#just ignore this...

And also happy Chinese new year🎉🐀

Am I... broken?

So I've gone a while... I just recently started posting my writing again, and I mentioned that I was on a hiatus due to some mental health issues. I thought that, while not a ton of your actively follow my work, the ones who do deserve and explanation. So I have depression. Dysphoria is the bane of my existence. I recently switched to online school due to an illness I've eveloped and because of problems at school. The switch has been a little wonky and I've taken a break for pretty much everything, so I'm not just neglecting you guys! I don't wanna go into too much detail, but just know the I'm fine now and I'm back!

Perhaps i am the only one who dreams through the day and night,of waking up into a perfect world tomorrow,one without pain suffering or greed,just a 'perfect world'? Where everyone is happy and therss no sinners?i really gotta say that this might sound weird but everytime i hear about someone's dear beloved one die or a pet or anyone i feel guilt even if im not responsible and over the time that all carried with me,i have seen and heard a lot of things,seen a lot too,and when i think too much about it and im not distracting myself,i...just dream and dream for a long time thinking about the bad and good and how or why it all has happened and i just keep wishing for a perfect world really so that i can finally see everyone around me smile happily and not complain every now and then because you cant even afford living freely,man i really wish that one day we can afford to live the wolrd where we are born without giving the devil our souls in exchange of living a life of pain

RIP to the best cat I will ever own. He lived and loved for 16 long years. I’m heartbroken but I’m glad I got to spend such a long time with him and give him love and happiness in return for the love he brought to my life.