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Another day I woken up to the sound of my phone beeping- continuous messages blowing up my notification and I sighed at the thought of what had been written across the screen. It was extreme torture being the girlfriend of Harry Styles not in the sense that he is a horrible person but I still haven’t gotten used to the fans that are not supportive of us, well me.

See, I wasn’t exactly the ideal girl for harry according to them- my native background had kept me from actually speaking proper English and they felt that our communication would be lousy but for the life of me I am trying.

Let me introduce myself; My name is Y/N and I am from France, my native language is French and I lack the capacity to write or speak English in a proper grammar. Yes, I am the girlfriend of Harry Styles and he is wonderful- for so long I had read about him being such a sweetheart and now I actually get to witness being one and it is true, I will support the statement of him being a sweetheart.

I opened my twitter as I scrolled through the various tweets towards me and most of them were negative messages being thrown at me for not speaking the same language as most of them.

‘Go back to France and bake, leave English girls for Harry’ I read through them and I know harry had told me to brace myself and try not to give into whatever people had to say because it wouldn’t change his feeling towards me.

Pourquoi me déteste-t-il? - I thought to myself.

“Y/N are you okay baby?” I heard a voice behind me and I snapped to his direction and I met those lovely green eyes.

“Non pas du tout“ I scoffed out as the tears prickles down my cheeks, instantly Harry rushed to my side and engulfed me in a loving rapture as he stroke my hair and attempted to make me feel better.

“What happened?” he asked concern coursed through his voice

“They make fun of me” I tried to explain but my accent and grammar weren’t coming out fully well and I hated myself for not being able to communicate with him all that well.

“I’m sorry you have to go through this right now but I can help you along the journey, you don’t have to be sad, please.” he soothed

“Parfois, je pense que tu vas mieux sans moi“ I retorted and sniffled at the thought of being away from Harry and throwing what we’ve built away.

“I don’t think ending what we have is the answer to our little debacle, you know I am here for you and this is a little minor set back in our relationship, I understand how intense it can be around people but I love you the way you are- the sexy tone in your voice when your voice as you pronounce each word, you sound like an angel everyday and I would never change a thing about you” he sweetly spoke as he still hung onto me, his chin pressed on my head and he squeezed my body to his.

“Just to prove how to you how much you mean to me” he paused as he walked over to his built studio, shuffling his finger across his laptops keyboard and pressing onto a selected beat had been working on for his next album.

“I have been writing a song for you and I want you to join me on it but you will sing in French” he said

My smile grew wide and it lit up the joy in his eyes by achieving his main priority in life- Making me smile everyday.

“Sing what you feel in your heart and I will join you on it” he instructed

The beautiful melody poured through the speakers as I help the headphones and closed my eyes to listen to sounds and instruments deeply, my lips parted as the words flowed out of my mouth

“Parfois, je me sens un peu irrégulier et parfois je me sens peu froid et seul, mais vous êtes toujours là comme ma lumière pour me guider et me garder au chaud, mon cœur se sent en sécurité autour de vous vous sentez un peu de bonheur et c'est toujours autour de vous. Je vous tiendrai toujours ma lumiere, je vous remercie de votre existence“

Translate:

“Sometimes I feel a bit irregular and sometimes I feel little cold and alone, but you are still there as my light to guide me and keep me warm, my heart feels safe around you, feel a little happiness And it’s always around you. I will always keep my light, I thank you for your existence“

And then his sweet voice came along as he sang beautifully to me, his eyes showed passion and the noticeable veins popping at the side of his necks as he focused on moving me with me with his talent and he did, he really did.

“And with the the touch of your hand, my demons are silenced- with the voice of an angel my existence is clear for I am nothing without her.” He sang

Tears formed in my eyes as I listened to his words with intensive care; my heart was pounding at this point when he held my hands in his as he sang to me.

“You are beautiful and never forget that” he kicked off and looked me directly in the eyes

. “Je t'aime beaucoup, Harry” my voice shaky from the overwhelming tears.

“What are words? If you really don’t mean them when you say them?” he pecked my lips gently and I felt all the worries and trouble had slipped away from us, and I really was happy.

    “Should I wear this dress.” Valerie walked out of her closet wearing a pink halter dress.

