#kattani

babyfever!Daniela who watches y/n as she picks up her baby cousin like she'd been taking care of babies her entire life.

babyfever!Daniela who couldn't take her eyes off of y/n as she cooed the crying child.

babyfever!Daniela who suddenly felt the urge to have a child together while her other baby cousins surround y/n so comfortably.

babyfever!Daniela who texted Missy if it's okay to have a child while juggling her career together. But she gets an: "No, Dani, it's going to be a struggle if you start a family so early in your career."

babyfever!Daniela who felt sad after Missy told her that. She drank her frustration away that night when her entire family was finally asleep.

babyfever!Daniela who was found by y/n in the middle of the night sobbing and hugging her whiskey on the couch. "Dani, what's wrong?"

babyfever!Daniela who felt the urge of giving y/n a kid get stronger after she used her gentlewoman manner to her. "Why are you like this?" "Hm?" "Like this. So kind, so.. good to me." "I just love you, Daniela. That's all." She sobbed harder after that.

babyfever!Daniela who soaked y/n's clothes because she cried all night on her lap. "I can't believe Missy! It's okay to have a kid you know!"

babyfever!Daniela who got embarrassed after y/n carried her inside their bedroom. "Daniela, you have to calm down, amor. It's okay, I swear. I can wait."

babyfever!Daniela who started speaking in Spanish all of a sudden. And y/n was forced to just nod at everything she says because she's not that good in Spanish yet. "Quiero un niño! Quiero darte un hijo o un hija.. (I want a kid! I want to give you a son or a daughter..)"

babyfever!Daniela who hugged y/n all night the younger woman could barely move. "Amor.. I need to move my legs." "No."

babyfever!Daniela who heard y/n whisper "You're the only baby that I need." and press a soft kiss to her forehead before she falls asleep.

babyfever!Daniela who woke up with swollen eyes and headache the next morning after crying all night. Y/N massaged her temples and helped her relax after she complained once.

babyfever!Daniela who listened as y/n listed down all the reasons why she doesn't need a family this soon and how Daniela should prioritize her career first.

babyfever!Daniela who suddenly found the idea of being babied by y/n good and sought more of it.

babyfever!Daniela who fell even harder for y/n just by watching them take care of her. "I'm so angry." "Why?" "At you. You're such.. a good person. I don't deserve you." "Hey, don't say that. You deserve all the good things in the world Dani. If you think I'm good then you definitely deserve me." A pause for a moment then she threw a pillow at your face.

babyfever!Daniela who was then constantly teased by y/n after that day. Every time they see a baby, y/n would always tease her about it. "Do you remember that time when you cried-" "Stop, okay? I was drunk!"

But if I would see you, I'd fall apart.

For over 100 days, you chased and chased her.

100 days of begging.

100 days of chasing.

But nothing worked.

Fortunately, you have Barton as your insider for their schedules.

It's kind of creepy, you acted like a stalker.

But you'd go against the universe itself just for Megan to hear you.

From creating multiple numbers,

To asking even her mother.

Will you run back to me?

The girls were in the middle of rehearsal when Sophia approached Megan.

"Hey."

Megan turned around after hearing Sophia's voice. "Sophia? What's up?"

"I have a question that you may not like."

Megan studied Sophia's face before speaking. "Is this about yn?"

She nodded.

"Sophia, I already heard her out. I've read her messages before blocking her. But my decision is final, I'm cutting things off with her. She's literally been stalking me for the last three months and even texted my mom."

"I know you already heard her out. Don't you want to like.. talk to her?"

"Did she tell you to do this?"

"She's literally blocked on my phone. Just like you wanted."

"Then why do you want me to talk to her?"

"I don't know maybe while it's not too late?"

Megan scrunched her face. "What do you mean?"

"It's just a feeling- you know what, it doesn't even matter."

Sophia walked away.

Paused.

Then turned around. "Just make sure you don't regret anything."

Then finally left.

Megan was left confused.

What nonsense is Sophia talking about?

Your love, I don't wanna lose. I'm begging you.

"I told you to stay away from me, are you stupid, yn?!"

She screamed at your face.

It was raining heavily, so heavy that the street wasn't even visible. The road was foggy and grey.

You were just getting your groceries in your car when you spotted Megan heading out of the local nail shop.

She had no umbrella.

So you rushed to her and give her the umbrella.

While also seizing the opportunity to talk to her in person.

When you showed up in front of her she immediately scoffed and made her way towards her car.

But you followed, the umbrella covering her more instead of you.

"Megan, please- let me explain clearly."

She held the umbrella in her hand, taking it away from you, leaving you completely soaked in the rain.

"I've heard you out okay? Now will you please let me in my car?"

When you didn't respond, Megan turned around.

But you grabbed her wrist.

And it made her more angry.

She slapped you, hard.

Your glasses fell off your face. You didn't pick it up, you looked back at her.

Your vision was blurry.

Very blurry.

You could barely see her face and the heavy rain wasn't helping.

"Why can't you just listen to me, yn. Leave. Me. Alone. Please. I'm so tired of you, I'm so fucking exhausted of you chasing after me. It's already been three months, aren't you tired?!"

"No. I'll never be tired Megan."

The way you said, soft yet hurt, did something to Megan.

