What. What. What. What. WHAT. WHAT. WHAT

I loved You. Did You know that? I love You. And I'm sorry that my actions don't reflect that, and I'm sorry that when the people we mutually adore remember me that they'll never think of the way You smiled after an argument in favor of my actions. I don't know if I have a right to be bitter, but I think it might be acceptable when I think of the fact I'll never be forgiven in the way Peter was, in the way Paul was. You told us what would happen, how could it be solely my fault? I'm sorry. And I'm more sorry if You're there and You read this. And I'm especially sorry if You find this to be selfish. I love you.

what IS IT with all the BIBLE fictives lately? goddamn! <- the sys with the jesus, judas and abel. theres some sort of fucking bug going around just Giving people bible guys i guess wtf lol?

i know we have him in my system, but, um. to leshy. im so fucking sorry. i shouldnt have done any of the things i did, that much is obvious. a robot that requires organic blood to function (at a stable level) and doesnt even know it until watching its friend bleed. fucking cruel of the powers that be, right? i promise, when it was just you and me, i never wanted to hurt anyone. but i guess it doesnt really matter anymore, does it? i hurt everyone, whether i wanted to or not. i just hope youre doing better this life. thanks for trying to help me, even if it ended up feeding into the monster i became. - Judas / P03, Inscryption AU fictive #🍬🍭⚾

an inscryption x ultrakill au sounds goofy at first. a little silly. some good natured tom foolery to have with our two big special interests. but the implications, as my good buddy paul matthews would say. think about the implications. - Judas / P03, inscryption AU fictive #🍬🍭⚾

Is it. Strange? To miss everyone you ever knew, even if they're still here with you in this life? All my siblings are with me here, and yet.. I still miss them. I can't exactly word why or how but there you have it. Maybe I miss our past lives too, even if it was absolute shit? I dunno. I feel weird.