melindrosa moderna

obviously it's not fun but the way i ended one of 'those' situations was telling one of those guys (who kept twelve yr old me in a relationship n doing filthy things by suicidebaiting me n all those emotional tactics) that i simply didn't care anymore if he killed himself bcuz he was annoying me. n bcuz he was a mentally ill eighteen yr old boy it worked. heard thru family acquaintances that he was hospitalized a few days after. like. it sounds like smth i'd write. it simply does

well quite honestly all the times 'it' happened have been so many n so many of my own seeking (reductive way 2 view it i'm aware) that there's simply no use recounting them n boring myself 2 tears w/ it all