punches that sent Malcolm at a distance but then two of his groupies suddenly appeared from nowhere and it was now a 3-on-1 battle.
âThis is our fight, Grant. Ask yer men to leaveâ
Malcolm ticked his tongue. âAwww, since when was I fair on anything, Fraser?â he remarked, smirking at the upper hand he now has. âGet himâ he ordered and his guys held Jamie by the arms, rendering him at a great disadvantage. Jamieâs friend tried to join the fight but his prosthetic was easily deformed by Malcolm that left him to watch Jamie deal with it all by himself.
Jamie tried to fight off the two men but it was to no avail. Malcolm came close to him, patting his cheek. âSuch shame to destroy this pretty faceâ
Then everything happened quickly thereafter. With Jamie helpless, Grant threw one punch to his face, then to his stomach, and the last straight to his nose that caused him to bleed profusely.
Everything happened so fast that it took Claire a second to react and interrupted them.
âWhat the hell is this?! You better leave or I am calling the police?â she made herself known with the threat.
âAnd who might you be, pretty lass?â Malcolm asked, definitely interested in the lady that has arrived.
âClaire â leaveâŚâ was all Jamie managed to say as he heaved, recovering from the punch.
âSo the pretty lass has a name. ClaireâŚbeautifulâ he started walking towards her and Jamie tried to get away again but Malcolmâs guys were fast and held him off.
âStop right there.â Claire commanded as she pulled at her phone and started dialing.
âOkay, okay.â Malcolm raised his hand and backed off. âCome on ye two.â
âReally boss?!â One of them inquired.
âYe, ye.â
The two men shoved Jamie towards where his friend was and the three started walking away. Malcolm turned around, looking at Claire with a smug face. âThis isna the last yeâll see of meâŚClaireâ
Claire all but ran to Jamieâs side, checking up on his condition. âYouâve broken your noseâ, she assessed while trying to see any other injuries.
âIâm fine.â Jamie said, standing up and then turning to his friend to help him up too.
âNo, youâre not. Youâre bleeding, you bloody Scot! Come on, we need to get you to the clinic to fix that noseâŚâ
âClaire Beauchamp, this is Ian Murray. Ian Murray, Claire Beauchamp.â Jamie interrupted her with his introductions.
âHello, Ian.â She turned to him, checking him up to. âHowâs the leg?â
Ianâs brows rose in surprise then his eyes drooped in embarrassment. âI am sorry.â
âWhatever are you sorry for?â Claire said, hoping that her message came to Ian in kind and not in spite.
âHow did ye know?â Ian asked.
âJust by observation, nothing to worry about.â
âI think Grant hit the mechanism when he shoved me. We really need to go to the clinic.â Ian explained and Jamie groaned at the inevitable.
The three of them walked awkwardly towards the clinic while Claire repeatedly reprimanded Jamie under her breath. âBeing punched three times, broke a nose and says heâs bloody fine...â
Jamie laughed that sent more blood to ooze from his not but he didnât care.
âDonât laugh! Who were those guys anyway?â she asked.
âAch, no one, Sassenach.â
âTheyâre the Grants.â Ian answered instead. âThey love to bully me around uni but Jamie wouldnât allow them to no matter how many times I asked him to stay away from it.â
âWhy to they pick on you?â
âEr, the obvious I guess.â Ian explained.
âJust for that?â
âEh,â Ian just shrugged as they finally arrive at the clinic.
The nurses didnât waste time fixing Jamie up as soon as they saw the bloody mess on his face. When asked how he broke his nose, Jamie explained that he fell off the stairs. The nurses raised an eyebrow in skepticism then looked at Ian and Claire for confirmation. They just nodded because if they knew the real reason, it might cause something else they donât want to deal with.
It took less than half an hour for the nurses to fix Jamieâs nose and cuts and for Ianâs leg to be working again and they were out with strict orders of rest and fluids.
âIâll see you home, Jamie.â Ian offered but Jamie refused.
âNo, tisâ alright, Ian. Ye ken we live on opposite sides of the city plus Iâm fine, really and home is just a bus ride awayâ
âI wouldnât mindâ
âNo, and tis that. Go home, Ian. Iâll see ye tomorrow.â Jamie patted Ian in the shoulder in assurance.
âIf ye say so. Head home, too, and rest. Youâre more banged up than I am.â Ian returned the gesture and turned to Claire. âTis nice to meet ye, Claire. I just hoped it was in better circumstances.â
âItâs nice to meet you too. Iâll see you around.â
Ian left the opposite direction leaving Claire and Jamie to deal with themselves.
âI dinna think I can go to our wee meeting today, Sassenach. My headâs a bit woozy right nowâ Jamie turned to Claire sheepishly, trying to scratch a small itch on his nose but hissed when he touched a sensitive area.
âIâll take you home, Jamieâ she offered.
âNo, ye dinna have to do that, Claire.â
âPlease. I brought my car today so itâs no bother really.â she countered, not taking ânoâ for an answer.
âAlright, I dinna want to argue wiâ anyone anymore today.â
The drive to Jamieâs was silent, mostly because Jamie dozed off during the ride. When they arrive at the Frasers, Ellen asked the same questions as the nurse at school and also turned to Claire for confirmation to story they all know not to be true.
âClaire, if you could settle my son at the living room, Iâll get some ice from the kitchen.â
âMam, ye dinna have to botherâŚâ
Ellen Fraser only have to give Jamie a look for him to follow her orders and Claire giggled.
âDonât laugh, my mam is going to have my hide no matter how grown up I amâ Jamie chastised humorly.