The sound of a motorbike passing by and the sound of something breaking broke the silence between the two of you.

But Megan just looked at you, processing your words.

"Stop already, yn. If you're not tired then I am. I don't want to see you anymore so stay away from me or anyone close to me."

She threw away your umbrella. But something flickered in her eyes when she looked at you one last time before going inside her car.

When her car's door shut, you blinked once, twice. Your eyes squinted.

Then knelt down on the ground, feeling around for your glasses.

You couldn't find them, your vision was a blur.

You touched and touched the ground. Trying to feel the familiar frame of it.

Megan, who was inside your car, saw you.

She made an ugly face before spotting your glasses a few feet away from you.

Broken.

Shattered.

She got out of the car, picked up the umbrella and walked past you.

She picked up the broken frame and reached you.

"It's broken." She shoved it in your hands.

She grabbed your wrist forcefully and gave you your umbrella. "Go buy a new one."

She heads back to her car and leaves you there.

When you got in your own car, the first struggle was how would you drive without your glasses.

You felt sad watching Megan's car drive out of sight.

But it was no use chasing after her now when she'd made it clear she doesn't want you close anymore.

You squinted your eyes, your vision a little clearer but not enough.

"Let's just go slow.." you took a breath and started your car.

Flashback.

"Doctor, how bad is your eyesight?"

Megan took your glasses off and examined them.

"Don't wear it, you'll feel dizzy."

She wore it anyway. "Woah.." she takes it off. "That's.."

"I told you."

Megan shoved a peace sign at your face. "Can you see this?"

"Mei, I'm not blind."

"How many fingers am I holding up?"

You rolled your eyes. "Two."

"Wow."

"Seriously?"

"I mean.. your glasses are very- they make me hella dizzy. So your eyesight is probably way worse than a deer."

"Why are you referencing a deer?"

"Because they seem blind whenever they're in front of headlights."

"They freeze, Mei."

"Can you drive without these?"

"I don't know, I've never done that before. Probably not."

Just wait, can you call me please?

'Cause I wanna be with you.

For an unknown reason,

the memory of your poor eyesight suddenly flashed in Megan's mind.

While stuck in traffic, her thighs bounced on the seat.

Worry was eating her from the inside.

Why am I even so worried about her anyway?

She doesn't matter Megan.

Just this once..

She turned the car around and went back to the lane you took earlier.

She grabbed her phone with one hand, unblocked your number and dialed it.

You're lucky there aren't many cars on the road.

The rain poured hard on the roof of your car.

The sound of the wipers moving on the windshield were the only thing that was making noise by now.

Your phone rang on the passenger seat.

You grabbed it and clumsily clicked at the answer button.

"Hello?"

"Yn, where are you? Wait- nevermind, I see your car."

"Megan? I thought you blocked my number?"

"Just pull over!"

"Why?"

The sound of a car honking behind you shocked you.

"Is that you honking?"

"Yes, now pull over!"

You stopped your car on the side.

You saw Megan's car do the same thing from the rearview mirror.

You got out without your umbrella, the rain soaking you once more.

When her car door opened you walked towards her.

Slowly. Because you're still unsure if she wants you close.

You didn't notice something.

But Megan did.

"Yn, get out of the way!!" She screamed.

You stood there, confused.

Until you hear the sound of tires screeching and a loud, long honk.

Followed by the sound of something crashing.

7th!member!yn who rejected Megan's cuddle during their rehearsal break because they were both sweaty. But when she got caught hugging Sophia on the floor, she was forced to cuddle two people because Megan started to sulk.

7th!member!yn who once slept in Sophia's bed because the room she, Daniela, and Manon shared is too loud at 10 pm (Danon was having a fake fight again).

7th!member!yn who got caught hugging Sophia during their Live. "Someone said I thought Y/N hates physical touch lol." Daniela reads. You hummed, unbothered. "I want a hug too!" You just side-eyed Manon and shifted in Sophia's arms, getting more comfortable. Sophia just laughed and stroked your hair.

7th!member!yn who always slipped out of Lara's arms whenever their hug got too long.

7th!member!yn who once asked Yoonchae about Sophia's favorite Filipino dish just to cook it for her on Valentine's Day.

7th!member!yn who always stayed by Sophia's side every chance they got. Interviews? She'd hold Sophia's hand. Dining table? She'd sit next to Sophia.

7th!member!yn who once watched a 10 minute 3-part video compilation of her being clingy towards Sophia while rejecting the others.

7th!member!yn who got close with both of her brothers after hanging out once during their first Philippine stop.

7th!member!yn who said she knows a little Tagalog words during her solo Live. "Oh, Sophia taught me a few things. But I am on Duolingo and taking a few lessons." You watched as the Filipino Eyekons started to emerge in the live chat. "Ooh! I know that goodness gracious meme, haha. Sophia doesn't know about it though. But she does know who.. Vice Ganda is. I've watched the movie and it's really funny. My favorite is Panying."

7th!member!yn who once surprised Sophia in the Philippines in her home. It was their holiday break and y/n used the opportunity to take a vacation in the Philippines. (She ended up staying at Sophia's house because Carla didn't want her to leave)

7th!member!yn who was adored by Sophia's entire family during the whole visit, especially Sophia's younger brother Oreo. "Do you know how to play Arkham Knight?" You nodded. He offered you the second console in an awkward way, pure silence, nothing else. Just a hand and a console. You held back your laughter and he noticed that. "Okay if you don't want to-" "No, wait, I will play. I just find it funny."