“You …look so hot.” Eleanor gasped. The dress had nicely complimented Valerie’s olive complexion. It was short enough to show enough of Valerie’s legs but still classy.

      Valerie and Eleanor of course had no problem getting into the club tonight.  They spotted Liam and the others boys waiting for them at a booth. Louis immediately grabbed Eleanor telling her how ravishing she looked in the red dress she chose to wear tonight.

  “Hey Beautiful.” Liam whispered as Valerie sat down next to him.  From the corner of her eye she spotted Zayn who was laid out in the booth across from her. She could feel his eyes traveling up her body. His lip tucked in between his teeth. If she weren’t still mad at him she would have moved closer towards him.

“I’m gonna go get us some shots.” Liam told Valerie before heading towards the bar.  Eleanor and Louis were headed for the dance floor and Harry and Niall went to go chat some girl up at the bar.  Valerie looked at the ground she could still feel Zayn’s eye on her.

“Come sit next to me baby.” Zayn purred.  Valerie scooted closer to him. He lift her chin up before he said,” You look amazing tonight.” Valerie blushed. She inhaled the mixture of alcohol and cigarettes. She wanted to taste it on his lips. Zayn placed his hand on Valerie’s cheek rubbing his thumb over her lips.

“Zaynnn…”She wondered where his girlfriend was but wasn’t sure if she should ruin the moment. Zayn’s lips were only inches away. Valerie closed the space between them pressing her lips against his finally tasting the mixture she was fantasying about only minutes ago. Zayn’s tongue brushed against her lips and Valerie invited him in. His tongue dominated her mouth. She finally stopped him.  She needed a quick breath. Valerie turned to see Liam standing there with their shots.  His eyebrows were furrowed he took both shots slamming them down on the table before heading back to the bar.

“Liam,” Valerie called out but Zayn held her down. She tried to fight his grasp.

“Val …don’t worry about him. “ Zayn slurred. She finally realized how drunk Zayn was.  “ Let’s just go back to my place okay ?”

“No…What the fuck Zayn .” She pushed him off her in search of Liam.   He was no longer at the bar but on the dance floor. Valerie pushed herself through the drunken crowd until she noticed an attractive blonde grinding herself against Liam.

“Val,” Someone had called her name. She turned around to see it was Zayn.

“Come on baby.” He pushed a strand of hair from her face, “Just come home with me he whispered . Valerie took his hand as he led her out the club.

              Zayn drove Valerie back to his place.  The second they arrived at his apartment his lips attack her kissing and nipping at her neck.

“Zayn slow down.” Valerie chuckled.

“I’m sorry. It’s just that you look so good in that dress.” He confessed moving his had down to grab her ass.

“Zayn!” Valerie giggled. He picked her up carrying her in his arms to his bedroom. He gently laid her down on the bed and sat next to her.  Zayn lightly kissed her lips.

“You know Valerie …I always thought that you were beautiful.” Valerie’s cheeks turned red.

“You are so cute.” Zayn picked up her chin. ”But I am being serious Val. Any guy would be lucky to have you.” This time Zayn kissed her more roughly. She moaned against his lips . Zayn unzipped her dressed slowly removing it off her.  Zayn was surprised that she wasn’t wearing a bra. She laid on his bed in just a black thong and heels. He felt himself getting harder by the second. Zayn removed his shirt and climbed on top of Valerie. She kicked off he her. He kissed down her neck and making his way to her perfect tits. He took each nipple in his mouth swirling his tongue around it. Valerie began to squirm beneath him as he continued to let his mouth explore her body.  He paused once he reached her panties inhaling her sweet scent. He looked up to see the lust in her eyes. For years he was been wanting to fuck Valerie and tonight was finally his chance. He moved his knee into her legs letting her grind against him.

“Zayn” She moaned and he couldn’t take it anymore he had to have her now.  Zayn pulled down his jeans. Valerie stared at Zayn’s chest. He had so many tattoos.  She would always love the bad boy in Zayn despite all the shit he had put her through over the year here she was laying in his bed waiting for he to fuck her.  Zayn rolled the condom down his length before he positioned himself between Valerie’s legs. He slowly sunk himself into her. He couldn’t believe how tight she was around him. He began to thrust in and out of her as Valerie called his name. She closed her eyes as Zayn continued to pound in and out of her. Valerie wrapped her legs around his lower half.

