#language control

Her dom been listening to her talk with a small smile, nodding along and asking all the pertinent questions, but now they frowned. Just a small frown, but it was enough to make her come to a crashing halt.

"Sir?"

"Hm?"

Oh, they were really going to make her ask. "Is everything okay?"

"Oh, yes. Of course, pet. It's just..."

"It's just what."

"That's kind of a big word for a cock hungry slut."

They said it so matter of factly. Her breath caught in her throat as it rolled through her. "What is?"

"Diaphanous." They paused, tasting the word. "Yes, much too big. Pretty, but way too complicated for a dumb little fucktoy. Delete diaphanous, pet."

Her head felt fuzzy around the edges, and she felt her cunt pulse. "Um..."

"Go on, pet. you were telling me about her dress."

"Oh, right." She smiled up at them. She didn’t know what she'd do without them to keep her in track. "So she was wearing this dress, right? Just this beautiful light blue, all shimmery and..." She frowned. there was a word on the tip of her tongue, but she couldn't quite reach it.

Of course Sir noticed. They were so attentive. "Something wrong, pet?"

She shook her head, trying to clear the fuzzyiness. "No, sir. It was kind of see-through, like all the gauzy layers all built up into a skirt, and the way it flowed..."

They settled in next to her, smirking. Choosing what information their little pet's head was allowed to contain was one of their favorite parts of the game, slowly making her simpler, a little dimmer. A little more theirs.

He took them because mercy over uses them, and he enjoys molding and shaping her language to be more pleasing to him. She enjoys that too, but the transition period is hard. He knew that these specific words would be hard because of how often mercy used them. It was, and to some extent still is a default response to something she is just trying to say read and understood and don’t disagree with, although she is working on changing that.

mercy craves his control. He has taken so much control over her life already and yet it feels like not enough she needs more more more but she also needs him to notice when she doesn’t do a thing she’s supposed to do and correct her on it. Taking away words is part of that and while we are long distance one of the easiest things for him to police and mercy needs that. This is something mercy needs in a relationship to be satisfied. Not language control exactly, but her man taking control from her and keeping it not letting it escape back to mercy again. Without it, she wouldn’t be happy.

mercy hates disappointing Master when she messes up. she feels like a failure of a sub because she isn’t as obedient and perfect as other subs (cough puppy cough) but she needs him to correct her anyways it actually makes her feel better when he does because now he knows and now he can decide how mercy feels and what is an appropriate response to mercy messing up. While we are far apart he can’t see when mercy doesn’t do as she’s told. Even though mercy try’s some days she just doesn’t wanna do squats or she unmotivated because it doesn’t feel like he cares and because he’s not there to make her she just gets away with it until he sees she didn’t do it. But with the language he can see and correct it, and that helps the other rules and things mercy is supposed to do stay rules and things mercy is supposed to do as opposed suggests in mercys head.

So Master started making her speak in third person probably in February or March? Just in texts to him at first, then in a group chat with some of our best friends, then a kinky discord server, and now here.

At first it was really hard. Mercy messed up all the time. Then she got better at it most of the time, but when she was really emotional or distracted she would slip into first person.

Lately it’s been the opposite. Mercy is fairly good at differentiating when she needs to speak in first person, but if she’s emotional or distracted she will slip into third person.