#junemm

It’s been too long, guys.

How are you'all? I miss you all so much, and I miss to post new drawings on my blog.

I’ve been a little off of tumblr these past months, I know it’s possible that no one of you are really interested in my personal struggles (lol) but I feel that I need to tell some things now I’m back here.

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*GAY TIME ON*

First of all, I’m sorry again about my terrible english and I hope all this text will be easy to understand, even with my mistakes.

I won a scolarship, months ago, and I was really happy with that, because I’ve never been abaliable to study before, because I don’t live with my parents since my 18 y/o and I’m working since that times.

For that reason I was really obsessed with studies, and achieve the goal to go to the university. But in the moment I got the scolarship, these same week, I got a job too, but a full time job, I thought I could do the studys and go work at the same time, and it was true during 3 months, but, I couldn’t follow with both things anymore. I had no time to drawing, for my friends, and for me, and my mood was terrible all time! So, I decided leave the scolarship, bc I need so much the job now, I need to pay my bills (lol)

I was a little depressed these last weeks bc finally seemed that I could be able to get my goals, and I felt like a failure.

But an important event in my life has passed a few days ago, and now I see things in different way. Now I think I tried my best, and this time it was impossible for me to do both things and in a good way …

I need time to me, and time for drawing. We only live once, and I’ tired to press myself to do ALL things right and perfect and I left behind the things that mean so much to me.

So, I’m here again, I feel better, and I want to draw again, bc I can’t live without drawing, and I need time to live my own life. And I feel good with my decision, I need to focus myself in present and not in future (at least not constantly) and do the things I want to do.

*GAY TIME OFF*

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I hope you like my yooran, and I hope I’m still remember how the hell I used to draw with my wacom lol

YOORAN WEEK

DAY 5: Vacation

I would love if Yoosung and Saeran came to Barcelona on their Vacation becaus I live there. I drew them in “Parc Güell” riding “La Salamandra”.

Parc Güell is a big park made by Gaudí, the most important Catalonian modernism arquitect.

YOORAN WEEK

YOORAN WEEK

DAY 4: AU: “Yoosung is an Aquarium veterinary”