#jessicabaker

Dear diary,

I turned 44 years old about a half year ago. I have to admit to myself that having more childeren is not realistic. Besides, I'm happy with the 14 I've got. Altough, sometimes it still itches me, those babysmells and giggles. But I know it's over. I already have beautiful grandchilderen, #5 will arrive in a couple of months. I love them very much and spend as much time with them as I can. Those sweet childeren.

Since I admitted to myself that I won't be having childeren anymore, I started giving, and selling, the babystuff I still have to my childeren and members of the church. In return, I bought some stuff to fill the caps the babystuff had filled all those years.

I have a love seat for me and Bobby in our bedroom and Jenelle was thrilled to have a piano in her room. She had a tough time giving up her job, she needed some cheering up. She instantly started playing while I did some working out on the tredmill. (AN: She is really thin and still working out, we should be worried about her)

With all the sad stuff about selling my babystuff, I had another sad moment. My baby, Jessica, is already a teenager!

My youngest is already so grown up. I can't believe it! Time sure flies by.

Dear diary,

I was only six months pregnant when I started to have contractions. Soon I knew something was wrong. Bobby and I left for the docter to check out our 14th baby. The docter was very worried and kept me in the hospital. Our baby was born the next morning. It's a girl and we named her Jessica Joy Baker. Her name means God beholds, He sees everything and there is nothing going on that he doesn't know about, even our little baby struggeling to stay alive.

Bobby is going back and forth between the hospital and our home. Lucky for us, Jenelle is able to take care after the childeren. We are so blessed with her. She cooks, cleans and even helps Jocelyne and Jonathan with their homework.

Part 2

From left to right, up to down: Bobby, Evy, Jedidiah, Jenelle, Jackson, Julie, Jocelyne, Jonathan, Jessica.

I'm really bad at this but this is what I think:

Jedidiah has Evy's hair and faceshape

Jenelle has Evy's hair and Bobby's faceshape

Jackson has Evy's hair and faceshape

Julie has Bobby's hair and faceshape (and the only one with his skintone)

Jocelyne has Bobby's hair and Evy's faceshape

Jonathan has Bobby's hair and faceshape (the son that looks the most like Bobby)

Jessica has Bobby's hair and faceshape

Dear diary,

We have been blessed with yet another succesful wedding. Only two more to go since we only have two daughters left at home. Jonathan had his brother Jackson as best man, so precious to see the bond between siblings.

The ceremony was beautiful and full of love for eachother and the church. And the last part, the first kiss, so precious!

The photo's of the couple turned out amazing!

Jonathan and Mia will have a wonderful live together as husband and wife. My dauther Johanna wasn't at the wedding, once again she delivered a precious little girl during the wedding. Her eldest, Everly was born during the wedding of Jocelyne. Our 4th grandchild is named Erin Praise Green. Janine had babynews so we are already looking forward to meeting grandbaby #5!

Ofcourse we visited Johanna, Obed and Everly to see their little daughter and sister.

Love, Evy

Dear diary,

My baby Jessica is already celebrating her birthday. She is getting so big, so fast. I still remember her laying in the hospital like it was yesterday. And now she is already a toddler, sleeping in the girls room. She loves it all. (AN: Jessica is picky but she is the youngest and barely survived so everybody gives her what she wants)

My daughter Johanna came by again. Last time she was so sad that she still wasn't pregnant yet. But this time she is! I can't believe I'm going to be a grandmother! (AN: She already is because Jadyn got a baby out of wedlock but Jadyn is out of sight and for Evy out of mind because Jadyn has a sinful life)

Love, Evy

Dear dairy,

Ofcourse, when we let Jessica court a widower we knew a engagement was on the horizon. He needs a woman to take care of his son. He proposed to her on a walk in the snow, very romantic. Jessica was very fast to say yes. They are enjoying holding hands ever since then.

My granddaughters, twins Estelle and Erica Green, are home from the hospital. I got a change to visit. Estelle was a wake but Erica was sleeping. And I got the chance to talk to my granddaughter Everly, the eldest of Johanna and Obed. She is helping her mother as much as she can since the birth of the twins and even before that, when Johanna was pregnant.