#killmenow.

I just... can't even, right now.

I'm going into High school, and the registration for classes feels limited (even though I actually have more control).

It ticks me off to no end that I can't take Psychology, a class that would greatly Aide me in my endeavors against my disorders. I may or may not get into Zoology, literally the only class I was looking forward to, and, when I was scheduling, I forgot to include math in my --snrk---Calculations. I'm just... worn out. Anxiety is running away, OCD wants me not to sleep, And a possible case of bipolarity wants me to just slice my arms to shreds.

The one when I feel it in my throat, and my eyes become blurry from the tears.

The one that I just want to scream.

The one where I have to hold my breath and grab my stomach to keep quiet.

The one where I can't breathe any longer.