#letdown.

It Gets Better (Letdown.)

I know that you're proud/That you're watching me now/Know you're waiting for me somewhere/And there's no way back home/But they say it gets better/It's just hard to be alone sometimes/So I'm betting on forever

"This song is specifically about a lover who has passed but idk there's so much grief in the song I feel like it could apply to a lot of things. My mom kicked me out of the house recently and this is a song I've been vibing to a lot when thinking about it."

Losing My Mind (Montaigne)

Who I am was not my plan/Flown so long I've forgotten how to land/In the light, I am blind/I feel like I am losing my mind/I thought I could push my body/And then it gave out on me

"It's got powerful Chronic Illness feels, especially the energy of the sudden onset of a condition destroying what you thought your life was going to be. But even with that, the sound is upbeat, unwilling to give in. It just feels like someone who is falling apart but giving it their best effort, which is very much me on the daily."

SUMMER SCHOOL IS IN SESSION!

I'm not a hero I'm a devil, not a saint My word is lethal You be Abel, I'll be Cain

They call me evil When your life is just a game Save your breath Evil is just a name

I'm not what my mother wanted