#like. .

blog flopping like crazy but all i wanna do is post fun and interesting situational aus and hockeyblr is too LAME for that

The fact that other people could crush on or have a thing for someone you have a crush on too makes me feel so rage induced I start getting light headed.

it would be nice to be put away for the night or something except I'm slightly drugged and my dom is putting so extra unnecessary care into how secure I am. Only hand mitts? Oh fuck no that won't do what if you manage to free yourself? You belong to me? And of course they cannot allow me to be so unsecured down there so I get sounding and a cage on top of it. I get put in a full body straitjacket and they secure it with tons of straps that didn't have to be there. And then I get a gag and a blindfold. Then, they get me on the softest bed I have ever been on and kiss my forehead goodnight, only to walk out of my room, locking all the 26 locks on the door and then locking the basement door even more. And then the front door even more. Just in case

I wish I could comission someone but alas... many reasons.

sorry but ian and monica are literally like. nobody understands me like you do. i don't think you even know me. i want nothing more than to be hugged by you forever. i think i'd throw up if you touch me. i'm terrified of you. you're all i have. i'd be better off if i never saw you again. there's a hole in my heart where you used to be. i'll never forgive you. i can never really be mad at you. i hate you for what you did. i miss you like a little kid.

ill shut up soon, but pasta's fond/sad smile and charlie's controlled face at marchy's tribute video kind of also broke me

Let's play a fun game called how many fandoms did I join in 2023? 😀