#lifechanging.

thinks about nida and gaap

i'll take care of you is so good bcuz never in my life did i think i'd b chanting knuck if you buck 2 cherry bomb but it WORKS. SO. WELL. was listening 2 the regular cherry bomb n i still had the urge 2 go "fucking with no hoes ain't never been no lame ain't never been no pussy bitches scared to throw them things mane"

LIKE IM REALLY EMOTIONAL THE SHOW IS FUCKING INCREDIBLE AND I ADORE THESE GUYS SO MUCH. I CANT PUT TOGETHER COHERENT POSTS YET. BUT. GOD. MAN!!!

forever thinking about the jason todd angel with a shotgun amv

I have been going through a tough time lately, my whole life is being flipped around and upside down. Add that to not being on my antidepressants and getting the depo shot that has a side affect of depression is a recipe for disaster. I cry everyday. Some days, all day. I had to go to the hospital for my own safety. I have even thought about committing myself for 3 days. I saw a counselor today (12/10) for the first time in a long long time. I am also back on medication. Things are slowly going back to normal mentally. Externally everything is different. It's quite scary and hard to deal with at the moment. I have some hope, but I don't feel like telling people that I am going to counseling and I already feel like I am going to have questions galore when I go back to work on Friday which I am dreading but I have go go back and make money. I never thought that my depression would get this bad this "late" in my life. I am just glad that things are starting to look up. I still am struggling But I now see a light at the end of the tunnel.