#jacksonbaker

Dear diary,

We had a surprise! I'm pregnant again! I didn't expected to have another baby since I'm already forthy years old but it happend and we are thrilled. Baby #14 is on the way!

Ofcourse we wanted to tell all our childeren they where going to have another little brother or sister. We invited them all over for deserts and told them. (AN: ofcourse Jadyn and Jedidiah wheren't invited, because Jadyn left home without her parents knowing and Jedidiah had to leave because he has a relationship with a man)

They where all thrilled with another little brother or sister. They didn't expected me to become pregnant again but where all hoping it. My sweet childeren, I love them so much. I especially loved seeing Bobby with Joseph talking, father and eldest son, such a special relationship. Bobby had to wait a bit before he had a son. We first got two daughters.

Part 2

From left to right, up to down: Bobby, Evy, Jedidiah, Jenelle, Jackson, Julie, Jocelyne, Jonathan, Jessica.

I'm really bad at this but this is what I think:

Jedidiah has Evy's hair and faceshape

Jenelle has Evy's hair and Bobby's faceshape

Jackson has Evy's hair and faceshape

Julie has Bobby's hair and faceshape (and the only one with his skintone)

Jocelyne has Bobby's hair and Evy's faceshape

Jonathan has Bobby's hair and faceshape (the son that looks the most like Bobby)

Jessica has Bobby's hair and faceshape

Dear diary,

We have been blessed with yet another succesful wedding. Only two more to go since we only have two daughters left at home. Jonathan had his brother Jackson as best man, so precious to see the bond between siblings.

The ceremony was beautiful and full of love for eachother and the church. And the last part, the first kiss, so precious!

The photo's of the couple turned out amazing!

Jonathan and Mia will have a wonderful live together as husband and wife. My dauther Johanna wasn't at the wedding, once again she delivered a precious little girl during the wedding. Her eldest, Everly was born during the wedding of Jocelyne. Our 4th grandchild is named Erin Praise Green. Janine had babynews so we are already looking forward to meeting grandbaby #5!

Ofcourse we visited Johanna, Obed and Everly to see their little daughter and sister.

Love, Evy

Dear diary,

My daugther Julie is a married woman. I'm so happy for her but I'm missing her very much around the house. (AN: the cleaning and cooking she did). The wedding was a wonderful ceremony. Julie picked Jenelle and Jocelyne to be her flower girls, so sweet.

The love between Julie and Omar was so precious to see when they said their vows to eachother. I just love that part of any wedding, especialy those of my daughters.

We also celebrated thanksgiving. We had a few of the older childeren with their spouses over and it was a blast having the house filled with childeren and love.

I made diner for the whole bunch and then everybody sat down at the table to enjoy some sweet fellowship. Jenelle was so sweet to clean up afterwards and do the dishes.

Love, Evy

Dear diary,

The problem of my son Jedidiah laid very heavy on my heart when I finaly told Bobby. He had to know and handle the situation. Bobby was shocked and furious. How could his son have feelings for another man! I totaly understood him, I was shocked by the fact myself.

After discussings with our pastor and the elder man of our church we decided that he would go into therapie with the pastor. But when we discussed the matter with Jedidiah he didn't want to do anything like that. He wanted to continue the relationship with that man. We strongly advised him (AN: pushed him!) to do the therapie but Jedidiah insisted that he didn't want to do that. Bobby had no choices left but to point him to the door. He was no longer welcome in our home as long as he pursed his relationship with that man or any other man. Jedidiah packed his belongings and left. I don't know where. I'm deeply saddened with everything that has happend. I feel like I keep losing my childeren one by one. First James kissing before marriage, then Jadyn pregnant out of wedlock and now Jedidiah having a relationship with a man. Am I a good mother? I surely am not with this happening to my childeren. I just have to point my other childeren even stronger to Christ.

We celebrated Julie's birthday but I was a bit distracted with everything going on with Jedidiah. Julie didn't mind at all, she was shocked herself by her older brother. Julie is the sweetest person ever, such an angel. She is always caring for everyone around her and loves to cook for the whole family. I'm grateful to have her around during this time.

My son Jackson on the other side isn't showing a lot of good behaviour. He was making a mess all over the terras. My joker was joking around again and he needs to know that he is getting to old for this.

Dear diary,

My son Jackson is already engaged! He is growing up so fast. He joined his fathers business and then asked Luna's father if he could marry her. Her father said yes ofcourse because he is a very good man and will be an excellent husband and father.

Jackson asked Luna in the snow, so romantic!

They are so precious together. I keep fantasising about their future childeren, will they have his brown hair or her blonde hair. My goofy little boy has grown up in a righteous man.

Love, Evy

Dear diary,

Ofcourse we decided to buy the house we saw a couple of months. It was wonderful and perfect for our family. And we are already moved in and everything. I love living in the new house. But before we moved we had two birthday's, Jackson and Jenelle.

Jackson, my goofy silly boy, is getting so big. He will be joining school with his older brothers and sisters soon. He will love it.

Jenelle, my youngest and eleventh baby is no longer a baby. I'm sad and praying we will be blessed with another little one. Jenelle is very independend and a very easy girl. Not a bad quality for the eleventh baby in the family. Ofcourse she gets enough attention.

And then we moved! I love my bigger kitchen, it's not really much bigger but it fits a little more counter space and a bigger diningtable. The livingroom has seats for seven, four more then in our old home.

On the first floor is also the girlsroom. It has little corners on both sides which creates a space for the toddlers and a space for the older girls. Upstairs we have two bedrooms, one for the boys, one for Bobby and me and hopefully another baby soon. The third bedroom has the tredmill, the chesstable and Bobby's worktable. The computer is in our bedroom so we can keep an eye on who is on it.

Like I said before, I'm loving living here every second and I know my childeren are two. I haven't even shown the backyard yet.