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BUT SHE SO COMPELLING PRESENTS HERSELF AS IN CONTROL AND PROTECTIVE OF OTHERS AND COMPETENT. AND SHE IS!!!!! BUT SHE DOESN’T EVEN KNOW!!! SHE BELIEVES THAT HER EXISTENCE IS NOBLE. THAT SHE IS PROTECTING PEOPLE. THAT IS ALL THAT DRIVES HER FORWARD. AND THEN!!!!!!!!!

i came across nanofate

my god

that. ship.

DSFJDSLFKJFDSJ (and the fanfic!! and the FANART!!!!)

also i remembered how much yuri manga i’ve read on manga fox jfc haha

It is a simulated thing, called upon by music or the careful placement of words with images

shorthands for second-hand experiences that had settled so close to wherever my sense of self is housed in my body

what is that? that magic, that completely abstracted construction that reconnects with inherent parts of ourselves

some sort of normalised transcendence

This sadness, it is born from an aborted thing. a hope turned to dust, a loss

that’s all we fear in life, loss

oooohhhh i completely didn’t get that the boy from the class was the dude who Bellamy killed’s son.

but seriously they’ve only now figured out it’s not lovejoy? i mean....

Bellamy punched the guy so hard he got knocked out. I hate that I now know that this is even more unrealistic than I thought it was before. It is likely that this guy will die from headtrauma.

I like how the actors for both Blakes make realistic puke noises when they get hurt. Bellamy had incredibly luck damn perfect timing, perfect placement? The Skaikru have been surviving on a string of luck upon luck (and unrealistic medical achievements).

SEE, wow. this is great! Indra is like, yeah it’s wrong but we’re willing to do wrong things - including the Commander - to win the war and make our losses count. But still though. That was TonDC that was Indra’s village! (also goddamn she got shot in the fucking shoulder wtf why is she walking and lfiting a sword). Indra always blames the enemy. and in a way that is correct because they didn’t ask to be hunted and bled and burned to death. And it works. But it’s strange that she isn’t more upset about pulling back in the future. Justice for innocents?

Bellamy actually goes through everything the Grounders go through in harvest???? HOLY SHIT

honestly Maya is such a badass.

Bellamy just killed a dude by choking him AFTER having been bled for 25 mintures jfc.

BELLAMY DIDN’T EVEN FLINCH WHEN SHE CUT HIS ARM OPEN. THIS DUDE.

anyway Maya thinks a cap is gonna keep Bellamy incognito when everybody knows everybody???

I know they’re half bled and I know the guard in side the mountain has guns but why not simply release all of the Grounders right then???

Honestly it IS kind of weird they didn’t devle into Dr. Tsing’s character and it’s sad (racism) but damn she’s evil.

I don’t really get why they don’t aneasthetise the bone marrow donors?? they just don’t want to spend it on them? like. why do they knock out the blood donors but not the the bone marrow donors? because restraining the grounders would have been harder?

Kane. Torture doesn’t work. Which reminds me, why did the narrative act like Murphy had anything to say to the Grounders when they tortured him? They already knew where the camp was, they knew how many kids there were how many died. They had scouts all around their spot. So???

i don’t really know why Clarke cut his oxygen supply??

also 8 hours to mount weather really?? so is Camp Jaha 2/3 hours away from the dropship? They walked 6 hours on the first day...?

‘that’s insane’ says Bellamy. REALLY ? is it really Bellamy??? He killed 18 people. He’s a mass murderer, he would have been floated in seconds on the ARk.

oh myg od Lincoln is so great. Lincoln is just consistently a great??? well done Lincoln bapped Clarke on the nose with dat truth.

I mean I couldn’t let somebody I love be tortured to death either mate.

RAVEN!!!! OH MY GOD I LOVE RAVEN. ‘and you think I would let that happen?’ ‘I don’t know. no?’ DAMN that was beautiful acting.

‘I won’t send a child to his death’ hmmmmmmmmm but weren’t you on the council and shit. ‘that was another time’ eh for some reason i am surprised by how ppl on the arc retained their sense of ‘people shouldn’t actually be killed for the smallest infraction’ morality bc they didn’t live like that.

Maybe Clarke should tell Finn about HOW he will die to stop him from leaving.

omg Clarke and Abby treating each other as equals and being each other’s supports this is my JAM (even if they’re in the wrong)

ahahah they didn’t even THINK about the fact that Kane is still with the Grounders and he could have died a horrible death because they didn’t give Finn the mass murderer up.

So Finn took the blame for Raven’s spacewalk that he set up. Wow. I still like him make no mistake.

she got hit in the head with an axe actually so how Clarke’s still alive is a myster- main character armour!

How did they in any way think that the dropship would keep them safe? I mean???? i understand that psychologically for them it feels safest, but damn the best you could have done if you had thought logically for one second was run to the wasteland desert.

why isn’t raven putting on her helmet.

anyway. Finn and Raven should have hugged longer. Also. seriously Clarke, you should have told Finn about HOW he will die. I mean srsly.

OOOOHHHH Clarke and Bellamy working in sync I LOVE IT.

Clarke just rips apart equipment, easily breaks through for-some-reason non-reinforced glass and goes full beserk on Maya hahaha. That was a really effective opening scene. wow. damn. (poor Maya)

Anyway. Random 100 Delinquint kid number 19 to die before a main does. Bellamy doesn’t even try to save him or even Finn from Tristan. I know Tristan is a warrior but they almost killed him before when he WASN’T wounded.

Thanks for the exposition of the Death By a Thousand Cuts that Octavia is for some reason explaining to Lincoln.

Maya is great and Clarke is a horror. Which I like has become clear this way. Also, Clarke has clearly played Fallout on the Ark bc she’s like: ah I see you’re a community of nice and regular people in this apocalyptic wasteland who are perfectly decent to my people, where’s the fucking catch/horrific experiments?

That’s the thing right? this weird thing where she only has a personal connection with Jasper and Monty even though all these people are like ‘Clarke’! It’s just SO weird to me. She doesn’t even acknowledge them. (??!?!?) that will grate on me forever. If she’s a leader, SHOW me how she leads her people.

Murphy got stabbed in the leg. He should have probably bled out by now. Certainly shouldn’t be this clearheaded. I guess Raven shouldn’t be alive either but whatever. WHATEVER.

Tristan is like: hm fuck this axed that I square him him in the chest and jaw with, it obviously doesn’t get through this kid’s main character armour. Maybe punching in Bellamy’s face will help.

wtf was that person? a radiation person? An exiled baby that somehow survived?

Oh hai Maya who I threatened terrified and almost killed with radiation!!! nice meeting you could u tell me where the exits are? LOL BYE STOLE YO KEYCARD SEE YA.

‘When you pulled that lever you saved lives don’t throw that away by pulling this one.’ (also killed 300 but ya know)

I LIKE HOW FUCKED UP CLARKE IS. in fact, i like how it kind of becomes clear she had a lot of talent for being fucked up.

THIS SEASON IS SO MUCH BETTER ALREADY??? Murphy’s story really goes into how fucked up the ARk was way better than Princess Clarke’s. (also cool motive still murder) Lincoln and Octavia are great ok? They are just great!!!!! They just genuinely fell in love!!! They are genuinely in love, they love each other!!! ( I don’t wanna know how old Lincoln is)

Finn and Bellamy swtich places in the narrative! for some reason Bellamy is done with bravado and fighting, Finn suddenly wants to storm whatever stronghold the Grounders possess to get Clarke back. oh and he is trying to make Bellamy cooperative i Guess and not try to stay around waiting for the rest of the 100.