Ren the Elf
Another story I wrote ages ago and will probably revisit again in the future to expand. WC: 3768
Your beauty shop had been open a few hours on a quiet midsummer's day when a shrouded being walked in. Their demeanor put you a bit on edge until they dropped the hood hiding their face.
A smile slid into place as recognition dawned.
"Well, this is a pleasant surprise, Ren. It's been a while," you said by way of greeting.
He didn't really smile in return though he did try. Frankly, he looked uncomfortable being in the shop. Or maybe he looked a bit more lost if you had to hazard a better guess.
"What can I do for you today? The usual?"
"I don't know. I don't think so. I need--" His words came to a stuttering halt. Something warred within him.
That much, you could see, and your heart broke for him at that moment. While you couldn't begin to guess why you hadn't seen him in your shop in almost a year, you could believe it was something beyond his control.
"It's okay if you're not sure," you said, stepping a bit closer and dropping your voice. No one else was in the shop, not even your usual helpers, but you wanted to make him feel more comfortable. "Why don't we start with something a bit simpler? Hmm? Would you like something to drink? I have water, juice, tea, and some of those carbonated beverages."
His shoulders dropped some of their stiffness at the question. A ghost of a smile even formed.
"Tea would be nice. Thank you."
You motioned toward the chair near the back of the shop. It would be more private, which was something you thought he would appreciate in his current state. "Coming right up. Go ahead and get comfortable. I'll be right there."
True to your word, you joined him with a cup of tea, taking care not to drop the warm liquid on him. You'd added the few things he liked from memory and set the cup down on the table near his chair so it would be within easy reach.
He'd taken his cape off in the meantime, allowing you the first full glimpse of him since his arrival.
Your eyes widened at the sight of his prosthetic, but you didn't allow yourself to show anything further. He'd probably been through his share of stares and other rude behavior. He didn't need it from you, too.
"It's not pretty, I know. My girlfriend has been so understanding since this." He gestured at his arm and grimaced.
You had your doubts about that, but you wisely kept your mouth shut. It wouldn't do for him to hear your thoughts on the subject. Sure, you'd met his girlfriend a time or two since he's been coming to the shop, but you'd never been much impressed with the woman.
Instead, you let him talk as you picked up your brush and showed it to him. No sense in letting him be spooked by your actions when it'd been so long since his last visit.
As you brushed out several snarls in his overgrown hair, he continued, "It's our anniversary today. I wanted to do something nice to make up for the past several months. I just, uhm, I don't know if this will be enough."
The raw emotion he shared with you at that moment had your heart ready to burst open. Sure, clients could get a bit personal during their visits, but this was different. He was vulnerable and scared, something you'd never seen in the few years you'd known and interacted with him.
Doing your best to keep your professionalism intact, you offered him a small smile. "I think this is a great idea. It's a start, and that's never a bad thing."
Over the next several minutes, you worked out the knots and snarls from his hair. You couldn't believe how long it'd gotten, but you found yourself enjoying the simple act of brushing out his hair. Probably more than you should have, but you refused to feel guilty about it. After all, you were helping him feel better about himself and working to boost his confidence a bit more, something he surely needed with the way his relationship was working out.
At one point, you glanced up to find his eyes had closed. The trust he had in you was enough to humble you.
You hated having to break the spell developing around the two of you, but you soon set aside the brush and placed your hand gently on his shoulder. With a small nod toward the sinks on the opposite side, he stood and followed you where you went back to pampering him. You took your time washing his hair, wanting to make sure you cleaned and conditioned it as some neglect had been obvious while brushing it out. You also massaged his scalp probably more than you should've, but again you couldn't feel guilty about it as he sat dutifully and let you work. His eyes had again closed, and that small smile had returned.
"I'd forgotten how good you were at this," he said, breaking the silence between you.
You smiled down at him. "Well, I can forgive such a slight since you have a good reason."
The moment the words left your mouth, you wished you could recall them. Too late, you realized their implication despite being said in a teasing manner.
Luckily, his smile didn't dim as he agreed with you. "I promise I won't wait so long again. I hope there's something you can salvage here."
