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Ughh I hate having Executive Dysfunction cuz I’ve been wanting to read my new books and play BG3 and work on some things I’ve been putting off and for like a week and a half (maybe longer I have no sense of the passage of time) now I’ve just been unable to make choices on what to do or do anything really
So i’ve just been watching a lot of tv/movies cuz I can’t make decisions and do the other things I enjoy apparently
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And so at that time my life was dominated by a feeling of extraordinary impatience. Nothing that I did pleased me or seemed worth doing; furthermore, I was unable to imagine anything that could please me, or that could occupy me in any lasting manner. I was constantly going in and out of my studio on any sort of futile pretext—pretexts which I invented for myself with the sole object of not remaining there: to buy cigarettes I didn’t need, to have a cup of coffee I didn’t want, to acquire a newspaper that didn’t interest me, to visit an exhibition of pictures about which I hadn’t the slightest curiosity, and so on. I felt, moreover, that these occupations were nothing more than crazy disguises of boredom itself, so much so that sometimes I did not complete the errands I undertook. Instead of buying a newspaper or drinking coffee or visiting an exhibition, after taking a few steps I would return to the studio which I had left in such a hurry only a few minutes before. Back in the studio boredom, of course, awaited me and the whole process would begin over again.
Boredom by Moravia, Alberto
To be a carcass
I can’t care about getting ahead in the world because I know that I am going to die.
How does anyone care at all with that knowledge weighing on them?
One night, the idea that nothing matters must have snuck into my ear while I was asleep and fused with my bones,
becoming an extra layer of my anatomy.
It's so deeply engraved in me now that it's indistinguishable from the marrow and muscle that keep me upright.
I constantly hear people saying they wish they cared less about everything because it’s 'freeing.'
This isn't freeing; this isn't freedom.
To be a carcass is to watch your friends grow up and around you interested enough to observe them,
but detached enough not to do anything about it.
- Dorian D. 4:40am 7/25/24
Todays WordOfTheDay is: Languor
Languor originates from Latin languor(weakness). The word entered English in the 14th century.
If you're happy and you know it clap your hands.
If you're depressed and you know it clap your hands.
If you don't know how you're feeling and you gave up on emotion and you're too tired to think, then clap your hands.
*clap* *clap*
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“I don’t even want to be the main character in my own life. Think about it. Main characters are involved in so many murder cases, or they have to awaken new abilities to fight tough enemies, or they have to be a pirate and collect all the dreams they can, until the story ends. It sounds exhausting.”
- Tanaka (Tanaka-kun Is Always Listless)
He waited for something to happen.
Dave Murphy, Robocat
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