Jan 9
i actually fucking hate having like. sound issues. so badly.
#every single one of my classes with a professor who makes many mouth sounds all the time#it's not That deep#but idk if you know about like#misophonia#??#it's hell lmfao i hate everything#trying to force exposure on myself by listening to asmr and i want to scream#i hate my brain i hate it#the Everything is Really Loud i can usually just deal with#but almost going into fight or flight and having a breakdown in class is not cool.#i'm trying to learn and it's in classes i love too#like oh my god please#the fucking.#tongue click / lip smack thing people do before talking#what if i jumped off the roof ππππ#jkjk...#jk.#ithrhrhrhththtntn#trying to explain this to people makes me look like an asshole#especially when my loved ones do the things :(#like i'm sorry that im getting irrationally angry at you i don't mean to :(#thoughts#vent post