"I think I can figure it out," you quipped, relaxing again. "I mean, the shaved look is in right now."
One eye peeked open at that. "You wouldn't dare."
Laughing, you shook your head.
Satisfied, he let you get back to work, turning off the water as the final few suds ran down the drain.
Grabbing up a towel, you draped it over his hair and gave it a good squeeze to get as much water out as you could without over-drying it. You helped him sit up, so you could rearrange the towel. No client would ever have a soaked shirt in your shop if you had something to do about it.
Another nod had him moving back to the chair.
Once he was settled, you picked up your comb to run it through and your scissors, already seeing a vision of his new style forming in your mind. With a glance in the mirror, you asked, "Trust me?"
"Always."
With a nod, you got to work, combing and snipping as you went. Knowing he trusted you, you didn't dare betray that trust as you took away a few inches and worked in some layers. In the end, you kept it rather tame with a focus on a healthy glow and adding a touch of your magic to bring that glow out in a way that made him as beautiful as you knew he was.
When you finished up, you set aside your tools and tapped his shoulder, letting him know you were finished.
His eyes, which had closed so easily under your ministrations, opened and took in the work you'd done on him. The smile he'd worn throughout the process widened a bit more in obvious pleasure of what he found staring back at him.
When he went to pull his wallet, you shook your head.
"It's on the house. I'm just glad you came back and hope to see you again soon."
He tried to insist on paying you, but you flat out refused. That didn't stop him from putting a few bills into the tip jar at the counter without you looking. You wouldn't discover them until one of your helpers showed up and pointed them out. You would make use of them, but not in the way he was thinking. It put a smile on your face despite miffing you. He was proof there were good beings out there.
******
The day came to an uneventful end as you sent your helpers home with their daily earnings plus a little extra, having split up the bills Ren had snuck into the jar earlier.
You stayed behind to go through the receipts and ensured everything was ready for deposit, only closing up when you double-checked everything to keep your shop safe for the night.
When you went to put the key in the lock, you nearly jumped out of your skin when a hand landed on your shoulder. While you were beyond frightened, your fight instinct kicked in and sent your large bag swinging toward the would-be assailant and connecting with a heavy thud.
"Ow," a familiar voice grunted.
The impact hadn't been enough to send him sprawling, but it had winded him.
Turning to face Ren, you shook your finger at him. "What are you doing? You can't go around scaring someone. You never know what they might have handy."
He had the decency to look a bit abashed during your chastising rant. His hands even came up to ward off anything further while he also stepped out of your swinging zone to prevent getting hit again.
"My apologies. I hadn't meant to frighten you."
You huffed at that, but you relented, too. With the initial scare over and your body relaxing at the lack of a threat, you glanced at him while continuing with locking up your shop.
"If you're not here to scare me, then why are you here? May I ask?"
His hands dropped from their original surrender position and slid into the pockets of his pants. His expression dimmed as he visibly wilted.
"I, uh, I didn't know I was coming here, to be honest. I was just walking, and I ended up here. I wasn’t really thinking about where I was going."
Something felt off, but you couldn't put your finger on what that was. At least until you recalled your conversation earlier about him trying to do something nice for his girlfriend.
In a soft voice, you asked, "Did it not go well? With your girlfriend, I mean?"
That earned you a wry chuckle.
"You could say that."
He didn't look at you for several moments.
"She dumped me," he said, breaking the news you feared most hearing from him.
Your heart instantly broke for him. While you'd seen evidence of the relationship being rather one-sided, you had hoped it would work out well for him. Of all your customers, Ren was one of the few she could count as good and deserving of all the happiness they could get from this life.
"I'm sorry," you said for want of something better to say. Having been dumped before, you knew it wasn't easy, but you also knew he would rebound in time and would find someone worth his while and attention. Before you could stop yourself as you took pity on him, you blurted, "I'm going to get dinner after I stop by the bank. Would you like to join me?"
Surprise registered on his face, but he quickly shook his head as he recovered himself.
"I couldn't impose like that."
