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Also den ersten Teil kann man bis auf den Monolog zusammenstreichen.!?

Tonight was the hardest goodbye of my life.

I met Church (the first one) a really long time ago, forgot who he was, met him again, he became my buddy, and soonthereafter he was killed. Killed, sacrificing himself for some assholes who are all intellectually deficient and homosexual.

Nothing wrong with that by the way. Church was progressive on tuesdays and thursdays after 4pm

Ever since he was absorbed into an AI supermass 20 minutes ago, I've felt... disappointed. Disappointed that they took him, and not Donut or Doc or honestly Simmons or Grif or had it been a miracle, Tucker.

Hard times,

Quietly. Very quietly losing my shit over act 4. And how we got to act 4. And how the fake smile is failing and they're noticed somethings wrong and Siffrin is always. Always so hungry.

Remembering the Crossiant Incident hurt. Everything. Everything leads back to that nameless country. And why does Sif suddenly remember the language that used to hurt his head. O AND!

I had I passing thought like: I wonder with there will be colors in this game, given the books and such. Bet the first color will be red.

AND I WAS RIGHT! Man that scene was insane. I honestly. Honestly cannot believe I was actually gullible enough to fall for that when I came back that One Last Time. The king just. Sits there and sobs. Sure he's strong but. But I really hadn't considered his capacity for actual harm. I thought he pathetically spread his curse across the land then holes up in the house but. Man. We have a core common goal but. I could really never make him give it up.

Siffrin. Dear gods poor Siffirin. This poor guy continues to unravel. The world is a stage, a perfect play. And I have to wonder if it was his own making. Cause. Cause the 1 thing. The 1 singular thing that you never do again after the loops start. Is make a wish at the favor tree. And all of them have to do with your party.

Could Siffrin not bear to let go of the family he found? When they were so clear on parting ways and going back to normal when he has no normal to return to. No home. But at the same time how could they have set it up? Sif got crushed by a boulder for goodness.......hey hang on wait wouldn't that get in the way of the wish. Was the tree enough of a ritual for something so small then? Mhm. Something to consider for sure, even if Sif didn't know it would happen, in a weird way, isn't this what they wanted? To spend time with them? Get to know them better?

This have something to do with the star at the start? That they are truly stuck and chose to forget? Mhm. But there's that. There's that book. There's that book behind that one blasted door that I just got into. What's that about. Who wrote that. Why was the room sealed off and dusty. It's near the dorms but there's no bed in that room...Maybe I'll learn in due time.

Despite it all Im very glad to be able to read that damned nearly dead language. Gonna recheck some of those tear blocked rooms cause I haven't gone up in that one intersection in a while, and there's so. So many bookcases to look into.

Anyways we're 45 ish loops in on act 4 (also losing my shit over the segments being called Acts. Not chapters. Acts. Like a play.)

Blew up the king with a bomb at the start of the fight, finally made the dang thing! Think I used it wrong tho it was kinda underwhelming. But satisfying to finally do. Especially after what he did.

Wonder what that glass shard is for.

The author that anon sent an ask to recommended your fic, and this is the anon's review. I follow this author too, and thought you might like to read the anon's reaction.

https://www.tumblr.com/sunlightandsuffering/779195272341471233/warning-ao3-bookmark-anon-lysyou-broke-me?source=share

Oh my god fhdjsgkdfjgfdb this is the funniest thing I've read for ages. Thank you SO MUCH for sending it to me because I absolutely wouldn't have seen it AHHHHH oh my god, I'm absolutely dying 😂😂

Keeping in mind:

* the best thing about yashahime anime was Moroha/inu fam. So I am looking forward to how the manga treats them

* Towa Higurashi is a trans boy and you cannot change my mind (I'll probably be highlighting evidence in the manga in support of this lmao bc I just started and I already see it again)

* my main issue with sessrin as a pairing is power imbalance (averted with the nenju for inukag) and the fact that we literally don't get to see anything about their relationship at all. It's possible the manga treats it better, so I'm cautiously withholding judgement lol