1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

i think it was kaelin and yeah absolutely. she is the one person in my life i’m not afraid to say i love you to because i know she means it.

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?

yes, i’m 17 so

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?

when i get aggravated i tend to shut down, so i don’t remember

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?

of course

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

i’m not talking to anyone so no

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

yes every song reminds me of him at the moment

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?

an orange tee shirt from my 9th grade DC trip and old pink zebra gym shorts from walmart 

8. How often do you listen to music?

every morning before school, usually at some point during school, and on my walk home from school each afternoon. and in the car.

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

jeans

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2015?

well its 2015, so how about after? after yeah im going to college 11 hours away so it’s gonna be a huge change 

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?

social. i crave interaction but i get socially drained really easily so sometimes it’s difficult for me

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?

yes

13. What about ‘R’?

nah

14. Can you drive a stick shift?

nope

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?

yeah. i’m sensitive

16. Are you going out of town soon?

in 10 days im seeing hedwig in nyc with kaelin! 

17. When was the last time you cried?

today

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?

i’m assume you mean romantically? yeah.

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?

i used to say yes to this but actually i love my brown eyes

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?

yeah and he doesn’t even care anymore

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

i had to spend hours of it sitting less than 10 feet away from the guy i still have feelings for

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

yesss oh my god

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?

no

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

kaelin does at least once a week. some of my other friends do on occasion. 

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

yes

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

uhh probably my friend vanessa?? 

28. Do you get a lot of colds?

2-3, maybe 4 a year. taking vitamin c to avoid that though

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?

my 9th grade washington dc trip

30. Does anyone hate you?

i would hope not, but it’s plausible 

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?

i wish lmao

32. Do you like watching scary movies?

i want to like them so bad but i’m a scaredy cat 

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?

oh god no

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

freshman year of high school. i was miserable and my hair was growing out still and i hadn’t lost weight yet and my parents hated me and my grades sucked it was so bad

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

i think i told kaelin i loved her today

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

absolutely not. 

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

lolno

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

doubtful 

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

eh it was pretty bland. i cleaned out my shoes though so that was good. 

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

no

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?

i mean yeah ill be with my friends at school but beyond that probably not. maybe this weekend

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

yeah

44. What’s the best part about school?

my friends and teachers

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

it’s a FACEbook so yes

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?

yes of course

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?

doesnt everyone

48. Were you single over the last summer?

yeah

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

well i mean, i still have some of the same friends, but i’m doing hell of a lot better and i’m a much stronger and generally better person

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

sleeping. i like how tumblr assumes this is not what i should be doing and am avoiding other responsibilites 

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?

i think it was dan so no he’s chill

52. Are you nice to everyone?