I took a test. Erm!
Is it lonely, feeling like there is always a glass wall between yourself and others? You see the world through a lens of contempt; not rooted in disgust, but in pity. A third-person spectator of society, you struggle to feel, at times, like you're human at all. Not in a sense that you're a monster or a creature, but that you are simply without which defines man. You watch the motions of existence with a dull sense of separation, untouchably. Even so, you're tired. You're exhausted. You wish it would all end, gently and quietly. You feel, in some sense, it would be a mercy to euthanize the world as a whole, even. You have already accepted that this is a lonely viewpoint, after all, it isn't possible anyone could truly see the world the same way. Not without going through your very same pain. Not without your same wisdom; to see the meaninglessness in human continuance, when we never learn from history. Further, no one else can keep up in a matter of intellect, anyway. Everyone around you is so, so... Dull. Even so, there is an ache inside you that yearns for some form of understanding, some form of companionship so, at least, you wouldn't need to watch the world destroy itself alone. Deep down, I know you're a person who cares so, so much. You're someone with far too much empathy for a heart to hold- have you ever thought, maybe, to direct that empathy towards yourself?
@still-fatemeh -> you'd lowk like this
@jsol1015 -> I need to see if you get sigma lol
