#johnhancockkin

now I'm banging my head against a wall because what is actually happening-

I just started the Nuka-World DLC, how do I already feel like I knew this place, like i lived here - like I was one of the Disciples,,, it all feels so familiar, returning to camp and all the carnage, the torture, it all feels so familiar and I find myself missing it

and I'm feeling like im faking because how can I be John Hancock, Faraday, Kellogg, and someone else all from fo4 :<

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(i’m from fo4 not american history)

hated the bos for obvious reasons, but the railroad, that's the good stuff right there, had an absolute soft spot for them

Dont get me wrong, the minutemen were great, if the railroad failed I would have been more than fine with the minutemen taking over

but damn did I have a soft spot for the railroad (totally not because the whole equality thing - they were just as pro synth lives as they were ghoul in my canon - totally not because they saw me as just another person and who also saw the love of my life as someone worthy of human love and appreciation, totally not because of all that,,, /sarc /silly)

~John Hancock (Fallout 4) #😈❤️

Like right now, Fred Allen, I'm 99% sure name was Jim on my canon. Not Fred. Jim.

wHY do I remember this of all things 😭 maybe it was because I bought from him a lot (who else can make practically extinct chems from his basement sink? exactly.)

like cool neat I remember one of my residents names but like can I not get some useful information that I actually want to know

not Jim who also confirmed the existence of crack cocaine in the Commonwealth actually how the fuck did he manage to make crack in sink

what is happening that the kin gods decided I needed this information

~John Hancock (Fallout 4) #😈❤️

i know for certain I am John hancock, I am 95% sure I'm Kellogg, and I'm pretty sure im a synth (which synth, fuck if I know, pretty sure I was close to DiMA though and was anti-institute) like like really sure I was a synth - just fucking figuring out if I was an actual character or an unnamed npc

i did not sign up for this (says the ghoul who is secretly actually really happy about this development for no understandable reason)

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