#lgcminjun

“sometimes, i wonder if this is correct...choice for me.” isa lifted his head to face minjun and paused the songs. they were at the company today to prepare for debut, he had to learn the songs, he had to learn the dances. “only because i’m coming from a band background, it feels a bit awkward. i’m the lead rapper and yet.” he was a vocalist, he was suppose to be a vocalist and a base player. “i wonder if i fit.”

he’s too exhausted to think. his aching body is much too fatigued to move, let alone form coherent sentences—comeback preparations have only picked up in intensity as their showcase draws closer and closer, so much so that nathan can’t help but audibly groan in annoyance at their newest assigned task.

“why do we have to still do this stuff? i mean, aren’t our priorities a little different from the other trainees in the company now?” he asserts, mustering up enough energy to complain. a pencil twirls between the spaces of his fingers, eye glancing over the sheet of interview questions before he outwardly sighs—flopping down to stare at the ceiling for answers and the overdramatic will to live.

[ LEGACY PRESENTS - COMMERCIAL FILM ]

THE YOON-KIM-SEO FAMILY

Perhaps Legacy’s biggest family, the YKS family is extremely complicated and chaotic but they somehow make it work.

Seo Minseok (04.12.1993)

Seo Minhee (14.02.1996)

Yoon Mirae (25.07.1996)

Kim Jinseo (09.02.1997)

Yoon Shinha (05.02.2000)

Kim Jinah (29.09.2000)

@lgcxminseok, @lgcseominhee, @lgcxmirae, @lgcjinseo, @lgcxjinah

watching stray kids at the kbs gayo daechukje 

     he never would’ve thought that they, as in the lgc boys, would be invited to any of the year end shows, if only on the premise that they were a temporary group. he had kept up with their sales and general rankings and whatnot and knew that they had done pretty well for a group that was absolutely going to be temporary and also a group that had just debuted. 

     so this whole thing, getting to sit in the audience before and after performing and getting to watch all the exceptional performances of the other super talented idols feels like a once-in-a-lifetime experience. especially since he’s not sure he’s guaranteed to debut anytime soon since there’s no guarantee for future dreams. 

     literally, jiho is sitting there in awe as the music starts for the next song. there have been multiple groups that he knows and listens to the music of and also many groups he had never heard of before but when the song starts, he jolts upright and grabs @lgcminjun’s hand with a gasp, staring up at the stage. 

it was a horrible thing to admit but jaesun honestly forgot about the existence of halloween. he had been so focused on preparing for future dreams ( and also just resting from their tour ) that all thoughts of the ‘holiday’ had slipped from his mind. it’s why he’s now in the least thought out costume that he could pull off in the time that he had -- at least he didn’t use the excuse that he was going as ‘himself’.

@lgcminjun

the party is in full swing and sam had found himself wandering around a little aimlessly. he’d already figured out the whole word riddle thing the staff had put together, and he’d lost haeun in the crowd. so now he was kind of vibing on his own, admiring the other costumes he’s seeing as he walks around with a water. his own outfit was still pretty comfortable though the wig was starting to get a bit hot--and itchy. 

as he was about to debate just bouncing he spotted someone familiar in a very familiar costume. actually, it was a little hard to recognize that as minjun at first but a few moments of squinting suspiciously at the older let him know it was absolutely minjun.

a grin over took sam’s face as he literally skipped over to the older.

TW : mentions of blood, crying, negative thoughts, self-harm

          ‘I bet ya parents are proud of you huh? Went away to become an idol and can’t even become that’ the words stay in Emil’s mind, no matter how and what he tries the words stay, it’s like a little animal biting into him that he can’t get off. He tried punching a wall to get out the words and his anger, yet the only thing that came from it was bloody knuckles. Now he sits here, hands covered in blood and cheeks covered in tears. The words shouldn’t have hurt as much as they did, but they did, damn did they hurt. And there was one very good reason for why they hurt, because they were true. Emil had basically ran away from his parents in order to “become an idol” but even after three years it felt like he had gotten nowhere, he hasn’t improved in dancing, he can’t sing even if his life depended on it, the only thing he really can do it create lyrics and rap it. Oh why did he every day have to be reminded of of how he isn’t perfect, back in Denmark he could simply just believe he was the best because he could do everything, here? Here he was constantly reminded that this wasn’t the truth, and no matter how hard he tried to convince himself he was the best, there just always was that thought that he wasn’t.

          Why was he even crying in an empty training studio? Was it because he was reminded of his parents? Because he was reminded of how he wasn’t the best? Because he realized he was a failure? There were so many reasons to cry yet not a single good reason to cry. He was just crying, perhaps it was just anger and sadness being filled up and now he finally let it out. He couldn’t go home because he didn’t want his roommates to see him, not like this. And then just as he was feeling most vulnerable, crying in the middle of the room, the door opened. Immediately Emil looked up, tried his best to be as quiet as possible, but to Emil’s mishap, it seemed like they had seen him.