#jeff would be like...

Shy jeff just hits different 🥺

Maybe Kyle and you grew up in the same neighborhood, so you two are oöd friends..

You already met Jonah, cause Kyle took you with him once before. So when you arrive at his appartement you greet him with a short hug. Jonah is about to film a new Jonah's bakery video with Suzy, where both of them try to bake a cake their mum always makes for them.

"Jeff is not answering his phone.." Jonah says impatient. "You should have bought your own eggs stupid" Suzy laughs for the camera. "Uhmm" You stand up from your seat on the Sofa "I could just go up and get them?" You offer, already close to the door. To which Jonah willingly agrees.

You knock on the door. No answer. You knock again. Now hearing footsteps from inside. "Jonah i swear to god.." you hear an angry voice from inside "i gave you a fucking spare key for..-" the voice continues while opening the door. "-a reason.." his last words soft, after he saw that you are not the one who he thought you would be. "Uhm.." you say, intimidated by the beautiful man in front of you. "Heey.. uhm.." continuing quietly "i'm a friend of Kyles and.." explaining why a complete stranger knocks on his door "I'm just here to get some eggs for the video they are filming right now.."

He is perplex. His look stuck on you, taking in every little detail of your beauty. Expecting Jonah but instead receiving you. He didn't even try to form a sentence. "Soo.." you start again "the eggs?". He shakes his head, as if he has to come back to reality again, clearing his throat before he speaks "yeah.." his voice still soft. "I uhm... gonna get them for you.." he says, making his way to the fridge. "How.." he begins, before clearing his throat once again "how many eggs does he need?" - "he didn't say.." you answer "just give me all the eggs you have.. I think it's gonna get chaotic down there.." you laugh. "I bet it is.." he gives you a shy smile. Taking the package out of the fridge and handing it to you, purposely touching your fingers.

Okk i have a little ideaaaa..

What about an all nighter with him?

You guys are the spot on definition that a friendship between men and women can indeed work. Or so you thought. Because your feelings for him slowly sneaked up on you, without a warning.

Everytime when David planed something you two drove to his place together. Not just because you lived only a block away from each other, but also cause you enjoyed each other's company. Just as friends of course. You guys would go hiking together, with or without the boys. Telling each other everything about your day. Not even questioning if it could be annoying for the other one. Because it wasn't. Each of you enjoyed listening to the endless talks of non sense.

One day Jeff calls you up to help him think about an idea for his new youtube video. Without hesitation you assured him to come over and brainstorm with him. On your short walk to his apartment you pick up some food for the two of you, with the ulterior motive that it could help you concentrate and think about concepts for his video.

You knock on the door before opening it. Jeff would leave it open intentionally, cause he knew you would be there any minute. But even if he had closed it before, you would certainly have a key for his appartement. Once cause you were at his place a lot, not wanting to wait at the closed door for an eternity, just cause Jeff couldn't get his ass up. And secondly you have his replacement key, if he ever locked him self out.

"I'm heeeree" you scream while making your way to his kitchen. "And i brought nerve food!" - "why on earth would you buy food for Nerf?" Jeff questions as he came down the stairs into his kitchen to welcome you at his place. Just then, while looking at the bags on the kitchen counter, he realises what you actually meant. "Brain food.." you corrected yourself, looking at his joyful face. "I swear you are a fuckin' angel.." he says, grabbing the bag and taking out the food in there "haven't eaten all day.." he added, with a fork of food already in his mouth.

After your quick and delicious dinner the two of you go to his nicely furnished living room, sitting on the sofas, thinking and talking about who should be the next guest at the barbershop and what the plot would be. "I just think that i've already done everything.." he confesses his uncertainty as he pets Nerf, who is laying on your lap. "You know what..." you say, looking at his sculptured side profile. "let's go and get up to the roof.." you demand, not wanting for an answer. You take Nerf off of your lap, carrying him on your hands to take him with you. "What?" Jeff asks you, confused, still sitting on the couch. "We go up to the roof." You repeat yourself, putting the heavy dog down, to reach for Jeffs hand. "Come on" you say, waiting for him to take it. "Are you serious?" He questions with furrowed brows, not sure if you are kidding or not. "Of course i am.." you assure him. "I think the skyline at night is inspiring.." you explain, not waiting for his hand anymore, instead just taking it an forcing him to stand up, just dragging him with you. "Okaay okaay" he laughs. "Just let me have a quick walk with Nerf before going up.." you let go of his hand. "I'm gonna go up already.." you announce looking up at him, proud of your convincing.

You waited for less then half an hour. Leaning against the edge of the building and looking into the distance of the illuminated city before you heard a loud whistle, which was Jeff announcing himself. You made your way back to him, just to see that he brought blankets and one of his hoodies. "Here" he says handing you his piece of clothing. You take it, knowing that it will get cold eventually. Jeff spreads the blankets out on the ground so the two of you can sit on them. "Oh and i brought you this.." he mentions, taking out a little box of swedish fish. "Shit wrong pocket..." now grabbing the other one, giving you the smallest container of your favorite ben&jerrys flavor "Eat it quickly before it starts melting" he adds, giving you a little spoon. Your eyes light up "you are the best.." you say with the biggest smile on your face. "Yeah.. you're not the first one to say that.." he jokes, making himself comfortable on the blankets.

