#kinonymous

So.

To my son,

You were one of the best things that ever happened to me. If you felt the same way, I can't say for certain. But please never think you weren't special to me. That you aren't still special to me, because if you weren't, I wouldn't still be thinking about you for the many years that I've regained memory of you.

I guess I never made it unclear, with how fiercely I protected you. It was a dangerous world we lived in, but you came back home safe day after day. Even so I forever rued the day you might not return. That doesn't mean I should've pushed my insecurities (nor my obsession with punctuality... /a bit silly) on you. So for that, I'm sorry.

Even more, I'm sorry for lying to you. For hiding everything from you. It would've hurt you for you to know, but you deserved to. You deserved to know the truth. About me, about you, about everything that happened.

I'm sorry for letting everything that happened happen to you. There was more I could've done, I'll never be satisfied with how I raised you.

But you, you're a different story. I loved you for you and I still do. Even despite my mistakes, my failures, you stayed. You tried. You worked hard. And amongst all that, you also smiled. That's a sight I can say with my whole heart that I miss. I'd give anything just to see that silly vibrant grin of yours again.

If you ever see this, thank you for being here. Please keep prevailing, even if the universe seems like it's against you forever. This world is dark, it needs a hero like you.

Its not too personal! Ive seen u ask others so ill try to give u a semi detailed explanation of kin stuff for me! But feel free to ask more questions if you dont understand stuff! (Also sorry if this is too long/doesnt make sense im not too well at explaining things)

So for me i kin for fun/coping/spiritual (multiverse/reincarnation) reasons. I do believe theres a possibility ive been them in different lives whether past or currently in different worlds.

I do shift but im always 100% all my kins just some are stronger than others esp when i shift. My tiers are in order from strongest to least strongest (discluding comfort/song/other).

I kin based on feelings whether towards them or others in the canon and i can usually tell sometimes just by looking at them. I vaguely have kin memories but im v open to others canons n i dont really have an interest in finding accurate canonmates just happy to find sourcemates!

I also really love doubles! I love hearing about their experiences with the ppl i kin! I believe everyone has their reasons for kinning charas and i believe ppl can drop/pick up whatever kins they feel they want!

I usually go thru my lists once in a while to see if any kins have changed spots and core is v new which is why it has v few kins there.

Heres my tiers explanations:

Core - basically theyre 100% me how i see myself with how they act/think + i see myself the most in these

Id - like core but more of i am them vs they are me

Main/Major/Minor - i see myself as these alot but not as much as prev and descending is to least strongest/lost feeling for them or dont shift as much depending on how low they are

Comfort - these ones are ig kinda my "cringy" ones that make me feel nice that i am them/dont have as much/any trauma related to them (except kinda onceler)

Song/Other - these might be self explanatory but lmk if not!

I also have synpaths which arent kins but are charas i heavily relate to/would kin but they just dont have that kin feel to them i guess dhdhdb

But yeah i think i had more to say but i forgot so lmk if you have any other questions i love talking about this kinda stuff! I also have ccs and f/os if you wanna know about them or if you wanna know about any specific kins too!