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this has probably been done before but idc. hi first post...

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i think you mentioned you had depression one time, a cluster b disorder a different time, i think those can all mix into bipolar, aka manic depression. mayb look into it
um we've researched bipolar disorder quite a bit and i don't think it quite fits ^^" -louie
also having both those things doesnt automatically equate to bipolar disorder heh ...... theyre very different.. -milo
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saw a post saying 'words on a screen' wasnt "actual" abuse and now im kinda uh paranoid. because like. theyuh they can they can be abuseright? imnot. crazy.i was abused by someone..online...i think. i think?the post said it was antivictim to say words on a screen could be. abuse. so uh yes im paranoid now! because um. it was all words on a screen everything that hurt me it was. words on a screen. and i felt like the post kinda downplayed what i went through. but also the paranoid bit is because what if thinking that makes me antivictim??so uh yeah
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hey !!
I was just curious as to 1. Whether you’ve seen The Book Of Mormon (the musical) and 2. If you have, what are your thoughts about it as an ex-Mormon?
If you don’t feel like sharing that’s ok but I was curious ^^
oh this is actually a rlly fun question because i just listened to it today!! i've listened to it a few times and i watched a recording once ^^
i think a lot of the digs it takes at Mormonism are accurate; it's true that Mormons are super nice and polite to everyone, it's true that they're all secretly gay (not actually but. yeah), little stuff like that
and a lot of things are accurate, like Missionaries not being able to choose where they're going, who their companion is, and living under very strict rules. there are also a few songs I'd like to mention specifically:
Turn it Off
it's true that there's lots of suppressing emotions in Mormonism, but they don't really consider it emotional suppression. of course, adults will tell you that feeling your emotions, even negative ones, is healthy, but when it actually comes down to it, there's a lot more trying to feel better as quickly as possible because negative thoughts are the devil and you just need to pray and read the scriptures and let God in and stop being sad
I Believe
unfortunately, a lot of the wild things that Elder Price says he believes in this song are a part of Mormonism. Even things like "I believe God has a plan for all of us / I believe that plan involves me getting my own planet," "I believe that in 1978 God changed his mind about black people," and "I believe that God lives on a planet called Kolob / I believe that Jesus has his own planet as well / and I believe that the Garden of Eden was in Jackson County, Missouri" . But most importantly, "I am a Mormon, and a Mormon just believes," because so much of Mormonism is believing things simply because you're told to. There are all these insane rules you're supposed to blindly follow just because God said so, and since He knows anything you have to do whatever He says even if there is absolutely no logic behind it.
I also really liked Spooky Mormon Hell Dream, especially how Elder Price had the dream at a young age over something as small as a donut. when you're Mormon, every little mistake is blown way out of proportion and there's so much emphasis on following every rule all the time. turned me into an anxious freak when it comes to the littlest things
also in All American Prophet when they keep talking about how Joseph Smith didn't show anyone shit. no proof ever
overall, I think it's a great musical. and, for the most part, it's goofy and catchy and satire. but, as someone who grew up Mormon and now views the religion with an incredibly critical eye, many of its takes on Mormonism are painfully accurate. (Mormons don't realize they're accurate, though, because Mormons don't know anything, so Mormons are pretty offended by it all.)
on a more personal note, my favorite songs are Hasa Diga Eebowai and the two I mentioned, the former because it's silly and I like saying "fuck you God," the latter two because they're accurate and they validate my dislike of Mormonism. (Turn it Off because it's like , "oh right my trauma is justified," and I Believe because it's like , "oh right Mormonism is fucking stupid")
I don't interact with the musical too much, due to it hitting home in a lot of ways, but when religion is being shit and I need a fun way to hate on it and blow off steam about it, the Book of Mormonism cheers me up and helps reminds me why I hate Mormonism in a way that doesn't get me down. I would definitely recommend this to other exmos.
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oh go(d)sh we suck so much oh my SHIT WHY THE FUCK WAS SHE LIKE THAT why are we like this everybody hates us oh go(sh)d lol the whole go(d)sh go(sh)d thing luks like "goldfish"