#junelife

It’s been too long, guys.

How are you'all? I miss you all so much, and I miss to post new drawings on my blog.

I’ve been a little off of tumblr these past months, I know it’s possible that no one of you are really interested in my personal struggles (lol) but I feel that I need to tell some things now I’m back here.

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*GAY TIME ON*

First of all, I’m sorry again about my terrible english and I hope all this text will be easy to understand, even with my mistakes.

I won a scolarship, months ago, and I was really happy with that, because I’ve never been abaliable to study before, because I don’t live with my parents since my 18 y/o and I’m working since that times.

For that reason I was really obsessed with studies, and achieve the goal to go to the university. But in the moment I got the scolarship, these same week, I got a job too, but a full time job, I thought I could do the studys and go work at the same time, and it was true during 3 months, but, I couldn’t follow with both things anymore. I had no time to drawing, for my friends, and for me, and my mood was terrible all time! So, I decided leave the scolarship, bc I need so much the job now, I need to pay my bills (lol)

I was a little depressed these last weeks bc finally seemed that I could be able to get my goals, and I felt like a failure.

But an important event in my life has passed a few days ago, and now I see things in different way. Now I think I tried my best, and this time it was impossible for me to do both things and in a good way …

I need time to me, and time for drawing. We only live once, and I’ tired to press myself to do ALL things right and perfect and I left behind the things that mean so much to me.

So, I’m here again, I feel better, and I want to draw again, bc I can’t live without drawing, and I need time to live my own life. And I feel good with my decision, I need to focus myself in present and not in future (at least not constantly) and do the things I want to do.

*GAY TIME OFF*

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I hope you like my yooran, and I hope I’m still remember how the hell I used to draw with my wacom lol

When I started on Tumblr, I was on a depression and other issues. I started my Tumblr project with the only expectation of "make something useful with my life" and I thought my motivation to continue drawing would remain on me for a few months and later, it would disapear. But I can say today that I'm so much better thanks to this. I'm still illusioned with this, and I love to draw and I'm so happy to follow on this and no leave it like all my "abandoned projects" on the past few years. I think all of this is teaching me that I can do things and I can be constant. And I'm happy with it. Only a year ago I coudln't speak english (I know my english is bad but, a year ago, I couldn´t say NOTHING. My only knowledge was : "hello, my name is June and I live in Barcelona" lmao Tumblr and the people on here changed my mind in many ways. I saw strong people sharing their art with no fear and being constants with their work, it inspired me a lot. I think that now I'm better with myself and I can be myself with others. I only say this because I think it may help other people. I see how I was only a year ago and I can't believe how much I changed thanks to this.

 Thanks to all of you for read.

Chapters: 2/? Fandom: Mystic Messenger (Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Saeran Choi & Yoosung Kim, Yoosung Kim/Unknown Characters: 707 | Luciel Choi, Saeran Choi, Yoosung Kim, Zen | Hyun Ryu, Jumin Han, Jaehee Kang Additional Tags: Fluff and Angst, Fluff, possibly smut, Angst, Falling In Love, Love, Hugs, kisses, Yooran, Brothers, 1 Year after the end of the game, Yoosung is cute as always, Saeran is trying to improve his life, Probably Spoilers, AU, I don't have a plan for this yet, I don't know if it will be long Summary:

It's been a year since Saeran was rescued. Now he needs to get better and Yoosung will help him.

This is my first text in english I've EVER write. Please, be merciful with me. Thanks.

Today I realized that all the items for my Seven’s Cosplay have arrived to my house at last.  And I decided to make a quick PREVIEW to see how suits me. I need to sew the hoodie and paint the glasses ETC, but I like how suits me. My poor cat, Crispy Chicken, has paid the consequences of this preview. xDDD

Thank you so much for the 100 followers! I’m so happy for this! I’m glad that you like my work and I hope to continue drawing and updating this blog for a looooong time <3

And thanks to MYSTIC MESSENGER for keeping me inspired ^_^