"It's not an imposition if I invited you. Besides, I did all that wonderful work on you earlier. It deserves to be showed off, don't you think?"
At that, a small smile blossomed across his lips.
"If you're sure?"
"I'm sure. Come on. I'm starving."
He fell into step beside you though he didn't say much. You figured he was too lost in thought and let him have his space, sensing he would open up when he was ready.
The trip to the bank took only a few minutes, and you smiled at him after ensuring your deposit went into the after-hours slot successfully.
"Let's eat."
The dinner you shared that evening was a nice one. The company might've been a little sad at the beginning, but he quickly bloomed as you both found quite a few shared interests. You even coaxed a few laughs out of him over the evening. Surprisingly, you both caught the glares of a few workers, realizing belatedly that you'd overstayed your welcome with the staff who simply wanted to go home. Leaving a large tip for the inconvenience, the two of you parted ways back at your shop.
You couldn't help wondering later that night if you might've made a real friend out of your customer that evening.
******
The next time he came into the shop was only a few days later, and he came bearing a single flower to thank you for the other evening.
"This isn't necessary," you said in a soft tone, hoping your helpers weren't eavesdropping yet knowing they were. You couldn't even blame them since it's been so long since you've actually shown interest in someone else, let alone a customer of the shop. They would want all the details as soon as he left. That, you could count on. "Thank you for saving me from another quiet evening."
He grinned. "It was my pleasure, but I think I should be saying that to you. You really helped me out the other day and after things didn't go so well."
You didn't know what to say, so you sniffed the pretty blossom he brought you. Despite being a single flower, you could tell he'd picked it out at the flower shop a few doors down. Their wrapping was quite distinctive, and they loved to adorn everything with little sprigs of baby's breath. This time was no different.
"I, uh, I should get back to work. Um, have a good day."
There was a slight hesitation between his two sentences, but you couldn't be sure what he'd wanted to really say. It wasn't like he'd be interested after having his heart broken so soon, not that it stopped you from secretly hoping he might be interested in you. Wouldn't that be something if he did like you as more than a friend?
No!
You couldn't think like that. It wouldn't be right. He was a customer, and you'd made a vow not to ever date your customers. If it didn't work out, then it could affect your business. That was something you couldn't afford, not with the plans you have for expanding in time and making your shop into something much more.
While you had your existential crisis, he'd made to leave but had turned to face near the doorway, a hopeful expression flitting across his features. "Um, I, uh, I was wondering if you might be free for dinner again tonight. If not, then that's perfectly fine."
Contrary to your previous thoughts, your traitorous heart answered for you, saying, "Yes, I would like that."
That was how it went for the next few months. Every week, he would show up with a small token and an invitation to dinner with him. Over the course of those dinners, you would learn a bit more about each other, making it all the easier for you to fall deeper into your infatuation. It wasn't like you could stop it as the brakes had long given out on this train, and you weren't even sure at one point if you wanted to stop.
It all came to a head one evening while you two were out to dinner.
You both had only sat down a few minutes when something or someone caught Ren’s eye and subsequent focus. He'd gone so still that you worried something was truly wrong and were about to ask him about it when she arrived at your table.
You glanced up and found yourself staring at his ex.
"Hey," the feminine elf said in a cautious voice.
"What are you doing here, Ena?"
This came from you though you wished instantly that it hadn't. His ex blanched at the tone of your voice, which you had to admit wasn't the most hospitable it could've been. Then again, were you supposed to be overly nice to someone who'd hurt the one sitting beside you, the one you were hopelessly falling for?
"I shouldn't have bothered you. You two have a nice evening."
She made to walk away, but Ren stopped her, his prosthetic arm reaching toward her.
To her credit, she didn't flinch away from it as you thought she would, having heard the stories from when he'd first gotten it. She also didn't exactly let him touch her, either.
More to her credit, she seemed to come to a decision, squaring her shoulders and taking a calming breath before facing you both again.
"Look, I didn't come here to cause a scene. I came to apologize for what happened between us." She glanced at Ren as she spoke, which didn't bother you a bit as you had the grace to realize this was between them. "Can I have two minutes of your time? That's all I ask, and you'll never see me again. I'll even swear an oath to that."