7th!member!yn who once got invited to their family hangout in the Philippines' popular theme park—Enchanted Kingdom.

7th!member!yn who splits up with Sophia after seeing that Leon was there with them in the family hangout. She didn't want to be the 'third wheel' and decided to have fun on her own. Basil, who was also alone, spots her and they ended up exploring the theme park together.

7th!member!yn who borrowed Basil's clothes after she got wet in the Rio Grande water ride. "Are you sure I can borrow yours? There's a shop over there." "It's okay, I'm not going to use it anyway." "But your clothes are wet too." "They'll dry."

7th!member!yn who avoided Sophia's eyes the moment they met again in the theme park and Sophia saw y/n wearing a shirt that's definitely not hers. "What happened?" Sophia asked, worried. "She got soaked in Rio Grande earlier." Basil replied. "You could've just bought her a new one." "I don't mind." You stood in between the siblings. Sophia looked a little annoyed. Basil? Dumbfounded and clueless.

7th!member!yn who had to hold back her laugh when a scared Basil whispered to her. "Sophia's been glaring at me all day." "No kidding, she looks like she could burn a hole in my shirt." You replied.

7th!member!yn who slept in Sophia's room that night because Sophia insisted. "The guest room is my room, I have no problem sleeping there." "You should sleep here. I left my huggy teddy in LA and I don't have anyone to hug. So can you please sleep here?" But you slept fine last night.. you wanted to say it. But you just gave up and crawled on her side anyway.

7th!member!yn who woke up and saw their group chat was exploding last night. The reason? Sophia sent a picture of the two of them cuddling together.

7th!member!yn who once 'lost' the souvenir bracelet Basil gave her before she came back to LA. "Has anyone seen my brown bracelet?" No one has a clue. But Sophia looks a little shady. "Sophia have you seen it?" She shakes her head. But when you left, a little disappointed, Lara saw Sophia smile through the corner of her eye.

7th!member!yn who easily avoided Megan and Manon's double hug during one of their training sessions. "Oh come on! Just one hug!" Manon ran after you. "Nope. Nope. You both smell." "No we don't!"

You know all the words to "Just Like Heaven"

Megan always had excuses whenever she wanted to talk to you. She'd tell Sohey her "ankles" are hurting. Even if it's just a minor inconvenience she'd always rush to you.

Not to heal whatever's hurting her of course.

Just to spend time with you.

She didn't used to be like that.

She used to be shy, awkward, and a little clumsy sometimes.

It all started after one session.

She didn't agree with it because she was still awkward with you. But because of Missy's bossiness, she had to.

And she's glad she did.

You always knew what to say, always knew what to tell her or how to help her. It gave her butterflies.

It made her feel alive.

She can always talk to the other girls, yes. But sometimes she'd feel guilty for it.

Everyone's already going through so much and she didn't want to be another weight on the shoulder.

So she'll come to you.

"Everyone keeps telling me to get off the coke.." you never let her finish whenever she talks to you about the things she sees on the internet.

"Megan, don't listen to them. How many times have I told you this, dear?"

"I know, I know. But.. it just kinda gets to me, you know? Especially my Grammy look—"

"—In which you looked stunning in."

Megan would blink then smile. You really do make her feel better.

"Do you think they'll stop one day?"

"Hm?"

"The internet. I wonder if they'll ever stop criticizing me for the simplest things."

Her words took you aback.

"I'm gonna be honest with you, Mei." You held her hands. Oh this honesty would definitely hurt. "They'll never stop. They analyze everything, they'll always expect the best from you. Which is the worst because not everyone can always be at their best you know?"

"It's frustrating, I know." You added. "But does the internet really matter? Have you seen the amount of people watching you on your Latam tour? Or what about your Coachella crowd, hm?" You pinched her cheek.

"Whatever the internet says, it's not always reality. What's real is the amount of people that came to watch you, the people that were there for you and your group."

She laughed.

The weight on her chest eased.

You really were the only one that could ease it.

"This is why I like you." She expressed.

You just rolled your eyes and flicked her forehead. "You'll get me fired one day."

Kiss me and I might drop dead.

This girl, really.

On the second week of Coachella, she went to a club immediately with Lara.

But when they were finished, Orlando was there to bring Lara home.

Megan?

She had no one to take her home except her professional bodyguards.

And she felt envious.

So she texted you, drunk, to wait for her at the hotel entrance.

You did. You can never say no to Megan.

She swayed at the glass door, Barton, the large bodyguard even struggled to keep her steady.

"I'll take it from here." You wrapped an arm around Megan's waist and another under her knees, easily carrying her bridal style.

Barton nodded before escorting the both of you towards the elevator, Megan mumbling incoherently in your arms.

When you reached the floor, you told Barton to leave because Megan's drunk confessions were getting really loud and you felt a little embarrassed.

"I really like you, Y/N.. don't you want me? We'd be a cute couple.. you're cute too, doc.." she giggled.

You struggled to reach for your key card, and when you did, Megan grabbed it out of your hand. "Let me!"

