#mandospace rant

Guys I’ve just watched so many Thirst TikToks of Pedro and I just wish I could kiss and hug him so bad 😩😩😩😩😩 and I mean other stuff too but I’ll take what I can get 😅

Man, me being home for break really makes me realize how bad my Daddy Issues are... and now that I’m thinking about it, I probably have some childhood trauma too so that’s fun.

My thesis defense is tomorrow and I am so nervous that I feel like I am going to be sick. I already have really bad anxiety and this is just not helping at all. If I don’t pass this then I don’t graduate and I’m just about ready to have a full blown panic attack over it.

I am freaking the fuck out about my capstone (basically a thesis) that is due next week and my advisor just gave me her first edits to everything when I gave them to her 2 weeks ago. I was supposed to have my draft sent to my committee last Thursday. I am not doing okay.