#heh...im really tired

Perhaps i am the only one who dreams through the day and night,of waking up into a perfect world tomorrow,one without pain suffering or greed,just a 'perfect world'? Where everyone is happy and therss no sinners?i really gotta say that this might sound weird but everytime i hear about someone's dear beloved one die or a pet or anyone i feel guilt even if im not responsible and over the time that all carried with me,i have seen and heard a lot of things,seen a lot too,and when i think too much about it and im not distracting myself,i...just dream and dream for a long time thinking about the bad and good and how or why it all has happened and i just keep wishing for a perfect world really so that i can finally see everyone around me smile happily and not complain every now and then because you cant even afford living freely,man i really wish that one day we can afford to live the wolrd where we are born without giving the devil our souls in exchange of living a life of pain