âHow are you going to explain this one away?â
âI dinna ken, maybe stay silent until she just gives up?â
âLike thatâs going to work on Aunt Ellenâ
Jamie gave a scottish grunt just as his mother entered the room, handing Jamie a pack of frozen peas.
âMust be some slippery stairs for you to fall face first and break your nose, my son.â
âAye, tisâ
âYour father and I will love for you to regale that tale over dinner. Claire, my dear, will you be joining us for dinner as well?â
âOh? I - uhm..â
Jamie looked at her with pleading eyes to stay and help him get through his familyâs questioning.
âLet me just call my momâ Claire took out her phone, dialed home and after a few minutes. âIâm free for dinnerâ
âFantastic! Now, Iâll leave you two kids to fend for yourselves. Dinner will be ready in a few hoursâ
Ellen Fraser left for the kitchen and Jamie stretched on the sofa, tending to his swollen face. The silence stretched and Claire wasnât really sure how to go about it. She never really had a reason to stay long at the Fraserâs house unless it was one of their family dinners and it was definitely a long time since she stayed over their house for no reason at all. It wasnât uncomfortable, she just didnât know what else to do.
âClaireâ Jamie turned to her, breaking her thoughts and sensing her slight uneasiness. âDo ye still know how to ride?â
âOf course, I doâ
âWould ye like to look around the estate?â
âSureâ
-
It was a lovely afternoon for a ride and Jamie was pleased that the horse heâs chosen was immediately taken to Claire. Sheâs a natural rider, he observed and he was glad that she looked to be enjoying herself.
They reached the farther ends of the property, going to areas theyâd frequent before as kids - the river theyâd sneak off to in the summer, the treehouse fort theyâd only let their parents enter with a password, the pond theyâd skate around during the winter. They talked about memories of their childhood until they found themselves at the top of a hill, watching the sun fall from the horizon.
Claire dismounted first and walked towards the huge oak tree near the edge. Jamie dismounted after her but only took the reigns of her horse and let her wander towards the edge. Â
âItâs beautiful. Why donât I remember this place? Havenât I been here before?â Claire asked in succession and Jamie just stayed silent. He had planned on taking here there a long time ago to tell her of his intentions to court her but timing always never felt right until it was too late and he found out about Frank Randall.
âWe hadnât rode this far before.â he excused.
âWell, Iâll definitely come back and visit this place. Just look at this view! The endless rolling hills!â Claire excitedly proclaimed as she took out her phone and took a photo. Once the task was done, she turned around to head back to Jamie and her horse. And in that moment as she walked, the sun perfectly aligned behind her, creating a silhouette that took Jamieâs breath away.
Ah, dhia. She is beautiful.
Surprising even himself, he had enough awareness to hand her back her horse and ride away without getting too caught up in the situation.
A few minutes later the house was in view and they were depositing the horses back in the stables.
âThank you for the ride. I havenât had the chance in a long while, I almost forgot how much I loved it. I know I should be studying or doing our research but this is way more fun and relaxing. A nice break, is it not?â
âGlad you enjoyed it, Sassenach. Tisâ my pleasure.â
From the back door of the kitchen, Ellen called out that dinner was ready.
Jamie and Claire settled their horses and before Jamie could muster what was happening, Claire shoved passed him and started running like a child towards the house.
âTag! Last one to the house is the loser, Fraser!â Claire called out and they were off to the races, she with the headstart but Jamie not far behind her. Their laughs echoed throughout the deserted field and it was just like they were 7 and 9 again. Jamie fought the urge not to tackle or hug her from behind resulting in his loss.
âWash yer hands before ye proceed to the tableâ Ellen ordered upon the duoâs entry. Claire continued her victory cheer as she headed for the sink to clean up. Ellen Fraser greeted her son by the door, gave him a smirk and then tousled his hair to disarray to which Jamie only happily rolled his eyes.
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Thankfully, Jamieâs parents didnât push him enough to explain the bruises he has but let it slide for the time being, happy that heâs home and safe.
Dinner had been a lovely affair for the foursome. Ellen and Brian regaled childhood memories of Jamie and Claireâs, laughing and embarrassing them both to no end.
âLet me just get us another bottleâ Ellen stood and Jamie followed his mam to help her.
In the recess of the kitchen, Ellen turned to her son who was reaching for another bottle of wine.
âTisâ nice having dinner with Claire.â Ellen remarked, leaning on the counter.
âYe have dinner with her once a month, mam, for the past 20 years. Yeâve known her all yer life.â he retorted.
âTrue, but tonight, seeing ye and her, getting to know the woman she is and becomingâ Ellen sighed. âI love that girl like she was my own daughter, ye ken. But now, I really wish she was my daughter, if ye get my meaningâ
Jamie turned around to give his mother an exasperated look but was stopped in his tracks when his mother produced a small, black velvet box from her pocket.
âMam..â
âIt would give me great pleasure if ye gave this to her.â holding up Jamieâs hand and pressing the box to his keeping.
âOur situations complicated enough..â Jamie said as he tried to hand it back to his mother.
âIâm no asking ye to give it to her tonight. Just...â she paused, raised one hand to his cheek to get his attention. âhold on to it, aye?â
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Unbeknown to the two, Claire had been watching the entire scene unfold through a small opening in the kitchen door. Brian had asked her to follow them to request for the cake as well when she heard their conversation.
She meant to show herself sooner but when Ellen produced the ring box, she was frozen on the spot. She watched Jamie try to refuse it but to no avail. Aunt Ellen didnât mean to pressure Jamie either, it seems, much to her relief. However, she couldnât deny the small curiosity in what is beneath it.
Claire shook her head and pushed the thoughts away. As she saw Jamie place the box in his pocket, Claire entered the kitchen asking for dessert.