“Baby look at me.” Zayn groaned. Valerie struggled to keep her eyes opened beginning to feel a wave of pleasure taking over her body. She cried out. Zayn captured her moans as he kissed her lips. He rubbed small circles on her clit with his thumb. It was enough to take Valerie over the edge. Within minutes she was tightening around his cock, her orgasm electrifying her. Zayn finished seconds later collapsing on top of her.

rewrote the series because I hated the first one .

Valerie felt her stomach churn. She could not believe that Zayn was going to bring some girl named Alexa, that he had been dating  for only a month ,to her pool party. Better yet she could not believe that she told him that is was okay.  She thought that it was pretty obvious at this point that she was into him. Zayn and her had been friends for years and she had always thought he was attractive. Zayn unfortunately knew that he looked like a Greek god and used this to get any girl he wanted.

      Valerie took a good look at herself in the mirror. She had luscious long black curly hair, olive skin and chocolate brown eyes. What did Alexa have that she didn’t? Was it the boobs? Valerie was only a 32A but she knew Zayn was a boob man given the girls he’s dated in the past. Valerie fished though her closet to find the perfect bikini. She put on a red one that gave her boobs a little push. The bottom part tied on each side of her hips. Valerie gave herself one last look in the mirror before heading downstairs.

      Valerie took some time to straighten up her backyard. It wasn’t long until the doorbell rang.  Harry and Niall were the first to arrive bringing hotdogs and burgers since they had decided they would be the chefs for the night. Louis arrived later with his girlfriend Eleanor they immediately jumped into the pool. Liam arrived later by himself.

   Valerie opened the door and Liam eyes went immediately to her chest. He was surprised she came to the door in only a bikini …even though it was a pool party.

Valerie blushed,  ”Hey Liam.” And suddenly he realized he had been staring the whole time.

“…Hey Val” Liam said his face flushed. “I...uhh ", God he could barely speak after seeing her like this. He could only imagine what she looked like underneath the bikini.  He imagined what it be like for him to peal it off her. After realizing he probably been admiring her body for a good 5 minutes, Liam finally came back to his senses, “I know you said you didn’t need anything but I brought you some drinks and snacks… just incase.” Valerie gave him a kiss on the cheek before brining him inside. She loved how thoughtful Liam was.

    Valerie was having a great time racing Liam towards the end of the pool and having the boys splash Eleanor and her. She had almost forgot that Zayn was coming until suddenly he pranced in with his preppy girlfriend.  Everyone stared at them. He had arrived at least an hour late.  Valerie sat at the edge of the pool.  Zayn greeted everyone, while Alexa immediately sat down. How rude? They didn’t greet her first when it was her party.

   Finally Zayn made his way over. “Hey Val,” He said hovering above her.

Valerie looked up, “Hey.” She said quickly looking away.

“Come on Val don’t get like that. Alexa and I had to stop make a quick stop to her job.” Alexa was apparently a model and always busy with work.

    “Yeah…Whatever it’s always some excuse.”  Valerie jumped back into the pool making sure to splash Zayn. 

     “Attention everyone,” Harry announced, ”Dinner is served.”  Harry and Niall stood proudly in front of the grill. Everyone got up to grab a plate while Alexa remained seated playing on her phone.

     Everyone sat at the table except Alexa, of course . Zayn called her over and she plopped down next to him. God could this stupid girl go home.

“Alexa, aren't you hungry?” Harry asked a little disappointed she wasn’t as eager as everyone else to try his food. Alexa rolled her eyes.

“ A Model’s gotta watch her figure ” Niall teased.

“Yeah unlike some people.” Alexa snapped , her eyes immdeiatly turning toward me. Valerie had a desperate urge to jump across the table. Liam grabbed her before she could make a move.

“Baby, stop. ” Zayn chimed in.

“Ugh.” Valerie got up from the table disgusted. She went inside.

“Maybe you two should just go.” Louis urged.  Zayn’s cheeks turned red. He grabbed his girlfriend hand and walked her out.  Valerie heard their footsteps behind her.

“I told you it would be boring” Alexa groaned

“Shut up.” Zayn said slamming Valerie’s front door.

 Valerie chest felt heavy as she tried to breath.  Tears began to fall from her face.

Liam and Zayn only ?

i'm writing Zayn or Liam Part II