the horrifying situation of being madly in love with a girl who happens to be friends with your best friend and you’ve only met her four times and you know she’s queer and a part of you wants to ask her out but the other part of you is closeted to your family and has no drivers license even though you really should work on that and knows that you’ll be going to different colleges in a few months and maybe she doesn’t even like you back and also you’re a huge chicken shit but also she is now in your dreams every night and you’ve stalked her letterboxd one too many times for it to be a casual crush























