On a more serious note for the fanfic thing: You want to find belonging in a group of people to the extent that they would notice a lack and/or a shift in the way you are present or not present around them, and include the rest of the group in a kind and concerned effort to look for you or figure out what is going on. You wish to be cared for but also treated with the respect of a trusted equal, with support that is never crushing or diminishing to you. You also maybe fear losing control of yourself, but I can't quite tell if it's a fear, or if a part of you sees it as freeing.
Anyway! Consider your vibe checked by someone who is frequently wildly wrong, have a nice day! 💙
Me, reblogging that post: hehe vibe checks :]
Shade, delivering this all too accurate punch and then claiming they are frequently wrong immediately afterwards: Vibe Check!!!!
In other words...... Yeah. You're right on pretty much all counts. Holy shit Shade,,, /pos how did you get this from my fics?? It's genuinely very impressive!! and also a little scary that I'm so easy to read!! /lh
thank you for going All In on this my dude :3 Hope your day is great too!