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Omg thank you for all of these <3 

okay so i have loved this little flower since I was small, they grew in the yards/fields around home called the azure bluet. It is such a soft pretty thing, always growing in little patches. They look so much prettier in person. And i have always loved these little flowers we always called paintbrushes, but they have a few other names too. 

hmm. i am… more than a little picky lol, but I would probably have to say strawberries, real fresh and sweet with a little sugar or whipped cream. Wild blackberries are delicious too, but i don’t like the ones sold in grocery stores.

Well, depends on what you consider foreign? I mean im in the US so almost anything is foreign lol. But the meat pies i had specifically in the UK were beyond delicious. Also I love Indian food, specifically butter chicken, with rice and naan.. just.. i could eat it all damn day

If you consider Five Guys fast food. them. the best burgers omg. 

I don’t eat a whole lot of sweets, but I am a sucker for good dark chocolate. Like other people would probably call me a chocolate snob, but honestly, a good one, and i only need to eat a square and im good.

D R A G O N S like for sure. I love anything with dragons

For now i'm mostly excited because of Toby. I have pretty low expectations tbh but it's the best way to be pleasantly surprised :))

thank you lena!

38: My childhood career choice

.... kinda embarrassing but i want to be a policeman and a prince at the same time lol. stopping crime and marrying royals :p

39: My favorite ice cream flavor

noooooooooooooo this is such a hard question to answer..... uuuuh i guess it’d be a tie between strawberry cheesecake, lemon, and liquorice??? i’m a weird person when it comes to ice cream haha

I was tagged by lovely and wonderful @ladiekatie and I think someone else awhile back (i’m so sorry, it’s probably half buried in the depths of my saved drafts)

5 things you’ll find in my bag: 

Wallet packed with receipts, cards (half that are useless but I transfer from wallet to wallet regardless, hello 10 yr old college id and oh shiiiit son is that a blockbuster card?!), and napkin doodles born from bar boredom.

First Aid kit. 

A pendant/pin from my Nana when I was born (been my ‘good luck charm’ of sorts that I have always carried with me)

a tiny notebook for random thoughts/ideas that hit me on the go

phone (a galaxy s3 brick, but ah well it still works -when it wants)

5 things you’ll find in my room (or apartment):

My bed, which its primary use is a library/creativity station seeing as I sleep like an over-caffeinated owl

2 bookcases, 2 book shelves and a designated book drawer in my dresser. It’s not a reading problem unless I run out of things to read!

Wolf pillow and matching wolf blanket

Picture of my 2 wonderful friends with Hoechlin and a Derek Hale print autographed by the marshmallow king himself. ( @prettyinsoulpunk @lacrimadraconis I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH <3 <3 <3)

Bottom drawer nightstand full of old crap e.g. cassette walkman, cd walkman, a few different cameras, and random cords that roaming blackholes wouldn’t claim).

5 things that make me happy:

Sterek/O’Brien/Hoechlin/Hobrien. (I was going to separate these but I’d rather you all get to know me more than that :) )

Reading, always reading something. Praise be AO3!

Thunderstorms, they calm me down like no other. (Unless they knock the power out then I rage because I was reading one of the 32 open Sterek fics on my computer)

Salads. There’s one restaurant in my area that has the best dinner salads and it’s an existential experience. People don’t dare speak to me when that plate gets laid in front of my face, I barely come up for air and will finish yours off. lol 

Friends that I’ve gotten the absolute pleasure of knowing through the Sterek fandom. Aces, all of you! *group hug* <3 :)

5 things I’m currently into:

Sterek. Always and Forever.

Trying to get back into OUAT after missing the past 3 seasons. (”Shh. Adelaide being in it is not a factor,” she lied.)

Looking into a different career path than what I got my degree in (Physical Therapy). Translation: I could make a sick EDM track of the screams of the doubtful & damned that I’ve been emitting. 

Getting back to my basics. I loved writing and drawing, but I’ve been my own worse enemy. Nothing is good enough or constructed properly. I’ve amassed so many drafted stories that have been sitting for too long and I’ve been slowly working on them again. As for drawing, I currently have a tab open pricing a drawing tablet - which will be a whole new world for me. 

Looking into starting a gofundme for a one way ticket on a spacex flight out of the US. Explanation needed? Me thinks not.

5 things on my to do list: 

Interact with people more. I’ve unwittingly grown more reclusive the older I’ve become and so become more closed off in a personal sense. Although around a group I can be as extroverted as they come, it wears on me quick. The majority of the time I hate talking about my personal life so I become the jokester to deflect, but it leaves me feeling a bit hollow, ya feel? I’m slowly trying to adjust to a bigger hermit shell.

Clutter begone! I have an orderly chaos strewn about which gets tossed out every 3 months when I go on a cleaning binge, but I’d rather not have to do that....why does this sound like my love life?

Find myself. I’ve hit a spork in the road where I don’t know where I want to go in life; I have a lot of passions but I just need to narrow them down and focus on a few. At 13 I knew I wanted to be a PT, ended up getting my Masters in it, then I had health issues, back surgery and severe depression came back with a vengeance, then I had to take care of family members for a few years and life got put on hold further, and my world changed. Now I have to make time for myself and figure out my path. (I should have titled this “Dear Diary” lol sorry for the feels drop, y’all.)

Go to a concert this year. I love going to different festivals and such, but haven’t gotten around to going in a few years. Last concert was Halsey and Imagine Dragons two years ago.

Keep learning. New languages, new cultures, new views. No one is the same, the world is different for every one and I can never get enough. 

My Tumblr Crushes:

@tempestdreamin

@scruffysterek​

@alexanderhale​

@kedreeva​

@yodas-yo-yo​

@lena221b

@exhuastedpigeon

@ladydrace