the endless list of my favorite movies : 13 Going on 30 (2004) directed by Gary Winick.

Today is my birthday.

And this year, I don’t want to celebrate getting older. I want to take a moment to remember everything I have made it through. There were days when I was scared, exhausted, overwhelmed, and unsure of how I would keep going. But I did. Maybe not always gracefully, maybe not without tears, but I kept going.

I faced things I never thought I would have the strength to face. I learned that courage does not always feel brave. Sometimes courage is simply getting out of bed, showing up, enduring another difficult day, and trusting that life can still hold something good. I am grateful for my body, even after everything it has been through. I am grateful for the people who stayed, for every kind word, every hand that held mine, and every moment that reminded me I was not alone. And above all, I am grateful for my wonderful partner, my angel, and the person who keeps me grounded when everything feels too heavy. Thank you for holding me through the fear, for loving me on the difficult days, and for always helping me find my way back to solid ground.

I am grateful for my creativity, my stories, my imagination, and all the little worlds that gave me somewhere to breathe when reality became too heavy. I am grateful that I never completely lost the part of me that still dreams, hopes, loves, and believes in a little bit of magic. I have survived every bad day so far. I have changed, but I am still here.

I am also grateful to Pedro, even though he will never know how much he helped me during one of the hardest times of my life. When my health was bad and fear took up far too much space, his work, his warmth, his humor, and simply the comfort of his presence gave me something to hold on to. Sometimes a person can help us without ever knowing we exist, and that does not make the comfort any less real.

Today, I am proud of myself. Not because I did everything perfectly, but because I did not give up. Here’s to another year of healing, creating, laughing, loving, and slowly finding my way back to myself.

Happy birthday to me. I am deeply grateful to be here with you all

>>> Who am I?

Hi I'm Bnny! I'm an amateur 3D artist and animator who focuses on a low-poly and colorful style, but I also make traditional paintings for fun sometimes! My pronouns are he/him, it/its and they/them.

I also accept donations, my ko-fi page is: https://ko-fi.com/lowpolyparrot

>>> COMMISSION INFO!

3D: https://forms.gle/swujvBEovPTqqW6j6

>>> Some facts about me:

My fursona is a plush bunny and their name is RGBun

My favorite color is magenta

My favorite bands/musical artists are King Gizzard and The Lizard Wizard, Boredoms, Spinetta, Yellow Magic Orchestra and Psychedelic Porn Crumpets

I mostly listen to psychedelic rock, prog rock and old electronic music

I'm also a software engineering student and I really like computers :D

My fursona is a plushie and their name is RGBun!

>>> Q&A

What program do you use?

Blender for pretty much everything except texture painting, I use Krita and Aseprite for that.

Do you take commissions?

Yes! Check my commission info!!

Can I use one of your pictures for edits/my website/projects/etc?

YEAH!!!!

How long have you been making 3D art?

Since the Spring of 2020, so around 6 years

Can you give me some tutorials please?

I started with the Blender Guru Donut tutorial and I recommend people start with that.

Low-poly ones? 👉👈

The Sickly Wizard is probably my favorite blender youtuber and has a playlist on the ps1 retro style which is what I started with after the donut tutorial. He also has a face rigging tutorial I really liked and it is what most of my face rigs are based on.

Stark Crafts has also a lot of good tutorials too