She pressed it clumsily on the door. You rolled your eyes after the third attempt then kicked the door open after she finally unlocked it on the 7th attempt.

You gently settled her on the bed, her arms still wrapped around your neck.

But then she tugged at your nape, almost taking you down on the bed with her.

And you swore your heart skipped a beat.

Not out of affection.

But out of fear.

Because for a brief second, you saw Missy's face and your contract flash before your eyes.

When you got out of her arms you let out an exhale you didn't know you've been holding. Your eyes widening.

"I swear Skiendiel, you'll be the death of me."

But seeing her like that, all sleepy and peaceful on the bed made your heart flutter.

"You're cute when you sleep."

That was louder than you intended it to.

"I heard that." She mumbled.

You just closed your eyes and gave up. Of course she did.

"Goodnight, Mei."

"I'll dream of you."

You shook your head.

But when you stepped out of her room and clicked the door shut..

"Doctor."

Missy.

In that same authoritative tone she always uses around you.

"Do you have a few minutes to spare?"

Missy the Homewrecker.

You leaned on the wall as Missy took a seat on the large chair, her eyes fixed on you.

You heard her sigh before starting. "I'm going to be straightforward."

You swallowed.

"You need to spend less time with Megan."

You were about to open your mouth but she cut you off. Rude.

"I know you're only doing your job. But we both know—everyone knows—about Megan's feelings towards you. And I've been noticing a few things from you, doctor. I wasn't born yesterday to be blind to something obvious."

You met her eyes, she's really intimidating.

"Do you like her too, Doc?"

Shit.

Quick yn.. make up an answer that won't get you fired.. fuck, there's none. Let's just tell the truth.. one.. two.. fuck you Missy. Three.

"Yes."

Missy leaned back in her chair, clearly disappointed.

"I know what my contract says and it says no feelings attached. But I don't know, I can't help it Missy. I mean, have you seen Megan?"

Missy's mouth went agape and she raised her eyebrow in disbelief.

You took a step back and looked down. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that."

She shook her head. "If you keep this up I'm gonna have to request a replacement. We can't have you falling for one of our members. We're already dealing with so much, don't add more."

"I'm not doing anything."

"Not yet. If you two started dating it's going to be chaos. Not just that, we're gonna have to try and keep you two a secret if that happens."

"Date? I'd never date Megan!"

"Now that's a lie, doctor. You literally just said "have you seen Megan" to me a minute ago." Missy said in a mocking tone.

The silence that stretched between you two was loud.

You were speechless.

"I'll switch you with Prelude's doctor if you don't lay-low with Megan."

You just nodded. But Missy can see your pissed face.

Her brows furrowed. "Don't give me that face, Doctor."

Oh for fuck's sake, why does this woman notice everything?!

"Harden yourself with Megan and the others for the meantime. You're dismissed."

"Thank you." You forced a smile before leaving the hotel room.

Promise.

Megan noticed your change of behavior for the next few weeks.

You were no longer the same comfort person she knew.

When she talked to you, you sounded more of a professional than a companion.

Yes, you were a professional.

But you never talked like a robot with her.

Like you're giving her prescriptions instead of comfort.

You were more kinder.

"What's wrong with you?"

You looked up at her. "What do you mean?"

"You don't sound the same anymore."

"This is how I always sound Megan. I don't know what you're talking about."

Megan blinked a few times, then spoke again.

"Did something happen with Missy?"

That name made you pause.

And Megan noticed it.

"I knew it. That bun really talked to you, huh?"

"Nothing happened, Megan. Don't assume too much."

"What did she say, hm? Did she tell you to stay away from me?" She stood up from her seat, frustrated.

"Megan, take a seat and calm down."

"I am calm, I just need answers. What did she tell you?"

"Megan for the last time." You slammed your pen on the desk. She flinched. "Nothing happened."

There was silence for a moment.

Then—

"You used to call me Mei."

Then she stormed out. Completely heartbroken.

It hurts to be something, It's worse to be nothing with you.

You were already pacing in your office like a madwoman.

The knock on your door startled you.

"Not now!"

"You can't skip sessions with us, remember?"

Sophia.

You took a deep breath.

"Fine. Come in."

She stepped in, her expression neutral. But her brows gave it away. She was worried.

"You've been pacing."

"How long have you been outside?"

"Long enough." She approached your desk.

"Megan's crying."

That was a stab to the chest.

"I didn't mean to make her cry."

"She's in Manon's arms now. But I heard what happened." Sophia looked at you.

"Did Missy tell you something?"

You bit your lip and clenched your fists. "She told me nothing."

"I know you can't disclose anything with us. But all I'm asking is if you had a conversation with Missy. I'm not asking you to detail it."

Your guilty silence told everything.

"Do you like Megan, Doc?"

"Why does everyone keep asking me that?"

Sophia crossed her arms and chuckled. "Did Missy ask you that?"

You didn't answer.

"Come on, I won't say anything."

You went silent again. You were debating inside your head whether you should tell Sophia or keep your mouth shut.

"Can I trust you?"

"Anytime, Doctor."

"Yeah. Missy asked me that."

"And?"

"I said yes."

Sophia smiled.

"I'm not going to force anything out of you. But knowing Missy, she definitely told you to stay away from Megan."

