#maezes_

the end of the maezathon the beginning of many things to come :)

these obviously contain spoilers so dont read it if you haven't watched the finale yet

big kitty, little kitty, kitty

Graecie, having lived for however old she is, cares for everyone the most and I admire that she does that. She talks with people and has thoughtful things to say. Lots of people say that bannerfall needs a therapist, (which they do) but I think Graecie is the closest you'll get

(This happened about 18:00 minutes into Apo's stream vod titled "ALL HAIL THE EMPURROR - Bannerfall SMP")

Transcript of conversation (to the best of my ability):

G: “Mae, if you will not give yourself the same care that you grant to others, please allow me to give it to you. You're always running. But it's okay to stop and let someone care”

M: “I don’t know how to do that Graecie”

G: “Perhaps, we can practice. And you can learn. It’s a good skill to have.”

M: “How?”

G: “Well, the first step is, usually, when someone asks if you are okay. If you are not, don’t lie to yourself.”

M: “There has never been a day since I have been born that I was okay. But I have made it this far in life, despite that, there has never been a day when I was not caring for my own self and I have made it this far.”

G: “You have. And you are so strong. And I am so sorry.”

M: "Life does not care for me"

G: "Life can be rather unforgiving. even to those who have done nothing to deserve it”

M: “I did nothing wrong… i was good and it…”

G: “I’m so sorry Mae”

M: “I was good”

G: “You are. You are. Hey. you are incredible"

M: “No, no, no I'm just me” G: (overlapping) “Yes.”

G: “You, Mae Maezes, are incredible”

M: “I have done nothing to earn that”

G: “Oh you've done so much. Mae look around you. Look at everything you've built. The people whose lives you've touched. The changes you've made as an incredible queen.”

M: “It wasn't enough”

G: “It was enough. Mae, you are enough. You always have been. I've always seen that. I'm sorry I've not expressed it enough.”

M: “You should not have to be the keeper of my feelings.”

G: “Oh well, I want to. Because I care about you and there’s nothing you can do to change that I’m so sorry”

Both: *Stifled laughs”

M: “You are quite stubborn”

G: “I am. Again, Owain's worst nightmare.”

M: (Giggles) “I quite like Owain.”

G: “He is fun.”

M: “He is good”

G: “He is. Thank you for opening up to me. Please come find me if you need anything”

M: “Yes”

G: “Okay?”

M: “Mhm”

G: “And do you believe me? The words that I just said?”

M: “Yeah”

G: “Okay. Good. Because they’re all true.”

M: “Thank you.”

MAE LOOKS SO COOL … boy why you so slime (full art under cut !)