Dec 22, 2020
Jeder erzƤhlt mir, ich soll Ć¼ber Weihnachten meine Kontakte reduzieren. Ich frag mich nur wie, wo ich doch schon vor Corona keine hatte.
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Jeder erzƤhlt mir, ich soll Ć¼ber Weihnachten meine Kontakte reduzieren. Ich frag mich nur wie, wo ich doch schon vor Corona keine hatte.
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I canāt believe itās really taken a global pandemic to realise the system we live in is fucking shit. We live for the weekend, to go out and forget that we will be working until 65, youāll probably never be able to afford a house until then, youāll still be paying debt from NOW. Politicians gave themselves a Ā£3,300 raise this year and voted no for a raise for our NHS. You sit and wonder why youāre depressed? From the age of 5 we are institutionalised, we go into school there is a bell for when you must work, a bell for when you may have a break, a bell when you may eat and a bell when you may leave. We are brainwashed into finding your dream job where you want to work and live the rest of your life. You are taught to want to work, it is not a natural thing, I think adults forget that teenagers are adjusting to a system they have conformed to for much longer and are much more used to. Teenagers are not lazy they want to live the way they want, why on earth would I want to grow up and have to work for the rest of my life for someone else to live how they want? I donāt have a dream job, I donāt want to work myself to death to get a mediocre life. The people we elected are keeping us so distracted from how fucked up the system is. Black Lives Matter over lockdown is an example, people before lockdown didnāt care they had their own lives to get along with, too busy to check if their own people are being treated fairly. Allowing racism is racist and it took people a second to realise that. When they werenāt too focused trying to live to their own societal standards. But what Iām saying is when are we gonna do something about this? Iām tired of not loving life, Iām tired of worrying about the future, Iām tired of trying to keep up with the pace the world was at before this lockdown and Iām tired of being unable to enjoy simple moments.
Should I ?
do acidĀ
get drunkĀ
dye my hair burgundyĀ
go vege / veganĀ
move to Europe (not France)
move to Melbourne
make a instagram postĀ
get a full leg sleeveĀ
back piece? throat piece?
get new teethĀ
learn to budget
stop smoking?
Hi!
Ā Iām not going to beat around the bush. Itās all absolutely shit at the moment. Thereās very little to look forward to, weāre all stuck indoors, and the only things to keep us busy is work (which I donāt feel like doing) and playing video games (which I do feel like doing). Over lockdown, Iāve found myself turning to things that I used to really enjoy when I was younger as entertainment; itās comforting, but means that I havenāt done a great deal of branching out. I think I watched Peep Show the whole way through at least 7 times last year alone, and replayed Breath of the Wild twice.Ā
That said, something that I did discover last autumn was a game on Steam that Iām sure a lot of you are familiar with called Stardew Valley. Having not had a lot of inspiration for my ACNH island, a cute little farming/social simulator seemed like just the kind of wish fulfillment experience I needed. As usual, I was right. I was hooked pretty much immediately, and soon I found myself very attached to its characters (some more than others, *cough* Lewis *cough*). Because of that, I have some pretty strong personal headcanons and Iād really love to join the ranks of the other amazing SDV headcanon blogs just for something to do in my free time while it still looks like a while off before I can do much else. Just send me an ask!
While Iāll do my best to research anything Iām less knowledgeable about, there may be certain topics that I simply donāt have the experience to be able to write about accurately, and Iāll be sure to let you know if thatās the case.
This ended up being a lot more rambling than I intended oops.
I swing between hating lockdown and never wanting lockdown to end
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things just have been pretty tough these couple of days, been taking my breath and making breathing harder. but that's alright, as long as i know i'll keep on breathing anyways it's alright.
my heavy heart just spoke
Gotta be honest with you guys, this lockdown is really hitting me harder than the other two. Everyday is a struggle to keep upbeat & I just feel like shit all the time š
where art thou, motivation