Sooo decisive jeff would just determine that he picks you up at 8... 👀 demanding that u wear something cute for him 🎀

And you would be so intimidated by his straightforwardness that you would just obey him.. or maybe you would just see all of that as a joke...?

Friday night, wearing just a big hoodie. Cuddled up in your blanket..when it suddenly knocks on the door.. you are surprised at who it could be, cause you didn't expected guests. When you open the door and see Jeff you are confused. "What are you doing here?" He looks you up and down "Doll.. I said I would pick you up at 8..". You are perplexed "oh you weren't joking?". His smile widens, now biting on his lip. Questioning himself how short your shorts are, cause he doesn't see them underneath your big hoodie.. are you even wearing shorts? Or are you just in your underwear? "Jeff?" You ask him, bringing him back from his daydreaming. "Yeah..." he says, now back in the presence "go change.. I reserved a table..". He explains, pointing at your bedroom. "But.." you try to object. "Go change.." he repeats, softly yet commanding.

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Looove u meel 🥰🎀 hope you like this... 👀 cuz writing this really hurt... cuz i guess it's a lil angsty?

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You left the hall filled with friends and family. "Y/n.." he makes you stop by holding onto your wrist "wait I.." he starts, but you interrupt him. "No.. I.. just no.." you try to form a whole sentence but you couldn't.

"You make me feel Jeff..." you start slowly"you make me feel things that i'm not supposed to feel and i hate it.." you add feeling tears running down your face. "You don't even now how hard I tried to..." you can't even finish your sentence before your voice breaks. "Fuck Jeff i tried so hard to prevent my feelings.." your eyes now completely filled with tears. "But I can't.." shaking your head. "I just can't.. and I hate myself for that.." you look back into his eyes, filled with compassion. "because it fucking hurts..." you restart "it fucking hurts and I fucking hate it.." you try to deal with your overwhelming feelings before you continue your monologue.

"Justin is a really fucking great guy.. and I really like him... and he just doesn't deserve that cause.." you hesitate for a moment, exhaling loudly "I love you.." finally saying those three words "and i don't want to love you.. because I just want to be happy.." you breath out heavily, looking into his glassy eyes "and Justin really makes me happy... but happiness isn't love.. and... I just can't cope with that.." - "y/n" he tries to interrupt you, but you put your finger up and shake your head "shut up I'm not done yet.." you say boldly.

"You don't destroy the person that you love Jeff.." you continue. "but that's exactly what you did and still are doing to me.." you look back at where you came from. "you destroy me.. because.. you are in me.." you try to explain "it's like you are a fucking disease and i'm infected... and I cant think about anything or anybody.." another wave of tears filling your eyes again "I can't sleep.. and I can't breathe... and that's just because you make me feel things.."

ooooff that kinda hurts! 😔

i kinda changed the plot a lil 👀… hope you like it nonetheless, cute anon! 🎀

Your breakup was consensual. Both of you agreed on it. Separating from each other. Making a break. Neither of you called it that. But both of you hoped it wouldn’t be more than a short separation. 

Some of his stuff, like his cloth, chargers, dog treats for Nerf or his spare key, still  being at your place. No intention and absolutely no rush to take it back. At least not on his part. Cause he wants you back. Eventually at least. 

The others would ask you guys how you are feeling, how you are keeping up and if everything was fine. Both of you lying when answering the well-meant questions of your friends. Of course you are fine. The two of you really need that right now. Focusing on yourself’s for a while. 

He told you it was okay for him, if you stay in touch with the squad, since it was him bringing you into his friend group. In fact he just wanted you to still be around. Thinking he wouldn’t lose you this way, cause you are still part of his life. But it was your presence alone that hurt him the most. 

Seeing you laughing at jokes that weren’t his. Listening to stories he wasn’t part of anymore. Giving you a hug, without kissing you afterwards. 

One night at David's house, most of the squad being present, you had a wild discussion about movies and series. Zane insisting that game of thrones is and forever will be the best series ever existed on earth. David enthusing about the brilliantness of the MCU. Carly fangirling about Greys Anatomy before asking „Oh y/n what did you think about the last season of ‘how to get away with murder’?“. Your gaze went to Jeff, who fumbled on his phone before returning your look. „actually i haven’t finished it yet…“  you answer hesitant. It was your series. The one you two watched together. Talking about theories, discussing the plot and promising each other not to watch it without one another. „A promise is a promise right?“ Jeff finally breaks the silence. „just couldn’t watch it without you..“ you confess, feeling vulnerable about the spoken truth. „yeah..“ Jeff confirms „wouldn’t feel the same..“.

