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This is the post on Facebook that I privated there because I have a feeling that what I wrote on it is just too personal and if they want to know them, or just you know, know that much.. there’s no better place to read it and make sure they read them correctly, but HERE. So if you wanna know the content of the said post, just scroll down some more. Hihi.

Today had been a lesser stressing day because I got to finally get enough sleep from the all nighter I did to design my uncle’s wedding invitation. Plus, I already have a dress to wear on the event. And everything is seeming to come to their right places for the wedding on Monday. 

Speaking of wedding, while my uncle and his wife were talking with their wedding coordinator, I was on FB with my boyfriend and I couldn’t help but tell him how stressed I am with all the things I also have to deal with for the wedding. Actually I have always been venting on him all my frustrations since day 1 they told me out of the blue that I have to do this, to do that. Because yes, I know I don’t have a job, I don’t go to school but I do have productive things that I do everyday to keep my time not get wasted. Hence, being told to that I have to do things that instant meant to me setting aside all those things that I usually do which means I have to face setbacks at their finest after everything’s finished. I did not complain but of course I was hundred percent pissed off. Man, I am trying to do my best on curing my lazy and procrastinator self here!

Anyways, and thanks the gods, I finished everything that I was told on to do.

So like 2 hours ago, I was talking with my boyfriend and we got to talk about our ‘future wedding’, it’s not like we’re actually sure we’re really getting married soon but nevertheless it’s still a vision of something we would want to happen. Nothing big, nothing extravagant. But I love imagining the image of it.

Through this post, I want to remember: He said I wouldn’t get this stressed out on our wedding because it would be simple, with less guests (which I agreed on whole-heartedly because duh I just want to get married with the man I love and want to spend the rest of my life with, not to show him off to every person we know in our lives), and he’ll marry me and I don’t have to worry because it’s going to be me. And even though I would’ve wanted it to happen in my country or in Banff (which he actually told me about that I would love to visit and spend some time at), I couldn’t complain too when he said it would be fun in Las Vegas. I was skeptical at first because isn’t that a place where almost everyone gets married and like get divorced after? Or maybe it’s just me and my uninformed enough mind thinking that. I got to my senses and agreed with certain conditions. He agreed, that’s why I really want to remember this day if ever we ever get married someday. Because he agreed that after the wedding we would go to the beach or some lake with a nice view, right after the wedding. Like before we even go to the after party or reception, whatsoever. He agreed to not complain when I take loads of photos and put him in front of the camera. And you know what? With just that thought on the last sentence, I’ll be more than happy already. As long as it’s with my newly have been husband.