So we had an interesting interaction today
Me: *nervously* sooo.. is there um.. anything.. i can improve?
Auntie:.. as in?
Me: as in... Living here? Am i okay? Am i annoying just sitting in my corner- should i clean more-
Auntie: the only thing i think is that its very hard to read how you're actually feeling..? Your expressions are plain when you're watching stuff but i never actually get if you're.. okay? Maybe its cause you're used to shoving it all down but have you been stressed?
Me: oh um... Yeah... Its never been.. yknow convenient for other people to know how I feel.. stressed I don't have a space to get away. That my back always hurts from the couch, insecure after my breakup, and its all just.. a lot
Auntie: you had a gummi yesterday at 1pm.
Me: yeah.. thats suppose to be a lil treat
Me: *chuckles* cause yknow, you gotta be able to raw dog life and, i gotta make sure i dont get addicted cause then what else do i got going on?
Auntie: g will move out eventually, and we'll get your van cleaned out, and you just keep doing what you need to. We appreciate your help with the bills but know that its not necessary.. this is so you don't gotta stress about finances anymore.
Me: *internally crying* ... Can i buy you churches chicken 🥺
