Nov 9, 2023
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my christian friends trying to convince me i have a crush on you... like, yeah, an alterous one
limerent object
Fun, silly, delusions aside…. it is actually so tragic that I fixate on someone who will NEVER invest the same amount of time on me as I do her
“Nearly every single person who I have seen who has fallen into a deep infatuation has been on the spectrum for severe depression, bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder (BPD) or OCD (meaning, they could obtain a psychiatric diagnosis for one of these illnesses).”
“As I have mentioned and will continue mentioning in this article, infatuation is a deceitful trick. It's your brain's way of latching onto something that could, in theory, make you happy and take away all your troubles. For this reason, if you are infatuated with someone, you are not happy with your current life. You might want to tell me "I am happy and confident, this person is just so special/beautiful that I need them", but that statement would be yet another dopamine-driven delusion.”
“If you are prone to infatuation/limerence: ... you're very prone to fantasising about ideas, people and concepts that could, in theory, help you "escape" the current life or situation that you are in. Use this to your advantage - it just means that your brain is prone to creating dopaminergic pathways to motivate you. Currently, you're motivated to get this person into your life, but you can use this mental tactic to enjoy other things intensely, like academics, hobbies, pets etc. Become obsessed with another country, and make it your mission to learn the language fluently and move there within the next 8 years. Grab onto something other than a person that sparks your interest and get you thinking "my life would be amazing IF ...", whether it be the idea of gaining muscle at the gym, redecorating your house or writing a novel. Some would advise against this, but I have evidence to prove that it's a healthy way to cope with a propensity to idolising people. Hobbies/pets/languages/exercise won't turn you limerent, so obsess over them instead.”
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oh, love, do you even know what you do to me?
holding hands... leaning on one another... chatting with each other... just normal couple behavior that's also really simple and platonic...
Infatuated
I’ve had crushes before and I’ve been attracted to someone many times. Usually I speak to the person that I’m attracted to and as we get to know each other, the crush fades. I experienced infatuation for the first time recently. I still think about my limerent object 5 months later. The whole experience was horrible because it gave me so much anxiety. I like thinking about him, but it quickly turns into maladaptive daydreaming, which leads to anxiety and depression. The crazy part is that he seemed to be pursuing me, yet I was (and still am) convinced that he would never like me because of my looks. I know how to beat myself up and discourage myself.
I wish that I’d just spoken to him when I had the chance.