I think he would try to hide it at first? Denying it when someone asks him if he catched feelings for you... "what? No.. of course not.. we are just friends!"

maybe even fight against his feelings?... cuz he doesn't want to risk your precious friendship you know?

But I think it would just happen out of the blue? Like literally soo random..

Maybe the two of you would just cook something together... which wasn't new for you.. you two are friends for a long time, so that was pretty normal...

Uhhh cuute! 😌

Maybe you would be an old high school friend of David?... and you would be the one living with David and Natalie instead of Ilya.. just for the purpose of that story... so David knows you veeeery very well..

As you spend more and more time with the squad you would somehow see Jeff's softer side.. rather then his character for the vlogs... and thats when you would fall for him.. (just like all of us..lol)

Someday just minding your own business, sitting on the cloud couch.. scrolling through Instagram and going through Jeff's page.. where you would look at every single picture he posted...and that's when David notices...

You are so in the zone of admiring the handsome man from staten Island, that you wouldn't even notice David coming into the living room. He would quietly sneak up on you and whisper "i took this one.." pointing at you phone. You would be startled at his sudden appearance, trying to explain yourself "i-... i was just.. uhm.. looking at... pictures he posted... with you!". David would just laugh at your bad excuse "oh that's why you zoomed in on his sixpack?"..and thats the day the teasing really begins...

Someday Jeff and Todd would stand in Davids garden...shirtless... maybe for the moving truck filled with snow bit? The two of them talking about what they're about to do.. while you are standing in the living room looking at them..or rather looking at Jeffs perfect body... David would once again sneak up on you, camera in his hands, ready to film his bit. "y/n.. you are drooling a lil.." he would say, pointing at the corner of your lips. "Oh shut up.."

Then when David wants to film the Natalie's room makeover prank.. he would ask you to put some sunscreen or some sort of oil on Jeff's body.. "but we are inside? There is no fucking sun? That wouldn't make any sense?" You would contradict. But he would just call out for Jeff to come over, just to bring you in a very uncomfortable situation. You would hate on David for putting you in this position.. but also would be thankful, that you finally got the opportunity to feel up his whole upper body jfjsiw

I think i got carried away.. ups..

Ufff hoooney I can't deal with so much freedom! 😭 but okay...

What about a cute little movie night with him?

You would come to his place.. ringing on his door with a bag in your hand. He opens it, welcoming you with a wide smile on his face "come in..". As you do what he told you, you make your way into his kitchen, putting the bag on the counter, just so you could pet Nerf, who waddled towards you as you came in. "What's in there?" Jeff would ask interested. "Oh" you would say while you stood up again. "I got your favorites!" You explain, while showing him the bag of swedish fish you bought just for him. "No waay.." he would say, making his way to a nearby kitchen closet, taking out another package "I did the same.." showing you your favorite kind of sweets. Both of you simultaneously chuckling at the happy coincidence.

After talking about your days for a while the two of you would go into his nicely furnished living room, making your self comfortable on his new couch. "What are we watching?" You would ask him, waiting for him to turn on the tv and start netflix. "I was thinking maybe 'the dark knight?" your eyes would light up. "Ohh yees please!"

The two of you made an arrangement to watch movies together which the other one hasn't watched yet. Cuz after you told him that you've never watched 'good fellas', he forced you to do it with him. "Ok.. but if i do.. you watch 'the lion king' with me!" You negotiated. "Doll.. I promise you, I would watch every fucking Disney movie with you.. just so you watch 'good fellas' with me.." - "okay deal"

Obviously you two didn't watched every single Disney movie, but after watching good fellas, and the godfather trilogy, you continued your habit of watching old classics, or just the favourite movies of one another. It kinda became your thing.

Sometime throughout the movie you two were just watching, you would stand up, making your way into his closet and taking one of his hoodies. While you're putting it on, you smell his familiar scent, bringing the sleeves, which are far to long, to your face, just to take in all of his fragrance. You're leaving the hood up on your head while you're making your way back to his living room.

Jeff would straighten, when he sees you coming back. "You look cute when you're wearing my clothes.." he compliments you, making your cheeks turn a little red. "Oh shut up..".

After all, the two of you are just friends. Of course you flirted with each other. But just in a friendly way, sometimes just extremely provoking it for the sake of Davids vlogs.

While you're getting back on his couch, he would take the neatly folded blanket at the end of it, putting it over both of your legs. "Come here.." he would say, stretching his arm out, so you could make yourself comfortable on his chest. You never cuddled him before. Every other time you two wached a movie, it never came that far, but once again, you did what he told you.

You would bend your knees, putting one of your legs on his lower body, intertwining your legs with his. Both of your hands folded and resting on his chest to keep your head up. Lying in that position you could hear his calm breathing and his steady heart beat. He would stroke your back or fondle with your hair with one hand and putting the other one comfortably on your hip. Everything feels just right.