#maidris

Here's everything from OC Kiss Week '24! I had a such great time and ended up liking these a lot. I'll definitely be doing more oc kisses after a bit because they're way too enjoyable lol.

This one’s a little late cause I took too long but OC Kiss Week #7 with @spellmage’s Maidris!

thank you !!! sorry this took so long aaghhh i started to write this up before i went to bed but then ! i fell asleep !

Questions here :)

19. Has your Dark Urge become particularly close to anyone romantically and/or platonically in their journey? If so, who, and what is the relationship like? If no, why not?

Maidris romanced Gale so he's easily the one he's closest to. I like to think of their dynamic as Maidris saying something completely incomprehensible and weird and Gale nodding along like 'okay love, let's get you some hot chocolate'. For both of them, they're the connections to reality they desperately needed.

Outside of Gale, he's closest to Shadowheart, initially bonding because of their shared amnesia but coming to be besties by the end of the game. He's also really close to Wyll, who keeps him grounded and encourages the sides of Maidris that don't come naturally to him- kindness without expectation being one of them. Karlach, too, who he just adores for some reason. Finding out that he was involved with Gortash later on makes him feel a little protective of her, and more than a little bit guilty.

In act 3, he and Jaheira have a bond built solely on sarcasm and playful antagonism (to others they probably look like they don't like each other but they're good friends I promise).

20. Is your Dark Urge open about their Urge or do they try to hide it? Why?

He definitely tried to hide it at first. He told the others about the amnesia and headaches, but the urges he kept to himself. He lied about killing Alfira, he didn't act on any urges he could control, but definitely went off into the woods a good few times to release some of that energy.

The companions probably knew there was something he was hiding (the way he held his dagger was a little too practiced, the way he used it a little too brutal and precise, hey why does the wizard have a knife?), but the truth didn't out until the night he wanted to kill Gale, after which the confession came out like a flood tide.

22. What first impression does your Dark Urge give off to strangers?

maidris says he doesn't know how to play. gale wants to teach him, but as soon as they start playing, maidris just knows what he's doing, like instinct

or like he's been taught before

thank you for the tag @nullshocked <3

i'm doing maidris because of COURSE i'm doing him

animal: crow

colours: red, green, and black

month: august

songs: dead souls by nine inch nails, the itch by katatonia, for the kill by life on venus

number: 1

plants: marsh violet

smells: moss

gemstone: garnet

time of day: the time just before dawn breaks

season: summer (specifically the end of summer)

places: dark, candlelit places

food: fruit

drinks: water that's been sitting out a day longer than it should have been

element: fire

astrological sign: aquarius

seasonings: rosemary

sky: complete cloud cover

weather: the kind of rain that looks fine but will drench you immediately

magical power: necromancy

weapons: dagger, his hands

social media: uhhhhhh

makeup product: eyeliner

candy: anything that he can chew on

method of long distance travel: smuggling himself into someone else's vehicle

art style: i do not know enough about art for this

fear: not living up to other peoples expectations (and the expectations he sets for himself)

mythological creature: gyests

piece of stationery: pencil sharpener

three emojis: 🩸⁉️🤭

celestial body: deneb (star)

Thank you for the ask!!!!!! Answering these for my boy Maidris. Questions here :)

9. Do you have a specific lyric or quote which you associate with your OC?

So, so many. I have a terrible playlist for him that I could draw a million from, but I'll restrain myself to just one.

‘It struck my heart, only once / Which made me want it more / The emptiness it left in me / Will always need to be filled / For it will be there all the time / From now on, forever more,’ from Lightning and Snow by Woods of Ypres. 

I don’t really have an explanation for exactly why it fits. It could be about love (cough cough Gortash) but it could also be about the urges (i.e. the striking being the first time he killed). Either way it makes me sad! I love it!

10. What's an AU that would be interesting to explore with your OC?

I love this question because I’m already working on an AU hehe. It's a modern, no-magic-ish band au! I’ve talked about bits of it sporadically through the last month and a half and I answered another ask about it here :)

14. How does your OC want to be seen by other characters?

Pre-tadpole: Maidris wants to seem in control. In control of Bhaal’s temple, in control of his emotions, and in control of his urges. For that reason, he doesn’t tend to stick around people for very long and, though he isn’t repressing his urges, he prefers to engage with them alone. When he comes to trust Gortash, this kind of all unravels and while he likes being in control of his emotions, he likes annoying Gortash more.