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I do not know myself. I do not know what I am. I know neither my possibilities nor my limitations. I exist, yet I do not know how I am existing. I believe my actions are affirming my own existence. Yet I am always responding to life with only one part of myself. I react either emotionally or intellectually or physically.
Madame de Salzmann
Something I would love to do in 2024 is to stop buying books because they are pretty because why do I do that
Untrust
I don't know my own feelings anymore. I lost a friend, it turns out I did not know her as much as I thought. Maybe we did not communicate, maybe she was toxic, maybe I did not show that I cared. Conversations were hurtful, I did not want to attend. I left her behind, hoping it would all turn out okay. Now I don't know her, however, neither do I know myself. Two years later I saw someone kiss her, it should not have mattered that I did not know their name. However it felt strange, not knowing him, as much as I don't know myself. Now I don't tell anyone anything. I'm private I am not shy. I don't trust my secrets, I don't trust myself. I am secretive, and I am upset. Upset because of her, upset because of what I heard. Things that should not matter, for which I should not care. I would have talked to her, now I keep it to myself. I will not tell anyone else.
I am not trustworthy, I am just scared, that I will lose whoever I choose to completely trust next.
~ Messy Mind (25.11.2022)
How you know me better than I know myself?

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turns out journalling, laundry, cleaning your desk, washing dishes, handing in assignments, showered, chai tea, and writing was all it took for me to feel centred again, unstoppable. i love knowing myself enough to make these patterns and habits.
Yes!! When someone rather fill their veins with poison and then take it up the ass for more, those strings snapped. The girl he told me not to worry about is now his girlfriend. He distorted his family because he said he rather get high then take care of his family. Then call me fat, and useless. Telling me I am slut because my guy friend was my shoulder.
And Guess what...
2 years free
OFF ALL DEPRESSION MEDICINE Finally found myself. And found my place and where I belong.
Free to go dancing downtown. Free to be me.