"Worse." You shook your head.

Sophia dropped her arms, her expression softened.

"I know how you feel. You're scared to go against Missy. We all are. She has everyone on a leash. But if you really like Megan.." she trailed off, letting the sentence linger.

You looked at her, expecting her to continue. To give you a definite answer.

"If you really like Megan, you'd go against Missy. Even if it's just as a secret."

"Megan told us something and I think she's right."

"What did she say?"

"That you can't give us the comfort we need when you sound like a robot. Because I noticed it too. I've noticed the way you speak, not just to Megan, but to everyone. And I'm hurting too because we all want our old doctor back."

"I'm still me."

"No. You've changed."

"I'm speaking for everyone, not just Megan."

"Please come back to us, yn."

You swallowed hard. "I'll try."

Sophia made her way towards you and hugged you tightly.

"Did our roles reverse?" You laughed.

Sophia laughed too. "You needed it."

Too little.

You knocked on Missy's office, a little nervous.

"Come in."

When she saw you, she immediately stopped whatever she was doing. "Doctor."

"I'm not going to stay for long. But I want to talk."

"Go on."

"I know you told me to harden myself with Megan and the girls. I don't want to do that anymore."

"And for what reason?"

"I can't give them the comfort they need when I sound programmed. They need me soft, not hard, Missy. I'm a psychologist and a doctor, not a robot."

"I'll keep my feelings out of the way. I'm willing to change."

Missy blinked for a few moments. "Fine."

You were shocked.

Missy? Making up her mind just like that?

"But on one condition."

Of course there's a condition.

"Take a break for a week."

"Why?"

"You need it."

"No I don't—"

"Yes you do."

You wanted to argue. You really wanted to. But there's no room for argument when Missy's forcing you into a break.

"Okay. Just a week."

"You're dismissed."

You were packing your things in your office when Sophia walked in.

"I heard you're taking a break."

"Yeah, Missy told me to."

Sophia sighed. Typical Missy.

"Come back, okay?"

"Of course I would."

Lost my fight with fate.

One week later.

You made your way inside your office.

But when you opened your door, the sight shocked you.

There, sitting on what was once your desk, was a woman in a white coat.

She looked at you, confused. "May I help you?"

You looked at her name tag. Gabby.

Gabby? As in Prelude's doctor Gabby?

Your blood boiled in anger. "Where's Missy?"

You stomped angrily in the hallways, the staff who passed by didn't need to be told to get out of the way.

The scent of anger that radiated off of you was strong.

You kicked Missy's office door open.

"Paramo." You clenched your jaw.

"Y/N, I'm in the middle of something—"

"What the hell is your problem?" You slammed your palms onto her desk. "You forced me into a break and then you replaced me without my consent?!"

"I can't have a possible problem in this building, Y/N."

"I explained my side to you already. I told you I'm willing to change!"

"Y/N, if this is about Megan—"

"It's not about Megan, it's about the job!"

Silence. Missy just stared at you.

"Are we just a job to you?"

You looked behind you.

There, on the couch of Missy's office, were the six of them sat down.

Manon, Sophia, Yoonchae, Daniela, Lara, and Megan.

Oh Megan.

You watched Megan storm away, her eyes already red.

You looked back at Missy.

"See? I told you. Problem."

You let out a frustrated groan before running after Megan.

Too late.

"Megan, that's not what I meant! You have to listen to me!"

"Leave me alone!"

"Just hear me out, please! That wasn't what I was talking about!"

You watched her run towards an open room.

You sped up, but it was too late.

The door shut in your face.

You knocked frantically, "Mei, please!"

You pulled out your phone.

Then, footsteps.

You looked to your right.

Barton.

"You're gonna have to leave, Y/N. You don't work here anymore."

"Seriously? You too?"

"I'm sorry. I'm only doing my job."

Barton escorted you out of the building, saying goodbye to you one last time, his expression guilty.

"I'm sorry you have to go through this, Doc."

"I'll see you when I see you."

first time in love!Yoonchae who always felt comfortable with y/n since their dream academy days. She was one of the people that truly made her feel welcome.

first time in love!Yoonchae who hugged y/n the tightest the day they debuted. "We're in a girl group.. I can't believe it."

first time in love!Yoonchae who chose to be roommates with Sophia and y/n.

first time in love!Yoonchae who comes to y/n's side whenever Sophia teases her or bothers her. "Sophia's at it again."

first time in love!Yoonchae who watches Sophia's jaw drop after being offended. "I'm not annoying!" "Yes you are." "Y/N tell her!" And you just cover yourself with the blanket.

first time in love!Yoonchae who covers their ears with y/n whenever Sophia starts singing. "And I will be loathing! For forever loathing! Truly, deeply loathing you~" "Sophia's obsession with Wicked."

first time in love!Yoonchae who groaned when you started singing the next lines with Sophia. "My whole life long~" "Stooooooooop!" And you both start to annoy her.

first time in love!Yoonchae who had her first "awakening" after watching you ballet in elegance during practice.

first time in love!Yoonchae who struggled to figure out what the fluttery feeling in her stomach was about for the first two months. She kept it hidden and to herself. Yet you always catch her eye and make her feel alive.

first time in love!Yoonchae who nervously came to Megan for advice and to finally figure out all the things that have been bothering her.

