Sometimes if I’m watching a good video like a tiktok or something, I’ll be like “oh I gotta show my para this!” so I’ll turn my phone completely around as if I’m actually showing it to someone irl and show them THE WHOLE VIDEO. Even though I’d already seen it and now I can’t even see the screen cause it’s turned away from me, I’ll play it all the way through just for them. It’s so annoying and time consuming and like I HAVE to do it. It’s like a compulsion thing. I do the same thing with like stories and things like that. Say I want to tell my paras a story of something that happened or I just want to explain something to them, I have to tell them the entire thing in full detail. And I do this multiple times (out loud) for multiple paras and it’s just so exhausting. Like couldn’t I just pretend that they already know so I don’t have to keep repeating myself?? That’d be so much easier but nooo, I have to do it. It’s really annoying. Does anyone else do this???
