#kayla!

hey kayla my beloved!!! i probably should’ve clarified this on the aroace ask, so i appreciate you asking!! i believe that marriage was created by God solely for between one man and one women, that humans are created man and woman and trying to change that is sinful and harmful to all parties.

i also believe that attraction and temptation are not sins in and of themselves, as you can’t control what you’re tempted by or who you’re attracted to. jesus was tempted by satan and still did not sin. sin comes about through temptation, but temptation is not a sin in and of itself, rather how you choose to act on it can be. so because of that, i believe there can be christians who are attracted to the same sex or who do have body/gender dysmorphia and feel the same things secular trans people can feel, like that they don’t fit in their body, they feel more like a boy or a girl or nonbinary.

but i think if they have a real faith in Christ, belief in the existence of their own sins, and knowledge of the fact that the bible does address homosexuality and transgenderism and is clearly against those things, they can still choose to be a christian and exercise self-control over any temptations or sinful attractions they might face.

im not sure if you’ve heard the term before? but a some christians go by the term “side b christian” (@duchess-of-mischief is way more knowledgeable about the other sides; there’s a whole axis. if you’re interested in what the other sides are). side b christians admit that they struggle with same-sex attraction or gender dysphoria, realize that it would be a sin if acted on, and choose to either live celibate/unmarried, or sometimes seek out a relationship with the opposite sex despite maybe having no attraction towards them (this actually might be geared more towards a different side; i’m not sure).

a lot of times i’ll tell people i’m side b because of the tiny bit of attraction i have towards girls sometimes, and sometimes i’ll tell them because they arent a christian and it’s a little easier to understand with a label attached. i also am technically aroace, but i try not to cling to closely to that; and i’ve never had gender dysmorphia so i wouldn’t know how to handle that from a side b perspective.

Kayla hi my friend! hope you’re doing okay. This is soooo fucking cute, okay here we go:

pairing: fem!reader x hotch, warnings: none

AN: didn’t edit this just kinda spewed spur of the moment, hope y’all enjoy🥰

You weren’t fighting sleep tonight like usual. You didn’t know why but for some reason you mind and body weren’t letting you get comfortable. You’re exhausted, truly tired and yet here you are, staring at the clock.

3:30 a.m. on the dot.

Groaning in frustration at the clock you turn over, sliding onto Aaron’s side of the bed before opening your phone. You puttering around on it, scrolling through social media apps and shopping apps before Aaron’s name pops up your screen:

Wanted to let you know we’re on the way home though you’re sleeping. I love you sweet girl.

You type back a reply immediately. You see the text bubble pop up, eagerly awaiting his response, craving some sort of contact from him when he starts to call you.

“Hi.” You say timidly.

“Hi yourself, what’re you doing awake?” He’s scolding a bit and you chuckle.

“I think I miss you so much I can’t sleep.”

He exhales, and you know in this moment he’s beating himself up. “I miss you too, is there anything I can do?”

“Just stay on the phone and talk to me? Maybe read me something?”

“Give me one second sweetheart.” He murmurs. You hear him move the phone away but can still hear him when says, “Hey Reid, do you have a book? Thanks. It’s the Narrative of John Smith. Do you want me-“

“Yes, please.”

“Alright, settle in. Are you cozy?”

“As cozy as I’ll get without you here.”

“Good. Alright. I love you.”

“I love you too, Aaron.”

He begins to read, his voice smooth and soft and deep. You decide it would be boring if Aaron wasn’t reading it but you’re captivated by the sound of his voice and it eases all the tension in your body. Sinking into the bed properly you sigh, close your eyes and let his voice wash over you. It’s when you don’t mean to fall asleep, when you want to cling to his voice that you start to drift. It happens before you can even realize it.

“The world is full of obvious things which nobody by any chance ever observes.” Is the last line he reads when he hears your soft, but adorable snores coming through the phone. “I love you, sleep well.”

pairing: tsukishima kei x fem reader

genre: enemies to lovers?

word count: 640

a/n: this will be my first time writing for this tall boy! thank you for the request @janellion! mwah~!

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