#ldrsuggestion

I'm tired of having beautiful experiences without having you next to me.

I'm tired of the kilometers.

I need you.

Here and now.

27/01/20 • 20:25

Me tryna flirt with the love of my life: your vibe is like Jeff Goldblum in that scene in Jurassic Park after saving the day with his chest exposed.

i do the same thing in relationships. i know you always talk abt our future in terms of "when" rather than "if," and it happens so naturally that idk if u even realize ur doing it. but i always have to think about it first. i type "if" without thinking.

i hate that i do it, though. i always correct it to "when" before i send whatever it is im sending, and im gonna keep doing that. i feel like pushing myself to do that might help me set something in stone, because i want us to last. u arent gonna be all of my firsts, and im definitely not all of urs, but i wanna be each other's lasts. if i let myself get excited for anything, i want it to be u.

i really am putting effort into improving myself and my issues. its a lot of little things that ik u dont notice bc im the only one who thinks so much into them. its things like telling you when im upset, even if u didnt ask, bc ik im good at hiding it. or like admitting to u how ive moved so much the past 7 years that no place really feels like home, which is something that ive hardly admitted to myself. i said it once on my insta vent that i dont let anybody follow, and ive said it to you. someday i might consider taking the step to letting u see the account, but for now im taking baby steps. little things only i notice, then little things u might pick up on, and eventually maybe big things that ul are big big big things for me. ik im flawed but i wanna be the best i can be for u, bc ik you'd do the same for me.

my heart knew no boundaries when it came to you. tried to grab it when it first saw you, but just when i was about to seize hold of it, it reached you.

i truly couldn’t believe my eyes, it was too much of a great destination to return it back to it’s place.