first time in love!Yoonchae who almost walked out after Megan jumped in excitement about Yoonchae's confession. "Forget it, this is hopeless!" "NO- no, wait. I got excited."

first time in love!Yoonchae who didn't believe it at first when Megan labeled it as "crush" and told her she's in love. "That can't be right.." "Like it or not, that's the answer Yoonchae." "But why one of the members?" "You can't exactly control your feelings that easily. If you've fallen then you've fallen. Just accept it."

first time in love!Yoonchae who asked Megan what to do with her feelings. "Hmm.. that depends. I mean, if you want to date her.. the contract says otherwise-" "Date? No- I don't want to date y/n." Megan looked at her. Really looked. "Don't give me that look."

first time in love!Yoonchae who decided that it's best to just keep her feelings to herself. "I'll just let it die down." Megan looked at her in disbelief.

first time in love!Yoonchae who tried so hard to ignore her feelings but it was almost entirely impossible.

first time in love!Yoonchae who found out Megan had accidentally told Sophia about it. "Why would you tell her! Now she's going to tell everyone else until it reaches y/n and then it's going to be awkward!"

first time in love!Yoonchae who had a meeting with the other 5 while y/n was out. "Are you kidding me, Megan.." "I swear I only told Sophia." She looked at Sophia. "I accidentally.. slipped it to Manon." "No one in this house can keep their mouths shut."

first time in love!Yoonchae who kept it professional for the next few weeks despite the others teasing her about it.

first time in love!Yoonchae who shook when y/n finally brought up about "the elephant in the room"—the other 5's constant teasing of Yoonchae. "Does Yoonchae have a crush I don't know about?"

first time in love!Yoonchae who managed to dodge the question with her own words. "It's nothing. I just complimented Karlee once and now they're teasing me about it."

first time in love!Yoonchae who almost strangled the other 5 after y/n had almost found out about her feelings. "If she finds out the truth I swear.." "Yoonchae, calm down." Lara suppressed her giggles. "We'll stop teasing you about y/n." Daniela adds. "Why don't you want to confess anyway?" Manon asked. "Have you read our contracts?"

first time in love!Yoonchae who didn't know y/n was listening at the other side of the door. Trying so hard to stop herself from making any noise.

first time in love!Yoonchae who swears something about y/n changed after that day. Like she's more.. blooming and cheerful. "Did something happen? You seem very happy today." Daniela asked her. "Nothing. I just overheard something that made my entire year."

first time in love!Yoonchae who exchanged looks of fear with Dani after y/n had left.

.ᐟ bakit? - why?

.ᐟ nak? - "nak" is the shortened word for "anak" which means child. Filipino parents mostly call their children that.

.ᐟ ph - Philippines.

.ᐟ po - (shortened of the word "Opo") is an honorific used by Filipinos to convey politeness and respect. It is also commonly used by younger Filipinos when talking to someone older.

Enchanted Kingdom.

"Do you have nothing else in your wardrobe aside from plain white and black shirts?" You asked.

He was in his usual getup again. Plain everything.

"What's wrong with them?"

"You look like an NPC."

He paid no attention to your words and grabbed the two tickets from his pocket instead.

"Can we just go now?" He asked, handing you the other one.

After getting your tickets punched, you both made your way inside.

"It's my second time here."

"In EK?"

"In Philippines. I never had time to visit this place since I was a kid. Dad was always busy."

"Oh."

"The first time was for our promotions during SIS era, remember?"

"Yeah. That's how I met you."

You nudged his side. "Ouch- what?"

"You sound cheeky."

"No I don't."

You rolled your eyes. "Anyway, where are they?"

"Mom said they're at Rio Grande. But can we go to Twin Spin first?"

"Why?"

"I want to ride somewhere dry. Rio Grande's a water ride."

"Okay."

It's not like that.

After the twin spin ride, you held your head between your arms.

Basil was laughing beside you. "I told you to close your eyes."

"My head hurts so bad."

"Omg are you y/n?" An unfamiliar voice spoke.

A fan.

"Hi." You straightened your back, greeting and hugging the female fan.

"I saw Sophia earlier. She's with her family." The fan says.

The fan spotted Luke behind you, and she almost smiled.

A knowing one.

The one that speaks "they're definitely dating."

Your mouth moved in instinct. Debunk it before it spreads.

"No. Don't worry, it's not like that." You laughed, nervously. "He just came with me."

The fan nodded.

You waved goodbye to the fan.

You turned back to Luke. "Asan na sila Mama mo? (Where are your mom and the others?)"

"Mom texted me just now. Nasa Flying Fiesta daw sila (She said they're at Flying Fiesta)."

You're here!

The wall towards the said ride was long. Fans kept recognizing you and asked to take pictures.

Basil stood by your side the whole time.

You two didn't have security yet, all of them were with Sophia and her family.

But fortunately, the fans were kind and respectful with your privacy and didn't crowd you a lot.

"Y/N?!"

Sophia ran in your arms. "What are you doing here?! I didn't know you were in Philippines, you should've told me!" She jumped in excitement.

You matched her energy, you jumped too.

Then she spotted Basil. "Ikaw! (You!)" She pointed a finger at him.

"Why didn't you tell me you were coming with her."