You glanced toward Ren who appeared quite stunned still by it all, but he finally nodded.
He motioned for her to take a seat between the two of you at the tiny table.
When she might've hesitated, a helpful server came forward with a chair and settled her at the table, not wanting any drama to spill over to other tables.
"So you wanted to talk, then talk."
You slipped your hand across the table to brush again Ren’s, who took it without thinking about it.
His ex caught the gesture and smiled a ghost of a smile before it faded.
"I've owed you an apology for a long time because of how I left you. I wanted to give you one now, so I'm sorry about leaving you when you seemed to need me the most. I don't have much of an excuse, but neither of us were happy. We haven't been in a long time, and you know that. Before even what happened to you, we were already reaching our natural end. I only stayed out of guilt which never lessened. I grew to resent you and I couldn't handle it anymore. I had to leave, so I did."
She stopped there to make sure he was listening, which he was aptly. His brows had drawn together, expanded, then drew together again during her explanation.
"Look," she pushed on after a moment passed, "this is what I wanted for you even when I left. I wanted you to find someone who could make you happy. I'd long suspected feelings might be between you two. I'd seen the way you two were in the few times I'd gone with you to her shop. You really liked her, but you were stuck to me. By leaving, I kinda hoped you would find your way to her. It's obvious you two were meant to be together, and I just got in the way and overstayed my welcome in your life. So, yeah, that's all I had to say. I hope you two are happy together, and I'll leave you alone now."
Neither of you were interested in eating after that, especially in a place so public.
Without really needing to discuss it, you asked your server to make your order a to-go one, then set off for your place which was closer.
Once inside, you put the bag of food into your fridge, hoping the moments away from Ren would give you the courage to learn what he was thinking. He hadn't said a word the entire way home, a whole three blocks, and it really worried you. You hadn't thought to hear the story you'd gotten from his ex, but in some way, it made sense. There had been a bond between the two of you. Not that either of you ever acted on it while he was attached to his girlfriend. It'd been there just the same.
Realizing your time was almost up, you turned and found Ren watching you from the doorway of your kitchen. His arms had folded across his chest and he looked almost peaceful. That surprised you the most as you'd expected him to be quite upset at his ex's words, especially when she'd told you both about his feelings. Well, her assumptions about his feelings anyway.
"Well, that's not how I had planned dinner to go," he said after another moment or two of staring at you.
If only you could read his expression, then you might've relaxed. As it was, you were anxious, almost afraid, this was coming to an end. It was the last thing you wanted, but you wouldn't stop him if that was what he wanted.
"H-h-how did you want it to go?"
He stepped into your space and wrapped his arms around you. Leaning in close, he brushed a kiss against your cheek, something he'd only recently started to do. It was something you enjoyed within your newfound friendship with him though you hoped for more.
He didn't leave your space right after, either, which was something new.
In fact, he leaned closer and whispered, "May I kiss you?"
Speechless, you nodded.
The kiss wasn't passionate by any means, but it was sweet and soft. It reminded you of a fresh start after a long winter when the first few daring blooms popped open, daring nature to take them away from their promise of spring.
When he finally pulled away, he kept you within the circle of his arms. Nothing about his posture indicated he wanted to let you go.
Could he know that's all you wanted? To be his for as long as you could be?
"She wasn't wrong. I have cared about you for a long time, but I never let myself go there. I couldn't while I was in a relationship, even one that wasn't working. It wouldn't have been right for anyone or fair." He leaned in and brushed another kiss across your lips. "I want to be with you. You make me feel like I'm the only elf in the world, and I love you. I've loved you for so long."
This time, you kissed him. It was a bit harder than before, but that was only because you were so eager for him to know you felt the same. This was everything you'd ever wanted, and you weren't about to waste this opportunity with any doubts. You couldn't.
"I love you, too," you said when you pulled away, giggling under the adoration his expression showered on you.
It was an expression he would continue to wear until the day you passed.


















