I'm gonna be bitter
Performance reviews just happened and I got knocked down to below Meets Expectations because I have absences, inattentiveness, and get overwhelmed when things are busy. Keep in mind literally ALL OF THOSE are because of DIAGNOSED disabilities I have aka it was not representative of me or my responsibilities but just the stupid hand my body and brain was dealt.
I then heard that a coworker of mine got the second highest score of your group. She's really sweet and good at her job, but considering that I got knocked down for attendance, she should've been knocked down for tardies. I sit with her in the mornings sometimes and I'm ALWAYS on time but she's usually late, and not only a little bit late.
I don't hate her or wish bad things on her, I just feel envious and frustrated that I'm getting knocked down for things that aren't my fault.
Oh and the performance reviews are tied to pay, so I got a MINIMAL pay raise because of matters which aren't my fault.


















