Oct 20, 2019
Tw for the 1 person that will like this
(I also receive therapy, this is just where I let it out)
Do you ever just want to be left alone to just hurt yourself in every possible way but also want to be helped? Or make an attempt of taking your own life but only so you can see who cares? Because honestly that is how I’m feeling at the moment, everything little that happens makes me feel irrelevant, makes me crave death like it’s heroin for a user or gives me addictive urges to rip away at myself and just watch who I used to be run away and pretend that the girl I was is no longer inside me. I wish I was 9 again when a hug from mum would take away any anxiety causing me discomfort.
