⚠️TW: impilied suicidal ideation, suicide, running away, idenity issues, mental disorders⚠️
The warnings are from some of the themes in Mafuyu's story and from the content in the songs but I won't be going into intense detail, mostly summaries. I also want to be safe and not to accidentally hurt/trigger someone.
Also, I will be doing an analysis (a not very detailed one), and I might get things wrong(hopefully I don't)
This is also an analysis for fun based on me finding some similarities between the character and songs
'Mr. Capgras encounters a second hand vanity Tulpamancer' and 'The Song with Five Names' from Will Wood and The Tapeworms, remind me of Mafuyu Asahinda because of the themes throughout them of lack of idenity, following the morals of someone else, and wanting to replace self/run away.
For Mr. Capgras (I am shortening the names) , Mafuyu already had a difficult time knowing what she truly wanted aside from a few things (become a nurse, to feel love, etc..) when we first meet her, she is actively wanting to disappear and to never be seen again. She feels incredibly trapped by expectations set by her family, and especially her mother. Capgras syndrome (what the song is named after) is a psychological condition in the sub category of delusional (as in believing something that isn't real) misidentifition syndromes that causes a person to believe their loved ones/closed friends are replaced by an imposter. Although Mafuyu doesn't believe Nightcord, her family, or other close friends a impostors, she doesn't know who she truly is. She is the 'imposter' in this case. This also leads into her wanting to disappear, and later on in the Engeki event where she runs away to Kanade's house. But like in Mr. Capgras where Will Wood sings about how (directed towards the imposter) they were so sure that they were that nobody would catch them but also how they didn't choose what (how) they were born in. Like how Mafuyu thinks that nobody will be able to see past her facade, even when she might want them to, and how she didn't ask to be born in a family where she is burdened by expectations.
Now onto "The Song With 5 names' which I am going to call 'Soapbox Tao' for shorter name. This one will be focusing more on how Mafuyu is trying to follow her mom's expectations and the implied projection from mafumom. 'Soapbox Tao' is about following faith (mother in mafuyu's case) in order to find a purpose or to fufllfil a role. And with how hard Mafumom pushes Mafuyu to become a doctor instead of a nurse, the line from 'Soapbox Tao' "So don't you forget that all you project is just to protect you from the void within the form", fits mafumom with her incredibly projecting ideals. This ends up hurting Mafuyu and frustrating Mafumom because Mafumom most likely was unable to become doctor (I couldn't find any information on Mafumom's job) just to protect her own feelings of inadequacy and in an attempt to 'help' her daughter (in her way). By the end of the song, there is no definite answer as to what the right way is. This unansweredness causes Mafuyu to struggle with what she wants as she had been following her mom's ideals but also wanting to follow her own, and that causes Mafuyu to rebel a little (joining nightcord, skipping class, standing up for herself, etc..) and her mom doesn't understand why Mafuyu is doing this. Causing mutual confusion and the lack of answer between the two.
End:
This is how The Song with 5 Names and Mr. Capgras encounters a second hand vanity Tulpamancer by Will Wood and The Tapeworms relates to Mafuyu. We see how Mafuyu's surroundings and Mafuyu's mother contributed to Mafuyu's behavior.
I tried my best on make a competent analysis and admittedly there may be some of my own projecting onto Mafuyu, but hopefully I remained accurate and articulate on this topic.
(Also these songs are bangers, you should listen to them)