"Uh.." Luke murmured. "She wanted to keep it a secret."

Then Carla and the others appeared.

"Hi! Andito ka pala! (You're here!)" You hugged Sophia's mom.

Then behind them, your eyes landed on Leon.

You looked away, a little bothered by his presence but you didn't show that.

When Sophia turned to Leon, Basil approached you.

"I thought you were plotting something?"

"What?"

"In not dumb, y/n. I saw your tweet earlier."

"Shh. It's nothing."

"Do you want to make Sophia jealous?" He whispered.

You tugged at his ear. "Keep your voice down will you?"

"Ow! That one really hurts."

A pause.

"But I think your plan is working." He added.

You scrunched your face. "What?"

Then you turned around and saw Sophia staring.

Not just a normal stare.

She looked a little annoyed.

Or at least that's what you believed.

Then she smiled. "Y/N, you should come with us. We're going to this ride called jungle log."

"Oh sure.."

You looked at Basil and he immediately understood what you meant—get into action.

"Ah, no—she doesn't like water rides."

Sophia paused.

Oreo, Sophia's youngest brother, smiled at the scene happening before him.

"We should split with you guys—especially since.. it's her first time she probably wants to explore more and—"

"No." Sophia cuts him off. "I don't even understand why you're talking for her. Do you want to split up, y/n?"

Uh-oh. You just got yourself in a tight position.

"Um.. anything's fine."

"Just come with us." Sophia smiled, holding your hand and taking you with her.

"It's (not) my right to be hellish, (but) I still get jealous."

After the Jungle log ride, the side of your clothes were wet, your hair damp and dripping with water.

Basil spotted handing Sophia a towel a guard gave him.

Basil pointed towards them. You turned, just in time to catch Leon wrapping the towel around her.

Basil smirked at you, "Jealous?" He mouthed.

You scrunched, annoyed, and kicked his hip. "Shut up."

Then you felt someone hug you from behind.

"What are you guys arguing about?" She wrapped her arms around your shoulder.

"Hey! Basa ka! (You're wet!)"

"Basa talaga tayo parehas. (We're both wet actually.)"

She wrapped the towel around you, enveloping you with the fabric. "Dry up, you'll catch a cold."

There she goes again.

Making you fall for her effortlessly. "No I won't."

"Ako? Wala 'kong towel? (Me? I don't have a towel?)" Luke complained.

A guard approached him and handed him one.

"Ay, thank you sir. (Oh, thank you sir.)" Luke said, a little embarrassed.

"Ayan na towel mo. (There's your towel)." Sophia laughed.

"Sophia!" Leon's voice echoed from the side.

She immediately unwrapped her hands from you, walking towards Leon.

"Panira talaga. (what a spoiler.)" You rolled your eyes.

"Nakuha na naman sayo asawa mo. (Your wife got stolen again.)"

You turned your head. "You're so corny."

"Y/N!" Sophia called you again.

"Hm?"

"Let's go!" She urged you to come.

Basil took your hand.

"What are you doing?" You whispered.

"Playing my part."

"Holding my hand?"

"So it's more believable."

Although Sophia's smile didn't drop, your mind said it's definitely working when the mood around her suddenly changed.

Or that's what you thought.

Is it really working?

Everything was going well.

From making Sophia see every move Basil makes to holding hands while walking.

But the holding hands part?

She never interrupted it.

She clung to Leon, sometimes switching with you or her cousins.

And then it stopped working.

The longer it occurred, the less she paid attention, the more it got interrupted.

Basil even tried feeding you some hotdogs, but she had her back turned.

And then she stopped taking you with her to rides.

She didn't invite you when they went to the Ferris Wheel or dragged you with her when they went inside Alcatraz.

When dusk finally broke, you sat on a bench with Basil.

You're both tired already.

"Sophia probably doesn't care anymore." He groaned.

"She stopped dragging me to rides." You sighed.

"Stop being dramatic, she doesn't need to drag you everywhere. You know you're not exactly her responsibility."

"You're right." You poked the inside of your cheek with your tongue. "I'm probably just desperate for her attention."

Basil sighed. You grabbed the towel Sophia gave you earlier and left the place with him.

You got inside his car and balled yourself up on one side.

"Get some rest. Hintayin ko pa sila Mama tas uwi na tayo. (I'll wait for Mom and the others then we go home.)"

You closed your eyes.

Today was a long day.

You really tried getting even the smallest reaction from her.

Desperately.

But in reality, Sophia never thought the same way you do.

Never thought of being jealous.

You were so blinded by your delusions that you couldn't realize that until now.

Hopelessly devoted to you.

Halfway home, you wake up after the car hits a hump.

You felt a heavy weight press on your back.

You shifted just enough to see who it was.

Sophia.

Hugging you from behind, her entire form curled up against you.

She was asleep.

You looked at the driver's seat.

Basil was driving, you could recognize him from the rearview mirror.

Oreo was in the passenger seat sleeping.

You rubbed your eyes and opened your phone.

"Everyone needs a friend like you." You said, loud enough for him to hear.

"You're just lucky I support delusion."

You kicked the back of his seat. "Fuck you."

and baby even on the worst nights, I'm into you.

"Megan- slow down, I'm not dying."

"Just shut up and stay still!"

