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“Naeun! Fuck.”

The moment he managed to enter her apartment was the moment he sensed that something was wrong—something is currently bothering the woman, although he doesn’t want to impose anything that could possibly place them in a weary situation. He’s dealt with a lot of things pertaining to the matter at hand in the past before, back then, all he used to do is to call an ambulance, but he knew too well that the woman would never want too much attention to restrain herself with, so all he could do is to be her aid at the moment that she needed it the most.

Myungsoo quickly maneuvers himself by the ground, lifting her up as soon as she collapsed on the floor. It doesn’t seem like someone wanted her to pass out like this, although it may seem that someone may have bothered to put something on her drink or anything that she probably ate at the moment. Being a detective, particularly keen on investigating drug smuggling and hoarding around the underground department of Seoul, he’s been exposed with such, so he knew the smell as soon as it left her lips. He brings her up to the couch, the only reasonable place where he could walk to a certain number of steps, as he knew that he might not be able to go to the bed if he were to try, the drug might cause her body to do restless things, and he doesn’t want that to happen.

INTOXICATION IS AN ADDICTING FEELING she starts to sink in, into the veins. one shot after another, the bottles were clean from every single droplet that paints into the core of her throat. she smells like a bar, a mixture of tobacco and whiskey that stains the fabric of her clothes as she scrunches her nose at the smell of herself. naeun doesn’t think a lot about what she does, she ends up doing it when the stress builds up inside of her mind. as if happiness was one thing she could obtain within her fingertips.

“look here, m'dear i can stand on the heels of my feet. no problem.” slurred words were coated in regret by the way she drank too much tonight. her steps were steady and careful, trying to prove a point but she’s leaning to one more side than the other. finding it a little more challenging than it should be. hand waving from left to right, denial is one thing she’s constantly doing when feeling lightheaded and drunk. though, she’s still wanting to show the latter that she’s on both of her feet. for now.

a twirl then a pause at a spot, noticing her from a few feet away. palms glided over the sides of her face, maintaining her slightly blurry gaze at her then. “not too drunk, okay? i can be perfectly fine let me just go home.” wherever home may be, naeun doesn’t know too much. trying to find a stable balance in order to situate herself to catch her breath before she starts to shift once again. naeun heard these types of inquiries from many people, those who act like they care when obviously they don’t. at least, wanting the benefits of lending a hand.

No, no -- definitely not good. The woman wasn’t in her good state of mind, and what she was doing was merely fooling herself that she was sober. How typical of people who had fallen drunk. She had seen too much and had heard too much whenever this happens. People would try their hardest to prove that they were okay, and they would end up tripping over their feet with their faces kissing the floor. She wouldn’t let her friend do that, she promised she would tag along for the sake of looking after Naeun as she had no intention in drinking. A couple shots, that was all, but she was sober and thinking clearer than the latter. 

Her two feet stayed fixed on the cement floor, arms crossing over her chest whilst she watched the woman attempted to walk in a straight line. Only if she could see herself right now -- a drunken mess, where did the graceful woman go? It was normal, she knew. Alcoholic beverages have these effects on people, but nonetheless, she could only heave a heavy sigh as Naeun continued to be stubborn. 

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Dig into my muse’s life | headcanons

11. How important is family to your muse?

    Family is very important. Although Ahreum doesn’t have much of a connection to her current family, she hopes that in the future, she will have a strong connection with the family she will have made for herself (husband, kids, etc.) 

14. What is your muse’s deadly sin?

     Hm… I’d have to say envy.

16. How does your muse see themselves in 5 years? What about 10?

     5-10 years? Hopefully married with one or two kids, a nice house just outside of Seoul, and a little garden in the backyard to grow some fruits or vegetables. Still an astronomer, too– A happy life, a simple life.

20. What is your muse’s addiction?

  { ` message : naenae } Do you even know what i am talking about?  ㅋㅋ

SHE NOTICED THAT the other seem to be rather jumbled since she probably still be thinking of what she forgot about. yooyoung that morning, more like on that day, she had nothing to do, it feels like she had been doing nothing for a long time and all she wanted to do was to change that buy it was a hard thing to do whenever she spends the days alone at home.

{ ` message : naenae } haha, don’t worry about it though, it’s okay { ` message : naenae } but it was my birthday the other day though ://  { ` message : naenae } i wish presents when i’m bored.

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🍩: Do you approve of your hometown's law enforcement? How about your current home's system? What makes you feel the way you do about it?

“ i feel like the law enforcement is becoming more corrupt. it’s sad, how easily those who we are supposed to rely on for safety can be convinced to do unlawful, immoral deeds for money or power. as for my home.. i feel like i live inside a prison. “

🍮: Traditional or Modern? What do you dislike about the other lifestyle?

“ my mother and father raised me to follow the traditional ways of living, but i’ve adopted my own modern lifestyle. i feel like living a traditional lifestyle can be too much, and the expectations that my parents had for me were outrageous. “

🍦: How often do you treat yourself? What do you treat yourself to? A spa day, alcohol, etc.?

“ .. too often? ha, well.. i try to treat myself at least once a week. i used to indulge in alcohol almost daily, but.. i’ve found new ways to reward myself. an extra slice of cake, a spa day, or even a lazy day where i stay in my pajamas. “