Jul 18, 2025
It is hard to stay close to myself
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It is hard to stay close to myself
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There’s Something About Merlin
Author: pineconeproblem
Rating: Not Rated
Word Count: 27,615
Details: Merlin/Arthur Pendragon, Everyone Loves Merlin, Idiots In Love, Mutual Pining, POV Arthur Pendragon, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Loosing Touch, Twenty Years Later, Merlin Only Has Eyes For Arthur, Gwaine’s Hair Should Be A Separate Character, Marriage Proposal, Moving In Together, Falling in Love, Slow Burn.
Summary: Arthur and Merlin lose touch after secondary, but reconnect twenty years later. Everyone loves Merlin, but Merlin only has eyes for one person. Arthur, smart guy that he is, knows it must be Gwaine. I mean, have you seen that hair?
It happened. I looked up a word to use it in a fic and I was about to use it incorrectly 🙃
Sometimes I get to a place where I'm not sure any of this is real. It's like I can feel another form of existence sitting superimposed on top of the one we consider reality. And it's right there, just a few molecules away.
It's right there.
Like I could reach out and touch it...
the dichotomy between what is true and what is felt,
what is seen and what is heard;
living in a shattered fragment of reality.
has it been months or maybe even years?
who knows how much has been lost to this incongruous, makeshift corporeality
so much time spent deciphering riddles that were never spoken,
picking out patterns in the stars perched along the black velvet night
annotating every last note that loitered in the air for too a little too long
desperately searching for the saving grace
that makes everything else fall into place
but the sought secret is never sourced,
and the dissonance never dissolves.
- d. r.
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May Broomfield
Power tends to isolate those who hold too much of it. Eventually, they lose touch with reality... and fall.
from Dune Messiah by Frank Herbert