You sat on the passenger seat, tucked in a seat belt while your head rests on the window.

Your left temple bled slightly, the blood flowing down your cheek and jaw.

You were lucky the large truck didn't crush you down alongside your car.

But not lucky enough.

The rear of your car had hit you, causing you to stumble and hit your head in a light pole.

Your vision blackened for a moment before a pair of soft hands had cupped your face.

"Ugh, fuck- you're bleeding!"

Megan carried you and slipped you inside the passenger seat easily.

"My car-"

"Doesn't matter," her fingers fumbled with the seatbelt "we need to get you to a hospital."

She drove fast.

Too fast.

The speed limit is 60, she's going on a 90.

"Megan-"

"I told you to keep your mouth shut!"

She grabbed the tissue pack from the glove box, her eyes still fixated on the road, and handed them to you.

"Apply some pressure on your wound."

You did as you were told.

"Megan, I'm a doctor. I swear I know what I'm saying- and I'm not dying."

"I don't care about what you're saying. We still need to get you to a hospital. You'll get a concussion."

You wanted to argue.

But it was no use when Megan's like this.

It's not a walk in the park to love each other.

When you reached the hospital, Megan slammed the brakes hard you almost hit your head for the second time on the dashboard.

She got out, you were still taking off your seatbelt when she dragged you out of the car.

"Nurse! We need a nurse!" Her voice was so loud everyone got startled.

A female nurse reached the two of you immediately, her face panicked and filled with worry. "What's going on?"

"She's bleeding. In the head."

"Can everyone please calm down? I'm a doctor-"

Megan slapped your forearm. "Just do what she says."

The nurse came back with a wheelchair and gently guided you to seat.

Megan followed closely behind as the nurse walked you further inside the halls of the hospital.

After an hour, you finally came out of the treatment room with the nurse.

Megan basically jumped from her seat the moment you came out.

"How's your head?"

"They stitched it up, it's fine now."

You stared at each other for a second.

Then another.

"Ms. L/N?" The nurse called out behind you.

You turned your head. "Right.. the papers."

You made your way towards the reception, Megan's footsteps echoing behind you.

You were finalizing your payment at the reception.

You left your purse in your destroyed car, you grabbed your phone and opened your e wallet.

But Megan beat you to it.

She tapped the screen with her phone.

Your bill immediately paid.

She avoided your eyes after that.

Just simply turned her back on you and pretended to be busy with her phone.

Some things just make sense and one of those is you and I

"You didn't have to do that."

Megan turned around. "What?"

"Pay my bill. You didn't have to."

"It's the least I could do."

You opened the door to the passenger seat and got in.

"Can we go back to my car?"

"It's wrecked."

"Yeah, but I have things there that I need to grab."

Megan wanted to decline but chose not to.

The drive back to your car was so awkward the silence stretched too long.

Like there were a lot of things left unsaid.

But when you were both stuck in a red light, Megan finally said something.

"I'm sorry I made you chase after me."

Your head turned towards her.

"I shouldn't have done that."

"it's okay. I know I had to prove myself anyway."

"What- no.. you didn't have to."

She looked at you.

"I was just really blinded by my anger. It got the best of me and I refused to hear you out. Part of me really believed what I heard that day. I ignored your explanations and efforts of reaching out."

"I'm sorry."

You squeezed her arm. "It's not your fault. It's okay."

Megan's heart broke at the way you sounded so soft.

She reached in for a hug, a tight one.

You gently caressed her back, her face buried in your neck.

"I'm really sorry, y/n."

"Shh, you don't have anything to be sorry for. It's fine now, I swear."

She pulled away, lifting herself up with one arm.

She stared at you.

And leaned in.

She didn't ask for permission, she just kissed you like she's been starving.

You kissed her back, returning the same intensity she gave.

But just when her tongue sought entrance, the car behind you honked.

Megan pulled away, startled. The light was already green.

You just laughed, watching her panic in the driver's seat.

Yeah, after all this time I'm still into you.

After a few months, you paid the girls a visit in their dorm.

Sophia opened the door for you, welcoming you inside.

"I brought food!"

Daniela and Manon rushed towards you, grabbing the basket of snacks and placing them on the table.

Yoonchae and Lara attacked you with their hugs.

When Megan came out, she was frowning.

Lara and Yoonchae were all over you. On purpose.

"Hey!"

"Oh stop acting jealous, Mei. She's not yours." Lara rolled her eyes.

"Unnie, what movie do you want to watch?" Yoonchae asked.

"Hmm.. anything's fine."

"Can we watch wicked?" Sophia asked.

All 6 heads turned towards her. "We've watched that for like 10 times already." Manon said.

"She's obsessed." Dani added.

"Hey, but it's good!"

You all cramped on the couch, putting on the Fantastic 4 movie on the screen.

Megan wasn't watching, she's watched it already.

But nobody knew that.

So she used the opportunity to cuddle with you instead.

You held her, stroking her hair smoothly while she inhaled your scent.

"Hey, I wanna cuddle too." Lara moved closer.

You opened your arms for her.

"Lara, are you kidding me.." Megan murmured.

"No Megan, you can't have her for yourself."

The two fought in front of you and you just laughed.

They both froze, confused. "What are you laughing about?"

"Nothing. You guys just look ridiculous when you fight."